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i feel fucking stupid. i used to go weeks without human interaction. but after 5 months of dating and all of a sudden i can't go three days without talking to him on the phone. like for fucksake. get a grip camille.

im pmsing terribly and i miss my boyfriend. ugh i can't be away from him for long but i told myself i'd let him study. ugh it's literally been three days. what the hell is wrong with me.

i'm in an intoxicating love. i haven't been this deep since my first. i can feel the crippling dependence creeping up on me like a fog. i'm scared. of myself.

hello tumblr, long time no see:) i haven't been on here since august. damn.

went on the another date

i don't fucking know what im doing. pls help me.

haven’t felt this way in so long. so how do i keep up something that’s this good. i really don’t know how to be in a relationship. been single for so long, all i know is how to deal with heartbreak. but now im trying to learn how to be happy, and im failing miserably. im too impatient for this. i just want to be secure for once. i want to know im safe. i dont want to feel scared anymore. i really like him.