Golden Hour//4AM

Why haven't you reached out?

Did you forget me now?

I might want to hear you out

(I don't)

I shouldn't be wondering why

You don't think I'm worth your time

I'm nothing to you

Icy eyes see right through me

Sensual lover, touches linger longer

Mouth is a blessing

And I curse all the time I wasted on him

What is the cause of your anxiety?

Is it me?

I'm sorry I'm rarely a source of peace

I've memorized every piece of you

Heaven sent

A thread of fate

Mixed signals

Do you want me?

'cause a face like yours

is gonna haunt me

in the best way

So, what do you say?

Enjoy my company

or just not being lonely?

I'm not going to chase you

I want you-

I thought we were thick as thieves

Renegades

I'd never leave

And in my most desperate dream

You reached out and explained

It was all a misunderstanding

I want things back how they used to be

I wish I never met her

Give me back my naivety

If I didn't know better

I'd never leave your side

It's really your fault

for never getting me right

but it keeps me up at night

Said I'd bet on you, easy money

love you at your darkest, honey

but your darkest turned out to be

When Wendy grew up

did she fall for a man

who she had to take care of like a mother?

Did he remind her of another she once knew?

Or did she settle with someone

responsible and true

but always think about the one who

helped her through?

The one who flew through her window

at the right time

and took her places she had never been?

Their love wasn't sustainable

That dream was unobtainable

She met him and grew up

but he'd always be stuck

I didn't know that things were ending

and I was sick of pretending

that I was fine with everything

This is how I feel

Really dodged a bullet there

Now I know you never cared

about me or her or anybody else

Knowing you was bad for my health

I have so much and you just gave me up

By candlelight, things don't seem too dim

But why would you hold me like that if you really wanted him?

To be fair, I get it

I'd be there, forget it

Not trying to be passive aggressive

But I want it all

Already ready to fall again

Flickers of the past year cross my mind

Shining a light on our most desperate nights

Baby girl, I don't have the energy to fight

But I'll hunt him down

If he comes around