have you had enough?

medical neglect due to poverty is one of the most evil things that happens in this country

yeah. that whole experience is going to stick with me for a while. just being in local trans oriented discord servers. like the level of offense people will take at any tiny thing is . um. lol. i got yelled at for saying i didnt care for possums and raccoons in one. i also got told i was being passive aggressive by some loser whining about losing easy access to women after transitioning when i pointed out women had literally been kind and friendly to him IN THAT SERVER. i also was made fun of for not instantly knowing all the terms for polyamorous stuff (am i supposed to have heard of the word qouple 😭 why isnt it a quartet thats so much cuter). and someone told me i was a bootlicker for wanting rural people to have access to healthcare..... actually two of these happened with the same person. im just like. sick of itttttt get fucking normaler all of you

ugh remembering one of the conversations i had in a trans focused discord server that i eventually had to leave where i expressed feminist views and then this mf had the fucking audacity to suggest i was clearly not a man and wouldnt understand, and that my disagreement with him was "silencing" him (despite the fact that we have similar identities). bro turned me into a trans woman in his mind so he could figure out a way to be mad at me. which. says so much about those types.

there is a big big big pit inside of me that people throw their garbage into and it makes them feel better but i can feel it there tbh