rachel

“I really did live and breathe Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I cared about Buffy more than I cared about my real life. And just having that consistency — when I was, like, 10, I watched the first season of that show while it aired, and was with it for seven years. And it was such a tool of dissociation for me. It was, in hindsight, I think, very much a coping mechanism for not being able to form the kinds of deep romantic relationships that other people can form when they’re an adolescent in the right body. I wasn’t in a place where I could open myself up to people, but here was this show that was so emotional, that I could have this relationship with.” -Jane Schoenbrun

#my name is doctor julian boner welcome to my hospital.

#his dad would be dick cock then

#this vs. troi originally having 3 boobs: fight

#its his bondsona

#nominative determinism

#who wanted to name him like a bond girl. WHO.

#i read amogus and omg that almost gave me an aneurysm

MCRfor @kerrangmagazine Issue 1029, October 30, 2004 🩸 #Revenge20