here lies tom paris beloved mutant

putting 'ethical rpfer' in my hinge bio the way people use 'ethical nonmonogamy'

it gets to a point that is just weirder if they didn't fuck

you did all this and it was not even because you wanted to bang him? weirdo

daily affirmations: no body hate you. everybody niceys

what you experience is hyperfixation, which is pathological. what I experience is psychosexual obsession， which is also pathological, but in a darkly chic and subversive way. thank you for understanding.

me and my losing dog think you suck btw

NEVER HEAL indulge in self sabotage romaniticize self isolation ALWAYS QUIT reject your potential never break the cycle let the curse win

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself