𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆Livs⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

This movie had so much potential, the idea is brilliant but it's badly excuted and so eroticized and fetishized.

Yes, I know the movie is about feminine puberty and sexual discovery. But it's shown so much more how Valeire discovers that she's seen as a sexual object and not a child anymore, instead of her own discoveries about her body and sexuality.

The movie as a whole is so confusing, you never know what's real and what's not, you have to analyze every single thing and character to find it's meaning, but also have to watch incest and pedophilia and hope it is another metaphor (it isn't).

You can't convince me that it isn't a fetish, her very older brother trying to convince her that they're not siblings so they can be together, and everyone kissing everyone on the lips.

I didn't go to school again today, and did not do absolutely anything today besides scrolling on social media, and baking brownies to bring to school tomorrow and give to the teatchers I hate so they'll be nice to me.

I am devastated. My headphones just broke as I was picking a song to listen to while writing this and I don't have any money to buy another one.

Okay, let's start from the start. I didn't take any pictures today, so it'll be just a rant about my day (sorry).. anyways, this morning I woke up already late for class, so my mom miraculously let me skip class, mostly because it was raining. But then my friends messaged me saying that I wasn't there to do an activity that the teatcher haven't even told us that was going to happen, and got zero on it WITH NO WAY OF MAKING UP FOR THAT GRADE. So now I'm pissed and fucked if my mom finds out.

After that, unfortunately I had to go back to school for only two hours to sit through a stupidly boring speech with instructions for an event I'm volunteering at.

That was basically all did today, I spent the rest of my afternoon and night switching between Tumblr, TikTok, Brawl Stars, and sleeping.

Hope tomorrow's better than today was.

It was my friend's birthday today. To celebrate that, me and my other friends skipped half the classes we had today to go play board games in the school's library and play with the cat that lives there, Mr. Balls. The classes we didn't skip we didn't get any work done either, just talked and laughed the whole time, but one of my friends was absent so it wasn't as cool. After that, I got home and slept the whole afternoon, then woke up to do homework I have to turn in until midnight. Now I'm here and going back to sleep again soon.