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UPDATE: Fic Added ⬇️

Maybe A Good Change?

Shane is bad at adjusting to unexpected changes and Hayden is a good friend. A fix-it fic for Episode 4.

Here is what I could find.

Not Nothing 

Post-tuna melt, Shane returns to the hotel room he shares with Hayden.

simmer in the letdown 

Shane goes to see Boston Lily and comes back – noticeably distressed – wearing another man’s clothes. Hayden Pike may not be the most perceptive motherfucker around, but even he knows something is up.

Also, my Tuna Melt rewrite is the next Masterpost to be published !! Yay !!

Series Fic Rec

In Vodka Veritas by Oaks118 - (Episode Aftercare) - (Rating: T, Words: 2,404)

“You are drunk,” it was a statement, not a question.

Shane tried to play it off anyway. “I’m not,” he whined.

Ilya laughed, “You are slurring words, Hollander.” --- OR: Shane finds Ilya on the roof in Vegas but he's had a couple more shots. Ilya finds Shane's drunkenness endearing enough to crack through his sulking.

Surprise... by lexaproeddie - (Jerseys and Panties) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 8,130)

Shane decides to surprise Ilya after he beats him.

Shane smiled at him. “I wanted to cheer you up from your loss.” Ilya glared at him a little, but there was no ice behind it, instead a warmth that spread from his head to his toes. Ilya stalked toward him, like a predator locking on to his prey, and Shane only let his legs fall open as his boyfriend fit between them. “Maybe I let you win,” Ilya whispered as his nose nudged along Shane’s jaw. “Fuck you,” Shane whispered as he tilted his head so he could catch Ilya’s mouth with his own. He didn’t think anything could feel better than kissing Ilya, nothing could quite compare- well maybe winning a cup would beat it, but only by a smidge. Ilya licked into his mouth, claiming Shane’s tongue as his own, and his right hand snaking down to rub a thumb over the jut of Shane’s hip where the lace laid beautifully against his skin. Shane gasped as his head fell to the side allowing his boyfriend the access to his neck where he could nip and bite.

chemical override, ultraviolet by you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha) - (Lost in the Sauce) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 5,032)

The kiss is chaste - Shane could almost describe it as shy.

A little curl of anxiety twists in his gut. What if saying I love you changes things, and not for the better?

The push, the pull, the rush of their harried days could certainly be the thing that kept Ilya attached to this thing of theirs. Shane’s already admitted that it hasn’t been about the rebellion of it all for him for a while - but Ilya’s made no such disclosures. A burning love confession isn’t exactly as electrifying as the thrill of the chase, after all - and - great, Shane realizes that Ilya came out of the shower to Shane doing the fucking dishes like some bland housewife instead of a sexy Casanova waiting to pounce him for what should be a manically sex-crazed weekend, or whatever.

Shane’s apt brain quickly concocts a secondary plan.

Because while Shane Hollander might be bad at relaxing, what he’s not bad at?

Being a freak in the sheets.

Too Much Ain't Enough by isuiji - (My Shane Speaks Russian Saga) - (Rating: Not Rated, Words: 11,269)

“Say something.” Ilya asks “in Russian. For me.”

Then softly, carefully, he does. “Я всё ещё скучный.“ I’m still boring. He tried to add humour to it. But he doesn’t know if it reached.

Still, Ilya's breath catches.“Oh.” He says like he’s just been handed something precious. “You’re perfect.”

Or, Shane had been learning Russian the whole time.

wolf like me by seeking_amy - ( undisclosed desires) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 6,217)

The idea of going into his first heat at the great age of twenty years-old has never been something Shane Hollander has grappled with.

Mostly because, up until the great age of twenty years-old, Shane was completely happy with his identity as a beta.

Or;

Shane’s omega presentation is triggered by the one and only Ilya Rozanov.

one of your girls by h_marchbanks - ( you get the key to my heart) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 6,599)

“Fuck off,” Shane says reflexively. “I‘m just trying to be a good host.”

“Hollander. You know that is beyond being a good host.” Ilya abandons his plate, crowds Shane against the counter. “Is okay. You can admit it. You want to be a good girlfriend.” He cups Shane’s jaw in his hand, strokes his cheekbone gently with his thumb. “You are already doing very good job. Perfect Miss Rozanova.”

Something twists in Shane, something that feels really good and really terrible at the same time.

———

Ilya gives Shane a set of lingerie. Shane tries to be good. Set after episode 6 in the cottage.

Why Are You Pouting? by Crystal_Heart_Sherriden - (Challenging Biology (Heated Rivalry)) - ( Rating: T, Words: 1,411)

Shane is pouting. This is not subtle pouting. This is full-body, commitment-level pouting.

Ilya notices immediately. He does not comment. It is happening again.

Media Availability by AutumnFoxed - ( This Is Why We Have Media Training) - (Rating: T, Words: 2,173)

Ilya turned slightly toward the reporter. “Shane won’t say this, but it’s true. When your captain is calm, you don’t panic. You just… follow him.” The reporter blinked. “You’re talking about Shane’s leadership?” Ilya’s smile was devastating. “I am talking about my husband.” The room sucked in a collective breath. Husband. Said as if they were discussing muffin recipes. On the internet: Breaking: Shane Hollander maintains perfect composure while his teammate professes eternal devotion live on air.

Shane agrees to one post-game interview with Ilya. Ilya is determined to make sure everyone knows how brilliant, beautiful, and perfect his husband is.

Added: Jane by multifandomhomo - ( Jane in the WAGs chat) - (Rating: Mature, Words: 9,288)

Added: Jane

April: Hi! Welcome 😀

Jane: What is this?

April: The Raider’s WAGs chat. We finally got Ilya to give over your number to add you!

Shane is added to the Boston Raider’s WAGs group chat. A texting-only fic.

Love always leads the way: the news by naninhachan - ( Love always leads the way (Hollanov)) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 3,464)

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The Shane Hollander Debacle by nineteenohtwo not rated | 1.3k words The Athletic NHL ✅ @/TheAthleticNHL Shane Hollander was the only player who did not wear Pride Tape on his stick during Centaurs Pride Night

Glittering Gold by kaijuerotica rated e | 52k words In 2009, Ilya Rozanov won his first World Figure Skating title. That same year, Shane Hollander was selected first overall by the Boston Raiders.

In 2014, both are chosen to represent their countries in the Sochi Olympics.

A lot can change in two weeks.

(sub)textual evidence by PenAndInkPrincess rated m | 13.4 k words “-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.

Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.

“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.

(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)

the stupid plan doesn't work anymore by the7thwriterinthedark rated m | 10.1k words When Shane learns that Ilya's plane has crashed and he doesn't even know who Ilya's emergency contact is or if Ilya's alive, he has a stunning realization that Ilya dying without anyone knowing what they are to one another would be a torment.

Ilya is injured in the plane crash, Shane does a lot of coming out.

“I love you,” says Shane, “I love you so fucking much, Ilya. And when you’re less loopy, I think we need to talk about how the stupid plan doesn’t work anymore.” Ilya’s mostly out of it by now, but he snorts, “Hollander wants to deviate from plan? Must be very serious for me, yes?” “You’re going to be fine.” Shane can’t even entertain the possibility of anything else, “Go to sleep.”

Blood for the Blood God by agatestones not rated | 4.4k words This seems a little unkind to you but maybe I mean a little unkind to hockey? Because it also makes you sound like a superhero. Love you -- Dad

Not so gay you can’t fuck Rose Landry by grabmyboner rated e | 3k words Shane confesses he imagined Ilya the entire time he was with Rose Landry, couldn’t even stay hard without picturing Ilya’s mouth and cock. Ilya, burning with possession, demands the filthy details while he gets on his knees for Shane. -🏒- “Tell me again,” Ilya says, voice low, almost a growl. “Everything you thought about when you were inside her.”

picture frames by scarlettroses rated t | 3.6k words It goes well until he’s standing in Ilya’s— their— living room, holding a framed photo of the 2014-15 Montréal Voyageurs and their first Stanley Cup, rooted to the spot. - or, the one where moving to ottawa brings up some complicated feelings.

We Didn’t Even Kiss by MultiFandomLoverWriterShipper rated t | 7.2k words Years into their relationship, Shane ends up wine-warm in Ilya’s lap, kissing every inch of his face he can reach and out of nowhere he brings up Vegas 2014. The penthouse. The elevator. The text Shane almost sent. Seeing his husband quiet, vulnerable, and still aching over it, Ilya stops joking for once and promises that it'll never happen again. They don't have sex, just kiss, Ilya kissing the living fuck out of Shane, making up for lost kisses.

blackbird, fly by scarlettroses rated g | 2.8k words CBC News Archives | July 2005 Mini-Doc: Meet Ottawa’s 14 year-old hockey phenom, Shane Hollander [Video - 3:26] - The video has been over for long enough that his screen has gone dark, but Ilya is still stuck staring at the device.

He hasn’t let any tears spill over yet, but god, he’s going to cry.

Trying to Guess if Shane Hollander is Gay, Straight, or a Homophobe | Gaydar by Violet_Thistle rated g | 2.8k words “Name three lesbian artists.” “Artists? Like painters?” Anania chuckles. “Sure if you know any of those off the top of your head.” Shane looks at her with wide eyes. “Okay, I meant like, musicians, actors, entertainers.” Anania prompts him. “Oh,” Shane’s expression remains tinged with uncertainty. “Uh, do athletes count?” “No, I want to see if you know anything beyond sports.” “Okay, um…” Shane looks all around as if the answer might appear from around a tree. “Uh….” “Oh, honey.” Anania shook her head. “The bar is so low.” ~ OR: Shane Hollander goes on Gaydar and is interviewed by Anania to see if she can guess if he’s gay, straight, or a homophobe. It goes about as badly as you’d expect.

thylacine by anonymous rated e | 9.6k words He’s just about ready to doze off—his ritualistic pre-dinner, thirty-minute nap—when, suddenly, Ilya says, “Huh. Interesting.”

Shane cracks one eye open. “Hmm?”

“Oh, nothing, малыш,” he replies, though his brows are furrowed when he says it. Shane’s even more curious now.

“No, really, what is it?”

Ilya must lose some internal debate; a deep sigh leaves his body before, wordlessly, he turns his phone to Shane.

The bright light makes him squint, still not used to Ilya and his affinity for both using the light-mode feature and turning the brightness in his phone to a maximum. He forgoes scolding him when, after his eyes have adjusted, he reads: Metros acquires Fil-Canadian Rivera; second Asian player in franchise history after Hollander.

At first he thinks, oh, that’s my name. Shane hasn’t seen his name mentioned remotely near the words ‘Montreal Metros’ ever since he transferred to Ottawa three years ago. Then, and this is when it finally dawns on him, Shane thinks: second?

we go heavy harder by decideophobia rated e | 7.8k words He wants to tell Rozanov to get over himself, shut up and fuck off. In that order. What he does say is, “I—I want to, uh…to try something.”

“Tell me,” Rozanov says, drawing back a little. His hands are back on Shane’s body and he slips his fingers under the hem of his shirt to draw his fingertips over Shane’s abs.

Shane takes a deep breath. Here goes nothing. “I want to suck you off upside down.”

Shane braces his palms on the counter top of the kitchen island Rozanov has trapped him against and hoists himself up, then spins and lies down on his back, shuffling a little until he feels the edge of the counter hit the back of his neck. He looks up at Rozanov towering over him like this, and the zing of arousal that zips through him is so strong it makes his skin tingle and heat pour through his veins, pooling between his legs.

OR; Shane sees porn that he wants to try with Rozanov.

I was wondering if you could recommend some fics that have Ilya bragging about his Jane to his team mates (Boston or Ottawa).

Thank you!

I tried to find fics close to what you asked but focused more on "Montreal Jane" being the topic and marks left on Ilya's body. I also sprinkled in a few where it's Shane showing off marks Ilya left on him (:

Montreal Jane

🏒 Ilya Rozanov's 2017 Dating Wrapped | 1.1k

Ilya drops a bunch of hints about his love life to his teammates. They do not pick up on them

🏒 Locker Room Talk | 1.7k

Shane is tired of having to sit and be quiet while his teammates brag about their sexcapades, so he decides to not be quiet anymore and tell them all about how great Boston Lily is in bed.

🏒 stop yelling at me, I saved the day | 2.1k

Cliff wouldn’t call himself the most observant person in the world, but it doesn’t take a genius to know something is wrong with Roz. He’s swinging from quiet and completely checked out to snapping at every little thing and back again. It started after the last Montreal game, Cliff is pretty sure. Jane From Montreal. This has something to do with her

🏒 You left your bite marks on my ribs | 2.6k

When the notoriously prudish Shane Hollander shows up to practice with some suspicious bruises, his teammates have something to say about it.

🏒 Save Us Jane, You’re Our Only Hope | 2.7k

Whatever his Captain did, Marleau takes it up on himself to tell Montreal Jane just how sorry Ilya is, and beg for forgiveness on his behalf. [Post tuna melt]

🏒 hall of fame jane | 2.7k

for years cliff marlow deals with jane. one unfortunate bluetooth connection reveals more

🏒 It had to be Jane | 2.8k

Roz was looking at his phone again. And he was blushing, even though he always loved to insist that Russians did not blush. It had to be Jane

🏒 a golden star, you think you're clever | 4.0k

Boston's got the Montreal Jane pattern basically locked down. The bite mark on Ilya's shoulder is new, though

🏒 Wow, This Montreal Girl Works You Up, Brother | 4.1k

5 times Cliff Marlow brought up Montreal Jane + the 1 time he finds out who that is

🏒 Do They Make a Greeting Card for This? | 4.3k

Five times Cliff learns something about Montreal Jane, and one time he learns her real name

🏒 match my freak | 4.8k

five times their teams find out they're freaks + one time they find out that they're freaks together

🏒 The Montreal Mystery: Cliff Marlow's Side of the Story | 5.7k

All the times Cliff Marlow almost clocks that his captain's secret hookup is Shane Hollander, and one time the trade to Ottawa makes it impossible to ignore.

🏒 The Montreal Girl | 5.8k

the Boston Bears’ perspective of Ilya and Shane’s “secret” relationship over the years

🏒 Lily and Jane Fall in Love | 6.6k

The five encounters with Shane that forced Ilya to lie (brag) to his teammates about his mysterious Montreal Girl, and the time they learned that the lies had never really mattered in the first place

🏒 The Jane from Montreal Mystery | 6.7k

Cliff has been suspecting that Roz moved to Ottawa for his Montreal girl for a while now. And tonight, they’re going to go out for drinks and he’s finally going to get some answers. Not even two overeager rookies are going to stop him. Except things don’t quite go as Cliff planned and Jane from Montreal is not what he expected

🏒 Maybe: Jane | 6.8k

The Boston Raiders tease Rozanov about his mystery long distance girlfriend, sending Jane stories and embarrassing pictures of Ilya. Shane and Ilya don’t think much of it - until Theo Michaud gets traded to from Boston to Montreal and updates his contact list.

🏒 the prayers we covered with dust | 7.5k

Ilya is really struggling with the fact that he wants to keep Shane forever and steal his clothes and leave dumb hickies on him and wake up to him in the morning. He's working on it

🏒 The Great Jane Debacle of 2016 | 7.7k

how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for

🏒 Jane from Montreal | 8.7k

How Cliff Marlow discovers Jane’s true identity.

🏒 I said nobody knows you | 8.7k

The Ottawa Centaurs have their own theories about what their captain gets up to in his free time. Wyatt Hayes organizes a bet about it. If only getting an answer out of Rozanov would be easy

🏒 it's all fun and games until cap is in his feels again | 10.4k

Cliff Marleau's seen his captain through some crazy times and some wild crash outs. This is a little foray into some of the group chats and nights out with the boys. Especially when Cap is in his feels about his Montreal Girl.

🏒 The Hickey | 12.6k

Three times Ilya can't resist marking what's his, and one time Shane decides to return the favor.

🏒 Jane is Ilya's Favourite Lay | 60.1k

 In an attempt to socialise in this new country Ilya puts 'jane' down as his WAG to connect to the team, this has unforeseen consequences for himself.

🏒 Have you heard about Jane? | WIP

The Boston Raiders are desperate to find out who Montreal Jane is.

🏒 Ilya Rozanov is not fucking subtle | WIP

5 times Ilya Rozanov talks about his freak girl Jane and 1 time everybody realize Jane Hollander is an undercover freak

If you have any suggestions, feel free to add (:

BTW, I absolutely LOVED your fic Pull My Hair a Little Harder Please — it was perfect!!

Hi, thank you so much!!! 😭❤️ I'm sorry I took so long to respond! I've never made a Drarry fic rec list before, so I decided to go through my bookmarks and put something together for you. Most of these are very well known already of course, but hopefully there's a few you haven't read yet!

There is a variety of ratings/warnings/tags for each fic. Not all are sexually explicit, although there is a general theme of bottom!Harry and/or sub!Harry lol. So mind the tags and enjoy! ❤️

As Per Request by thecouchsofa

“You’re the man for the job,” Harry said. He blinked a few times as his brain caught up with his mouth.

Malfoy’s brow furrowed. “I’m the what?”

“The, uh, fuck…” Harry rubbed a hand over the back of his neck. How the fuck was he supposed to ask Malfoy out without actually asking him out? “This was a mistake. I’ve made an error.”

“Harry decides that it’s high time to lose his virginity, and figures that asking Malfoy is his best option. He’s fit, he won’t go to the papers, and he’ll be fine with Harry’s ‘no emotional attachment’ plan. Surely nothing could go wrong there.”

my notes: very hot + funny and lighthearted fic about Harry deciding to lose his virginity after the war. one of my favorite dom Draco/sub Harry fics. Harry is adorably naive and Draco is obsessed.

Spark by annanotherthing [E, 20.2k]

“I’m sorry,” Draco turned to him, “are we boring you?”

Greg looked up. “No, I’m just hungry, and you’re taking far too long to just tell them that you and Potter are soulmates. Do you have to be this dramatic?”

There was a moment of silence, before all hell broke loose.

Harry didn't know soulmates existed until he was fourteen. He wasn't sure what he imagined it would be like, but he knew it wasn't this. But that's not to say he didn't like it.

Draco Malfoy, Bloodsucking Fiend by Kbrick [E, 23.1k]

There are two things that Draco’s Auror partner, Harry Potter, must never know about him. One is that he’s a vampire. The other is that he’s been completely, pathetically, head-over-heels in love with Harry for years. But when the duo is trapped inside an old shop on Diagon Alley with no means of escape, Draco finds himself fiending for blood and unable to put even a modicum of distance between himself and the man he can’t stop lusting after.

Nosy by rubygreene [E, 2.4k]

Kinktober 2024, Day 23: Voyeurism

Hermione wasn't being nosy. She was here to make sure Harry wasn't hiding from his well-meaning, concerned friends, wasn't pretending his mood had improved to spare them, wasn't alone, in a secret, unplottable room, suffering in silence and solitude.

That would have been horrific, and Hermione couldn't stand it.

aggravated adultery by autistic_nightfury [E, 2.2k]

“Did Ginevra shoot down every suggestion of yours?” Draco guessed, and Harry’s grimace told him he had hit it spot on.

or

Draco is Harry’s way of blowing off steam. Draco wants him to be rougher than he is, and finds the secret to making it happen.

Nightfall in Norway by HannahOphio [E, 3.3k]

AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WORK YOU DO

The Distance Between Us

by Bruja_oscura

Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it. Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it. So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending. After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

Thorns

by TheLoveliestCrime

“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank. Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck. He seeks new memories. New… etches. So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov. Shane knows it’s risky. But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.” When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.

Impact

by saintmontbeau

Some of these fics are long term favorites and some I recently discovered, in no particular order!

Bright gold and render lead by nasri

Tony Stark is newly sixteen, with chapped lips and a gram and a half of cocaine in his system, the first time he meets the Winter Soldier.

Where They'll Never Find Me by 27 dragons

Tony's daemon tends to creep people out, both because she's odd-looking and because she keeps trying to touch people.

calling me home by feignedsobriquet, weethreequarter

When Alexander Pierce turns up asking questions about Harley, it sets off alarm bells in Tony's head. But he never could've predicted it would result in him going on the run with the Winter Soldier in a desperate attempt to protect his children from Hydra.

like dominos by complicationstoo

When a knee injury costs Bucky his spot on the college football team and his scholarship, he isn’t sure how he’s going to pay for tuition anymore. Until he meets Tony Stark, who somehow makes getting married to a stranger sound like a brilliant idea.

hold the line by hemingyay

In which Bucky disappears on Steve, rings Tony's doorbell and begs to sign the Accords. And Tony - god help him - lets him.

The Fight Against Touch by MZ_Supermanfan

The one where Tony meets his soulmate and subsequently tries to fix him. Along with the Accords. And the Avengers. And pretty much everything else that is thrown his way.

Place in Your Heart by Potrix

They try to hide it, Bucky can see the effort they all put into making him more comfortable, but Bucky isn’t stupid, he knows they’d rather have him somewhere else, somewhere far away from their home, the place where they’re supposed to feel happy and safe.

Comment/reblog with your recs?

Learning to Fly by WriteSmart 11,558 Words - Teen  Shane calls his parents and, for reasons beyond understanding, asks them to pick Ilya Rozanov up from the hospital and take him home with them. They start to understand. Yuna Hollander POV

The Game Plan by FestiveFerret, pouringinsheets 64,024 Words - Explicit Ilya's immigration status is compromised by a draft day celebration. Shane (possibly looking for an excuse to get out of a party) decides to help, which logically means they have to get married. You know you want secret marriage hijinks. 

I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around 30,447 - Mature Shane speaks Russian, and that starts the most famous friendship in the NHL. Full of feelings and metaphors about language and communication and trust. 

please leave a message by Ravenesta 2,407 Words - Teen Fun cracky textfic - 'Lilly' gets added to the Montreal WAGs grouptext. Hijinks ensue.  Currently #1 in kudos. It's funny and cute, and has a dozen 'inspired by' in case you want more

loving this body by beetlesandstars, kryptonian 22,370 Words - Explicit Bodyswap. That's it, that's the plot: they wake up in each others' bodies. It's fun and sexy. 

don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet 83,600 Words - Explicit - WIP 9/? chapters Smutty College AU - Shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. His teammate Ilya replies. It's funny, it's hot, it's angsty. 

the soviet montage by pressuretoparty 63,128 Words - Mature  - WIP 5/6 chapters 1980s AU featuring Soviet defector Ilya Rozanov, gay disaster Shane Hollander, and surprise BAMF Rose Landry

alphabetical again

Five Times Ilya Bossed Shane Around During All-Stars Weekend And Nobody Thought Twice About It And One Time They Did by leiascully (mature, 2k)

Ilya keeps telling Shane what to do in front of everyone. Unfortunately, Shane kind of likes it.

forget there's any other place by anonymous (explicit, 6k)

They’d wanted to escape the cage, but they’d been in that cage for a decade and they’d made a home of it. Out in the big wide world, they got homesick.

frequently, secretly fond of each other by milominderbinder (explicit, 127k, WIP)

Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?” “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking. He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should. Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

i know where to draw the line by magneticwave ❣️ (explicit, 61k)

“Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”

I'll be Jane by gurlsrool (mature, 7k)

It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing. No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting. The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting). Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

ignoring every omen by guarddog (theslymoon) (teen, 14k)

Julia Prior ☑️ @JuliaPriorESPNI sat down with Ilya Rozanov to talk about what he loves about Boston, what it’s like to play the best hockey of his career, and what comes next. bit.ly/203948 tanHER dillon @kanatacommunisti s2g i just saw r*zanov at the ottawa airport…. theres no way right ↳ vic hates hockey @censelesstired: hollanov realwired: ir81 to the centaurs real or: ilya's last season in boston through the eyes of hockey twitter.

play destroy by kneeinjury (explicit, 12k)

Shane is silent for so long that Rozanov leans, slouching against the doorframe, and raises his eyebrows at him expectantly. “Yes? You are selling bibles?” “You fucked my girlfriend.” It tears out of him. “Ah,” Rozanov drawls, as if the thought is just now occurring to him, “yes. I did.”

struggle pretty by thesehands (explicit, 19k)

Ilya locked his arm around Shane’s throat and drew him up onto his knees. The hold was snug, a real headlock, the kind that would make most men tap out. Shane didn’t tap out, but he stayed very still. His pulse galloped against the juncture of Ilya’s elbow, powerfully enough that Ilya could feel its insistent throbbing. Everything in the room had been pulled taut—the cord of Ilya’s shoulders, the line of Shane’s back, even the air between them had a rigidity to it. Ilya was breathing heavily, panting open-mouthed against Shane’s sweat-damp temple.

“I could fuck you like this,” Ilya said. “I could fuck you right now, like this, not let you breathe, not let you come.”

wait for a different ending by garagepaperback ❣️ (mature, 13k)

This set has a whole bunch of fics that changed my brain chemistry, like that incredible Irina fic or that fic that humanized Alexei for me and now I can't go back or the Bears sort-of-not-really kidnapping Shane because the Voyageurs suck or some absolutely incredible explorations of Ilya's self-harm tendencies or the funniest Kip portrayal I've ever read or Shane being a competitive freak vs being a horny freak for his husband: FIGHT, all of it is absolutely wrecking my id. Nobody save me, I'm exactly where I want to be. HEATED RIVALRY - NO I WON’T BE CHILL ABOUT THE GAY HOCKEY PLAYERS SHOW:

Sinking While Swimming by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle, ilya/shane & hayden & alexei & svetlana & cast, 28.2k     “Maybe you don't have to-” “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

Mama's Boy, Mama's Boy by WhimperSoldier, ilya/shane & irina & cast, NSFW, 68.3k     Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

(We Could Be) Something Great by Anonymous, ilya/shane & bears, nsfw, 77k wip     When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch. Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

tongues a-wagging by Anonymous, ilya/shane & oc & cast, 29k     Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky. Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

Live Through This (And You Won't Look Back) by Snaptic, ilya/shane & scott/kip & hayden & cliff & j.j. & cast, 49.9k     Shane rolls onto his side and stares at the faint outline of the window. The darkness presses in, but it doesn’t feel as suffocating as usual. Before he can talk himself out of it, he reaches for his phone. The screen lights up the room, too bright. His thumb hovers for a second, then he opens the thread. Shane: I think we should tell Scott.

let me give you innovation (got that good good) by splatticus, ilya/shane & centaurs, NSFW, 9.6k wip     Ilya can't keep out of the box, so he's not allowed to put it in anymore.

A Sacred Ottawa-Pike Peace Treaty by Mooeyeddie (mooeyeddie), ilya/shane & hayden, 9k     Forced into ridiculous ‘bonding’ playdates by their spouses, Ilya and Hayden are adamant about doing it their own way

Grady v. Rozanov by Pickle_Chips, ilya/shane & scott/kip, nsfw, 19.9k     Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions. Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

A Dozen Forget-Me-Nots by technicallyverycowboy, ilya/shane & hayden/jackie & hayden/shane, 6.2k     Hayden coughs up the first petals the night Shane's trade to Ottawa is announced. Hayden doesn't have hanahaki and if he does, it's purely platonic and if it's not, nobody ever has to know. Especially not Shane.

Pull it Off by smugrobotics, shane(/ilya) & oc, 1.2k     Shane hires a stylist.

shane hollander boy kisser confirmed! by chuyasexual, ilya/shane & hayden/shane & hayden/jackie & centaurs, 16.1k     In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike

you're gonna go far, we'll all be here by writinginasnowglobe, ilya/shane & luca & centaurs & ocs, 3k     Ilya: everyone welcome luca haas new rookie 🫨 Ilya: i gave him all your numbers do not introduce yourself Ilya: i do not need phone buzzing i am busy

One for the Road by PastyPirate, ilya/shane & centaurs, NSFW, 28.4k     “You can’t go two weeks without fucking me anyways,” Shane heard himself saying, and instantly felt like he’d chosen the wrong dialogue option. He should’ve said something like I’d like to see all the ways you can figure it out or maybe not sharing a room has never stopped us before. Ilya let out a laugh, “Please, you beg for me all the time.” “I’m not the one who can’t go more than a day without jerking off —” shut up Hollander, SHUT UP “I can totally go two weeks without fucking.”

The chips are set to fall by icopythefax, ilya/shane & scott & cast, 17.8k wip     At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

The Condom Cartel by CognitiveMiser, ilya/shane & ocs, 5k     Team Canada is undefeated, the Olympic Village is buzzing, and Shane Hollander just wants to focus on hockey. Unfortunately, his husband has discovered capitalism. When the Olympic Committee announces a condom shortage across the Village, Shane assumes it’s just another chaotic headline in an already surreal tournament. What he does not expect is to discover that Ilya Rozanov has been quietly selling their unused “complimentary health supplies” to stressed-out rookies and possibly half the international athletes...for five euros each.

Scotty Didn’t Know (but he sure does now) by halfbaked_ziti, ilya(/shane) & scott, 1.8k     “You have problem, you bring it to me,” Rozanov growled. “Not him. Me. I am not so easy of a target, not like boring Canadians. And you keep that shit off the ice. Chirping, yes, fine. Not that. Never that. You are older than the game of hockey, should understand difference by now.” Canadians? “Wait,” Scott said slowly. “Is this about what I said to Hollander the other day?”

bad bluetooth by goldengalaxies, ilya/shane & hayden & j.j., 1.8k     “You have a message from: Lily.” The automated voice read out. Shane almost swerved into the other lane trying to press the mute button on the dashboard.

Our Cup Runneth Over by Ottawacentaursstan, ilya/shane & centaurs, 6.9k     The rise and fall of a Cool Party Guy (aka the Centaurs win the Stanley Cup and Shane gets uncharacteristically drunk to celebrate)

Wrap It Up by alchemystique, ilya/shane & scott & wyatt & cast, 3.1k     The Olympic Village runs out of condoms on day three. Luckily for Olympians, Shane Hollander took note of exactly how often this has happened previously.

I can see it, your face is glowin' by joldiego, shane(/ilya) & hayden(/jackie), 4k     Shane is stooped over to strap on his shin guards when his phone buzzes once in Hayden’s hand. He doesn’t mean to tap the notification. And oh god, does he wish he could un-tap the fucking notification. Because why the fuck has Lily, Shane’s mysterious Boston hook-up of several years (no matter how fervently he denies it), sent him a picture of a fucking sonogram. Black and white, blurry, and undeniably baby-shaped.

MORE RECS UNDER THE CUT because I have some fucking manners. Sometimes.

1. Safekeeping (G)

Yuna Hollander stares at the diamond engagement ring in slight horror as her husband laughs silently next to her on the couch. Her five year old son stares back at her with his doe eyes on her other side.

“I'm sorry, sweetie,” she asks as calmly as possible, “did you say a boy gave this to you?”

Or, a near lifetime from Yuna's eyes.

2. Jealous Hollanov Series (E)

A collection of unrelated fics featuring jealous hollanov because I don't think we can ever have enough of these mfkers being jealous.

You don't have to read them in any particular order.

3. You are Nothing (You are Everything) (M)

When one grows up as Ilya Rozanov has, it leaves its mark. In his case it was a voice inside his head that constantly reminded him, "You are nothing."

Shane Hollander, like everything else in Ilya's life, was determined to change that without even knowing.

4. Call out my name (when I kiss you so gently) (E)

Shane Hollander stares at the unfamiliar ceiling and begins to wonder exactly which domino effect has landed him in this position. When did his perfect day start to go off its hinges? What was the event that landed him in a bar on a Friday night and then in a stranger's bed?

More importantly, who is this aforementioned stranger?

Or, after an one night stand Shane Hollander forgets the name of the gorgeous Russian man making him blueberry pancakes the morning after. Upon finding out, Gorgeous Russian Man decides to remind Shane of his name among other things.

5. Eclipseborns: An Ember & Ice Retelling (E) [WIP]

"I will find you. In every lifetime, in every realm, in every possible confluence — I will find you and I will love you like I have loved you in all previous lifetimes. I give you my word, you and I, we will meet again, beloved."

Or, an Ember & Ice retelling.

6. Ekstasis (M)

Ekstasis

/ˈɛk.stə.sɪs/ (EK-stuh-sis)

Noun

Etymology: From Greek ἔκστασις (ékstasis) “displacement, astonishment, trance,” from ek- (“out of”) & stasis (“standing, state”). Literally, “a standing outside oneself.”

Definition:

A state of being beside oneself; emotional or spiritual displacement. Rapture, trance, or overwhelming awe in which ordinary self-awareness is suspended.

7. (Dis)Respectfully, I Disagree (T)

“Is captain's job to overcome all… factors. He got too full of himself. Never reached his real potential. Is shameful.”

Okay, this is bullshit. Shane shoots Ilya a look, and the fucker won't still look at him. He also doesn't react to Grigori's words like he's heard them before. Well Shane hasn't and he has a few points he'd like to make. He fucking done being polite. Because what the fuck?

“Respectfully, I disagree,” says Shane and instantly feels four pairs of eyes on him.

Or, when Shane meets Ilya's father at an event and hears him shittalk his son, he has a few things to say about it.

8. I save the boring for you (G)

“What about Svetlana?”

Shane's tone is cautious.

“She's a very good friend. She has been there for me. Always,” Ilya admits. “But I don't talk to her about the boring details of my life.”

“No?”

“No. I save the boring for you.”

9. Noelia (T)

A broken heart can recognize another broken heart from across the room.

— Yiddish proverb

Excerpt:

Noelia is the 8-year-old who comes to the Hollander-Rozanov residence wearing a bright yellow dress, two braids tied with red ribbons, and a pair of dirty white sneakers, with her mother Isabel one spring morning. Her mom is the cleaning lady Shane hired right after they moved into their new house in Ottawa.

10. Tactical Advantage (M) [WIP]

Shane: Hi. This is Shane Hollander.

Lily: ???

Shane: From the bar? You left me your number.

Shane: This is Lily right?

Lily: Sure.

Lily: Hello Shane.

a weed called love Rated T | 1,393 words | Ilya/Shane | Non-Terminal Hanahaki, Idiots in Love

Shane’s throat is scratchy, particularly when he has to face Ilya Rozanov. Surely, that is just coincidence.

For day 14: Hanahaki

Previous Prompts:

(I’ll continue adding more stories over time!)

still the best (still an asshole) by pucksandpower

- Ilya reminding people who he is

in a silver swirl i take a lungful in by garlic09

- Ilya brings Russian food to sick Shane

transfixed by the inner sound by garlic09

- Ilya Rozanov goes crazy over Shane Hollander holding Hayden’s baby (aren’t we all)

the aperture shuts by garlic09

- IT boy Shane Hollander gets flirted with —> jealous Ilya Rozanov

all eyes on you by lanallite

- Shane Hollander in a Calvin Klein campaign, people go crazy, Ilya is not amused

i keep closing my eyes but i can't block you out by stardustvx

- it’s not everyday we see Shane vomiting on Ilya during a game

Do You Understand, Rozanov? by CaitlinGillard28

- Shane walks Ilya like a dog

i've been the archer (i've been the prey) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)

- people realizing that Shane walks Ilya like a dog

The Gloves are Off by KrissyTutu

- Shane Hollander can fight

My name is Shane || Меня зовут Шейн by Kzzak

- my son Shane learning Russian

The Romance of Somewhere Where Trains Go Direct by billowyy

- another one of my son Shane learning Russian

The World’s Most Disastrous Recipe

- the HR x F1 crossover that I didn’t know I needed

the way that i love you (is the way that you taught me) by jellyrose222

- I will tattoo this on my forehead

Not A Puck Bunny by BangPop91

- a Shane x Cliff Marlow pairing that happened when Ilya ghosted Shane, you HAVE to read this one I swear

Get Out by LeviosaWitch

- I burst into tears

indulgence by jandalie

- a retelling of episode two’s bathroom scene if Shane stood his ground

corner of the world by berrycluv

Hollanov Fic Rec - Canon & Canon Divergent

Friends I have been absolutely feasting on the bounty of fics being poured into this fandom. One of my favourite parts of fandoms is fic recs, which I haven’t seen many of yet, so I wanted to spread some love (and also keep track of all the fics I’ve read 😂) so please enjoy the next few days of fic recs I’ll be posting. Also please tell me what you’re reading, too! ✨

💖remember to kudos & comment on fics you read 💖

🏒 wanna get stuck in your head by peculiarblue - 31k Lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked zannithinks: whew! This fic takes you on a journey through the years and really showcases their personal growth through wonderfully linked vignettes. The banter is witty and my heart is gooey

🏒 There have been threats by gsmaxwell - 27k Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice, maybe this would all be over soon. No one was coming. Shane closed his eyes briefly. No one, except maybe Rozanov. - Shane is kidnapped before Sochi and no one but Ilya knows he's not where he's supposed to be zannithinks: Oh goodness gracious! Not for the faint of heart, this fic is intense. I love it to pieces for diving into the possibilities of that single line from the show and weaving in a bit of Ilya's relationship with his culture/home and Shane's fortitude.

🏒 loving this body by beetlesandstars, kryptonian / @weteddie - 22k Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.” “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.”  - the hollanov bodyswap fic.  zannithinks: a must-read! this seems like something a little out-there, but once you start reading it is perfection. Who knew the best way to sort shit out with your situationship was a bodyswap??

🏒 you can ebb and I can flow (and we'll take it slow) by foxjournals - 10k He isn’t sure how he got from point A to point B, but all he knows is suddenly he can’t breathe. Suddenly, he’s six feet under, water encasing his lungs as they shrivel and expand into nothing. - Shane and Ilya get into a fight, and the only way out is through panicking / Shane uses a safeword in the middle of an argument zannithinks: Another fantastic exploration of these two complex characters amidst an argument, and beyond that it shows how sometimes love isn't enough to make the bad things go away. This fic pokes at hollanov's imperfections and makes them put in the work.

🏒 you get me by some1_around - 10k When a bunch of other NHL players interrupt him in a hotel gym during a conference, he is not surprised when they make fun of him, but he is surprised when Ilya asks him to teach them a few poses and they all go along with it. “Holy shit, Hollander, wait—can you suck your own cock?” zannithinks: uuuuuh this is just hot as fuck, no shame. Bend that boy in half!

🏒 the hunter’s heart, the hunter’s mouth by makemegentle - 9k Teasing: ‘Come on, then, Hollander. Crawl.’ On all fours, like a dog, like a bitch, Shane obeys. I want to be your pet, he thinks, wildly. I want to be your everything. I am an animal and I am yours. Nuzzle me and fuck me and tell me what to do, I don't care. If I am your dog, Ilya, then train me. zannithinks: one of the best fics I've read. Exploring an authentic approach to bdsm with great care and humour along the way. Everyone should read this one, genuinely incredible

🏒 Everything he needs by CherryPie0 - 8k Shane frowns. What's Hayden even talking about? “Don't have a girl,” he mumbles. “Shane,” Hayden says, his voice firmer now. “I’m gonna text Lily.” - Shane gets drugged at a club. Ilya takes care of him. zannithinks: if omegaverse isn't for you, this is a fantastic fic to get that 'accidental heat' vibes without the biological changes - who doesn't love a desperate needy Shane being healed with the power of Ilya's dick?

🏒 Our Captain, Their Problem by Bruja_oscura - 8k Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke... zannithinks: Oh I adore this entirely. The emotional turmoil is balanced with excellent banter, and the pop into Hayden's POV was an extra sweet cherry on top

🏒 cause that's the love that i attract by REDRAGEOUSED / @redrageoused - 7k It’s maple-something. Sugar, shaped like leaves and it makes him smile a little. Shane would hate it, tease him about his lack of a “performance diet” like that means anything, and he would lick the taste off of Ilya's lips, which really, is all that’s needed to cement the fact that he needs this candy. It is also so painfully Canadian. Russia at least does bear. They are cooler, objectively. Maple leaves are boring. - 5+1 where Ilya rather likes Canadian gas stations. Shane only likes the coffee. zannithinks: one of the best Ilya POV's I've read. Hands down.

🏒 give me your hurt if you need someone to blame by iittaliia - 6k ”What the fuck were you thinking putting me down as your emergency contact?” ”What?” Ilya blinked, the sudden change in atmosphere clearly having caught him off guard. ”That I want you here?” he said like it was obvious, like that would be reason enough to put everything they were and everything they had at risk. - Shane thinks that being an emergency contact is an emergency. zannithiinks: ok so you're all probably thinking I have a thing for argument fics - and you'd be right!! Especially when it comes to these to boys, because wow can you writers really showcase the ups and downs behind the glossy 'happily ever afters'. This fic in particular is a fricking fantastic look at the nauseating uncertainty brought on by disagreements that leave a couple in a limbo of confusion, guilt, and hurt. Don't worry, the comfort comes through in the end!

🏒 Don't Call Me a Stranger by bluebox_dragon - 2k A fight over loading the dishwasher leads to Shane learning about about Russian diminutives, and the meaning of names. zannithinks: I can't get enough of seeing these two idiots stumble into knee-deep shit and crawl their way out of it. I love seeing them navigate arguments and learn where the emotional bruises are in each other. A special place in my heart for the spotlight this puts on Ilya's culture and considerations for his lived experience of his relationship taking place in his second language.

(one, two, three, four, five, six)

this time with a bruise/pain kink section, because i accidentally accumulated them.

route 96 kansas explicit, 28k, ongoing. shane hollander blows his knee and his ice hockey career before it can truly start. he goes to collage instead, and meets nhl player ilya rozanov in a bar. it's not a happy fic, but by god do you need to read it anyway.

snapping at a butterfly teen, 2k, oneshot. shane thinks about things beyond hockey. it's not as clean-cut as it sounds. just a really good character exploration.

the best person to be stuck in an elevator with gen, 7k, oneshot. part of a series (all a good read!). yuna hollander did not anticipate getting stuck in a hotel elevator with her son's rival, ilya rozanov, but that's how the day is going anyway. he's not so bad.

mine to devour explicit, 5k, oneshot. they got a handle on the whole 'cursing players with pussies' thing back in 2007. supposedly. shane wakes up with one anyway, years later. ilya is very much delighted at his husband's newest addition.

chisel between my cheekbones explicit, 6k, oneshot. ilya wants to know what those other men did to shane, and he wants to know it firsthand. i love a possessive/jealous couple, if you couldn't tell.

cottaging explicit, 9k, oneshot. they fuck without a condom for the first time. shane is a very coach/trainer tinge of dom about it. have you seen those videos of men planking until failure? read this. read this if you haven't either.

malysh mature, 5k, oneshot. a woman comes forward, claiming to have had ilya rozanov's child in 2012. naturally, everyone is very calm about this. shane was ready to do some crimes in here and i support him every step of the way.

rule 69.3 - contact inside the goal crease gen, 2k, oneshot. shane hollander isn't a name known to ilya rozanov, but the metros' new goalie doesn't seem like anything special- at first. a short fic, but delicious with implications.

speak to us of clothes teen, 5k, oneshot. shane hollander hires a stylist. this is her pov. i cackled a little too much at that poor, poor shirt.

buzzer beater explicit, 8k, oneshot. shane doesn't particularly enjoy jerking off. ilya solves the problem- it happens on his say so, or not at all.

luxe explicit, 3k, oneshot. ilya fucks shane in and on one of his cars.

i wanna do (bad things with) you explicit, 3k, oneshot. to contrast that last one- hollanov fuck in shane's 'boring' car.

circle back season teen, 9k, oneshot. shane can travel to the future, sometimes. ilya finds this out when 18-year-old shane hollander visits them at the cottage.

not a lot, just forever gen, 1k, oneshot. part of a series. ilya peels the tangerines for shane, because he hates doing it. love is stored in the fruit, as they say. honestly i just love thoughtless little acts of domesticity.

aperol spritz teen, 2k, oneshot. part of a series. shane and rose hang out, and rose tries to get some gossip out of her friend; namely, why he looks like a man well-fucked.

subtle, ambiguous, and often unintentional mature, 3k, oneshot. shane hollander tries to get through an ad shoot. the microaggressions make it hard.

i only see it when you show me explicit, 7k, oneshot. not partners with the previous fic, but works very well read back-to-back. shane unloads some of his stress on ilya. in the wise words of this fic's tags, 'explaining racism to your white boyfriend actually goes well for once'.

the prayers we covered in dust explicit, 7k, oneshot. for years, ilya tries not to be possessive of shane hollander. he fails, mostly.

small serendipity gen, 3k, oneshot. shane gets lost in the airport when he's seven. a nice russian woman helps him find his parents again.

i'll hold you through the storm gen, 2k, oneshot. a snowstorm upsets shane's routine, making him and ilya stay over at his parents'. ilya helps.

inside mature, 2k, oneshot. the fact that ilya can't crawl inside of shane's skin to be a single organism is pretty fucked up at best and ilya's personal hell at worst. again. i LOVE possessiveness.

Impact play/bruise section

hit me hard and soft explicit, 6k, oneshot. ilya slapping shane's face sparks a realization, and then immediately after, a whole lot more. what it says on the cover, boss. slapping.

handle with care explicit, 5k, oneshot. shane hollander, slowly falling into the knowledge that he's been ruined for anyone else. impact play/cbt, pretty intense all around, but by god is it good.

and i want what i want explicit, 14k, oneshot. shane does poorly in a game- and he wants, needs, to be punished. ilya helps. spanking, degradation, and a lot of bruising.

hold a cut inside explicit, 8k, ongoing. let's mix the homoeroticism of hockey with the toxic masculinity, add a pain kink, and shake. out comes shane hollander. quite honestly, one of my favorite fics for its framing of hockey and sex and pain as mirrors of each other.

counterbalance explicit, 3k, oneshot. ilya touches shane's bruises. it's a little more complicated than that, but very hot.

love sticks, sweat drips mature, 6k, complete. shane hollander doesn't fight on the ice, not really; ilya fixes that. pain kink, but also talks about racism, so it's not all fun and games. there's plenty of both, though.

say you'll always keep me

Rated T

What if it's Shane's plane that almost crashed? Spoilers for “The Long Game”

Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite

Rated E

A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care. Spoilers for “The Long Game”

Day 90

Rated Mature

For the first few days, Shane ignored it. He thought he was going crazy, or stuck in some coma dream, or that he was being punished by God for—well, you know. Either way, he thought: head up. Be good. Even if you never make it out of here, you’ll know you tried your best to do it right. Shane gets stuck. Ilya helps.

you'll be mine (and I'll be yours)

Rated E

Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

“A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

My Hopes Are Prone to Elevate

Rated E

Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are two consecutive number one draft picks for the Ottawa Centaurs. After a year playing in Russia, Ilya joins Shane to begin their rookie year, and they navigate the start of their careers together.

Answering the question: what if Ilya and Shane had been drafted to the same team?

Pas de Deux

Rated Mature

Ilya Rozanov is a ballet dancer with an injury. Shane Hollander is the physical therapist he can't get out of his head. The longer they work together, the closer they become.

it's a fine line (between love and hate)

Rated Mature

five times Shane and Ilya's friends worry they are on the verge of divorce, and one time they realize they're flirting. Spoilers for “The Long Game”

The MILF Theory (And Why the Internet Got It Wrong)

Rated G

Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever. Spoilers for “The Long Game”

when the world sees (we run toward each other)

Rated E

One security camera. One leaked video. One choice that changes everything.

Ilya Rozanov loses his country, his team, and his shot at Olympic gold in a single night. But he doesn’t lose Shane, and that makes all the difference.