This is where I'll be posting cosplay, makeup, a little personal/chronic illness things, and my cat. I made this side blog so as not to clutter up my main one with non BJD content. main: @coolcatsodalite
One time when I was a kid a group of girls and I had to treat another student for hypothermia by ourselves because she had so many invisible health issues that the adults we asked for help didn't believe us. The student in question was actively hallucinating. When I finally ran for help the people I grabbed were slow as shit to respond, casually joking about how "dramatic" the person in question was.
The kid was picked up by an ambulance 30 minutes later.
Now as an adult working in security I get SO MANY folks- upper-middle aged mostly- coming to me to 'rat out' people they think are faking it.
I was once sent into a bathroom because a client demanded that the "fucker won't get out, so go drag them out"- I was NEVER going to do that, so I did a wellness check instead. You know who it was? A person recently released from the hospital after a car accident. They had a hole in their skull and major hearing loss. They couldn't answer the owner because they couldn't HEAR the owner.
Another time about a homeless man who got around town by kicking the ground from his wheelchair. "You know he doesn't actually need that thing, his legs work fine, it's just for pity points"- Oh, so he's not paralyzed, his wheelchair is performative? Funny story Dale, I actually know that guy, he was backed over by a truck and has chronic pain from his shattered pelvis. But sure, let's make him stand up and walk everywhere so nobody feels too bad for him and tries to help him or something.
"She doesn't need that scooter, I've seen her get out of it."
"Look how fat he is, because he just rides around and refuses to get up."
"She doesn't really need that cane- she comes here without it all the time"
Sincerely, truly, from the bottom of my heart- as someone who isn't physically disabled but hears this shit all the time- fuck off
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Having a baby face is so funny like... ill be talking to a new person about what it was like before Obergefell and theyll be like 'oh but you were too young to get married anyway' and im like '... oh honey noooo....'
In 2021, Swarovski (the company that makes the very sparkly crystals you see in certain jewelry, on figure-skaters' twinkliest outfits, on red carpet dresses), decided they didn't want the grubby fingers of small-time jewelers, clothing designers and costumers and crafters on their shiny beads and rhinestones anymore. They decided to limit their sales to "luxury" and couture creators, not girls who sell stuff on Etsy. The tenor of their press release on the subject was snide and insulting. Resellers (like your favorite bead shop) would no longer be allowed to carry their product; the average Jane on the street would not be able to purchase them. You could only get them if you had an authorized business agreement that bound you to very strict brand behavior. And those of us who still had good stock of the crystals would no longer be "permitted" to use the brand's name in our listings for sale.
Every bead shop and craft supply place and many, many small clothing makers--wedding shops, prom and dancing dress suppliers, the sort of salt of the Earth mom and pop time machines of shops that are the backbone of the field--scrambled to find something that could replace them. The last of the stock dwindled quickly, all of us grabbing what we could get while there was any chance of it, and then it was gone and we no longer had any access.
I was Big Pissed about it at the time. It was just so goddamn stuck-up, when wholesalers and indie jewelers had made them so much money, when some people I knew--when *I!*--had been brand-loyal for decades. But with no recourse, everyone pivoted fairly quickly, most of us to Preciosa Crystals. Those are Czech, quite sparkly, and considerably less expensive than Swarovski. The faceting method they use is different, but not worse; any differences are hardly noticeable when you're seeing them as a hundred pinpoints of light.
Well, out of nowhere, Swarovski just dropped this:
https://www.harmanbeads.com/swarovski-brand-policy-update
"Effective June 1, 2026, Swarovski updated the distribution and brand usage policies introduced in 2021. Businesses may now purchase Swarovski Crystals without signing a Brand Control Agreement, and Authorized Distribution Partners may once again sell Swarovski Crystals to resellers, including bead stores and online retailers. Businesses may also use the Swarovski brand name when following Swarovski’s Proper Use Guidelines. Designers, manufacturers, artists, brands, retailers, and resellers are now eligible to purchase Swarovski Crystals through authorized distribution channels."
They want us back. A lot of the companies who could have kept a brand relationship with them also have swapped to Preciosa, over the last half-decade, in solidarity with indie creators and out of a sour awareness that it could be them, next. And it doesn't hurt that Preciosa was able to expand their line quite a bit now that everyone who wanted sparkle had no choice but to go to them.
And I'm not seeing nearly anyone who intends to return. The feeling is, "Y'all told us to fuck off! Off we fucked! And now, that's what you can do, too!" I'm seeing a lot of "How many of us did you stab in the back?" comments from the people whose money they're hoping to attract.
And personally I'm sitting over here all rubby hands, mean snickering, because they really thought they were going to be able to outclimb the people who actually provided all their profits, and now here they are, hat in hand.
So very glad I've been buying Czech beads from the start. Preciosa is very nice, so are...well, I haven't been disappointed by anything they've produced yet. Which is now like 16 years worth of beads (wtf)
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If you don't want LinkTree putting your imagery into AI... get out now
Just canceled my account (not that I used it that much). But I won’t permit this. Via @unaminh.bsky.social:
IMPORTANT: For any artists/writers/etc etc, using Linktree to point people to their work, from 5 July, they'll be feeding all imagery you use on your landing page into DALL-E by OpenAI.
Saw this posted a while back and did some research so we can know what we’re talking about when we call!
Knowledge is power!
IODA BILL: reintroduced bill for 2022 criminalization of basically all porn
FADPA BILL: Foreign Anti-digital piracy act it gives companies like Nintendo and others who love to whine about piracy the ability to have those sites blocked which sounds like block beard!
ACPA ACT: (if you look this one up make sure you type bill after because this is also the name of a conference.)another anti piracy bill! Literally very little difference!
The reason there are so many repeat or same kinda bills is because they are throwing things at the wall to see what sticks! They know that their constituents don’t like them right now especially after the last big bill they passed! The government on both sides seems to know their voters are getting more and more angry; have you seen videos of town halls recently? The people are fed up with this administration so they know that whatever was their main goal in project screw America ,oh I mean, 2025 done fast and reckless. And yeah kosa is bipartisan but that’s because democrats and republicans are all the same they just wear different colors!
Democrats have been failing to do anything until time is basically running out! Because they didn’t care! If the republicans look bad the conservatives will lose votes! They let this crap happen for votes!!!
And republicans just love money power and hate their constituents! But they know that it’s only a matter of time before they get voted out.
So keep calling they are all scared of losing so much so make them more scared! I don’t mean threatening them but call them and voice your concerns, visit them in person seriously you can do that! And keep the heat cranked up to high! And even if any of these pass keep going because a bill passing doesn’t stop the fight it only makes it so we have to fight harder!
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good art is when something looks like real life, the more real it looks the more better the art. abstracted figures give my trad children nightmares, one time they were exposed to cubism and couldn't go outside for a week
Credit card companies will TRY to saddle you with this kind of debt by the way - if ever a loved one dies and you are not co-signed on their credit card, do NOT agree to pay their debt unless you ask a lawyer first if you truly have to.
They will say “don’t you want them to go to the grave without debt”, they will try to guilt you, they will take advantage of your vulnerability.
Source: when my father died, he had some credit cards that my mom wasn’t on that she had no access to. The companies contacted her while she was sorting through the bills and getting a handle on how to run the house alone, badgering her with his credit card debt.
She wasn’t liable for any of it, but if she had ever agreed to pay before finding out that she didn’t need to, she would have been considered to have taken on his debt and would have HAD to pay it. It’s slimy, it’s predatory, and it’s entirely legal for them to do this.
Never accept the credit card company’s word about your obligation to pay anyone else’s debt, if you don’t have access to the card, ask a lawyer before agreeing to anything.
If you live in Alaska, Florida, Indiana, Kansas, Louisiana, Missouri, Montana, South Dakota, or Texas, we need you to take action to protect disability rights! ASAN’s plain language action alert explains what’s happening and how you can help. https://autisticadvocacy.org/2026/02/take-action-to-protect-disability-rights/
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Evidence suggests reactivations of the varicella-zoster virus may accelerate aging and raise dementia risk. Now scientists want to know if v
In 2010, a university lecturer from Colorado started experiencing worrying signs of cognitive decline.
The lecturer—a 63-year-old viral immunologist whose identity has been kept anonymous—suffered alarming symptoms, including impaired memory, waning concentration, and difficulty reading. While giving lectures to students, he found he had difficulty focusing and was often unable to finish sentences without pausing. But medical tests, including a brain biopsy, failed to get to the source of the problem, and over the next four years, his symptoms continued to progress.
His decline would have likely continued unabated had he not heard about a case of encephalitis—serious brain inflammation caused by a reactivation of the varicella-zoster virus, most commonly associated with childhood chickenpox and, later in life, shingles.
Remembering that his own symptoms had been preceded by a brief case of shingles, subsequent tests confirmed the patient had indeed experienced a reactivation of varicella-zoster. And so he decided to treat the problem with a course of acyclovir, an antiviral drug commonly prescribed to shingles patients. To his colleagues’ amazement, the Colorado lecturer’s symptoms quickly faded away and his cognition returned to normal.
This remarkable case study, published in 2016, has inspired neurovirologists to look deeper into the connection between shingles and brain aging. For decades, shingles has been predominantly associated with a form of nerve pain known as postherpetic neuralgia, which can be so severe that it was once cited as the leading cause of pain-related suicide in the elderly. Now, research is starting to reveal the devastating impact that shingles can have on brain health.
According to Andrew Bubak, assistant professor of neurology at the University of Colorado Anschutz, the true burden of varicella-zoster “is totally underestimated. But it’s a very treatable virus.”
In recent years, increasing numbers of studies have shown that the shingles vaccine appears to be capable of protecting the aging body and brain, and dementia specialists are taking note. In April 2025, a major study by researchers at Stanford University suggested vaccination against shingles could prevent one in five new cases of dementia. More recent studies have also linked getting a shingles vaccine to slower biological aging across a variety of measures.
One explanation given for the findings is that the vaccine might be stimulating the immune system in a broadly beneficial manner. While there is likely some truth in this, additional research increasingly points to the value of avoiding shingles (or reactivations of the varicella-zoster virus) in the first place, with two separate studies finding associations between shingles and self-reported cognitive decline and dementia.
Neurovirologists believe this emerging data underlines the importance of avoiding infection, through the childhood chickenpox vaccination—given to children in the US since 1995 and introduced in the UK in January 2026—and through the adult shingles vaccine and booster jabs in later life.
Before the US started routinely vaccinating against chickenpox, more than 90 percent of children acquired the varicella-zoster virus in childhood. Following the infection, the virus takes up position in the peripheral nervous system—the neurons linking the brain and spinal cord to the limbs and organs—where it stays dormant, sometimes for decades.
Varicella-zoster can reactivate in the body following various triggers, which range from acute stress to concussion, co-infections with Covid-19, immunosuppressive medications, and the general aging of the immune system. In many cases, such reactivations may be completely symptomless, with some studies suggesting many of us could unknowingly experience repeated “subclinical” reactivations—the virus reawakening from its dormant state without inducing visible symptoms—in mid- to later life.
“We rely on specialized immune cells to continuously patrol the nervous system and keep the dormant virus suppressed,” says Tian-Shin Yeh, associate professor of medicine at Taipei Medical University and attending physician at Shuang Ho Hospital in Taiwan. “As we get older, these cells can become less effective, or exhausted.”
Once varicella-zoster reactivates, several things can take place. The virus is part of the herpes family, members of which are particularly adept at infiltrating the brain and central nervous system due to their ability to exploit its internal transport mechanisms for their own use. “Our nerve cells contain molecular motors that shuttle cargo along the nerve fibers,” says Yeh. “Herpes viruses can commandeer these transport systems to move from peripheral tissues deep into the nervous system.”
Like other herpes viruses, researchers believe that varicella-zoster can damage DNA and mitochondria within the brain’s neurons, accelerating the biological aging process. Evidence suggests the virus also has a particularly unique ability to infect the cerebral arteries that supply and perfuse the brain, driving a chronic inflammatory response which causes the narrowing of these blood vessels.
Bubak believes that this is one of the reasons why having shingles greatly increases your likelihood of a stroke—studies warn of an 80 percent higher risk of stroke in the first month following shingles, with the risk remaining 20 percent higher a year later. Bubak also says that it’s a likely explanation for the link between varicella-zoster reactivation and vascular dementia. “It’s a significant accelerator,” he says, “the evidence supports that it’s causing inflammation of the cerebral vasculature, which is driving cognitive impairment in the elderly.”
There may also be secondary ways in which varicella-zoster can harm the brain. Epidemiological studies have long suggested a correlation between reactivation of another herpes virus, which we acquire in childhood and which stays dormant in the body—herpes simplex virus (HSV-1)—and Alzheimer’s disease. Research suggests that varicella reactivation can also trigger HSV-1 to reactivate, potentially bombarding the brain with two herpes viruses at once.
“What the shingles vaccine is really doing is possibly preventing varicella reactivation, but perhaps more importantly HSV-1 reactivation,” explains Dana Cairns, a researcher at Tufts University.
So what can we do? Cairns and colleagues point to the potential role of antioxidant supplements such as resveratrol and epigallocatechin gallate—found in green tea—as a way of mitigating some of the damage done to the brain by varicella reactivation and other herpes viruses.
However, given emerging data on the prevalence of reactivations, Bubak believes there’s a strong case for offering the shingles vaccine to people much earlier in life—it is currently recommended for adults over 50—potentially followed by multiple boosters to ensure the virus stays dormant. His research has convinced him that accelerated brain aging could also be avoided through commercializing rapid saliva tests for varicella-zoster, tests people could take during times of high stress to assess whether the virus has reactivated in their bodies. “The virus is very responsive to antivirals,” he says. “And they’re safe drugs.”
But perhaps most crucially of all, the emerging data indicate that childhood vaccination programs for chickenpox, which ensure that recipients are only ever infected with a weakened version of varicella-zoster, could reduce rates of certain dementias in decades to come.
Like Bubak, Andrew Pollard, professor of infection and immunity at the University of Oxford, believes further investigation is needed to understand the ideal time frame for shingles vaccination, including potentially offering the vaccines earlier in life. “These fascinating findings might lead to an increased possibility for more of us enjoying a healthy old age with less cognitive decline and lower burden on beleaguered health and social care systems,” says Pollard. “With the numbers of people over 65 years of age set to double this century, anything that helps reduce rates of neurological decline matters a lot.”