not a single sane thought behind these eyes

anyone home?

Inspired by this absolutely yummy fic that was written by @canonically47 on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/82846761?view_adult=true

he had captured Gi-hun and it took Jun-ho a few weeks to find him? But when he got there, In-ho wasn’t terrified, armed, or trying to escape. Gi-hun was nowhere to be seen, and In-ho wanted to talk—finally.

He said he heard that Jun-ho’s mother had passed away, and that he’s very sorry for the loss. He says he understands Jun-ho, including why he’s been chasing In-ho day and night. The conversation goes on for hours, with fights, arguments, Jun-ho demanding to know everything, and In-ho answering. By the end, they were both almost in tears, but with almost everything resolved.

In-ho takes Jun-ho to his room, where Gi-hun is sleeping peacefully. He didn’t wake up because In-ho gave him some sleeping pills. Jun-ho checks on him and… he’s fine. He’s gained weight, his hair is longer, he’s clean-shaven, and he’s wearing expensive pajamas.

In-ho says he wants Jun-ho to stay, that he can stay with them. But Gi-hun is his. If Jun-ho stays, he’ll understand and help In-ho during the adjustment period. Jun-ho is so lonely and desperate that he accepts without thinking.

Imagine, Gihun wakes up and sees Junho and for a second, for just a second, he thinks he’s saved. He thinks Junho is there to take him away, that he’ll finally be free!