you love who you love

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

I think having the main theme of your movie being that bravery does not nessicarily mean willingness to subject yourself to pain and fear but rather rising to the challenge once you’re already in that situation is such an important message given our circumstances right now

ilya was so nervous for that first hookup too. put on a sexy little fit. deep breathing in the elevator. hands all over shane's body like he doesn't know where to put them. he's all desire and want and curiosity and to shane yeah that comes off as confidence but BELIEVE ilya is just as desperate and overwhelmed by what's happening. TRUST he is losing his mind over golden boy shane hollander on his knees for him. AND THIS WILL KEEP BEING TRUE.

day 100 of crying over hollanov

Imagine if sometimes some fucking Ț̷̡͂̀̎͠h̸̜̅͐̄ì̸̩̮̃̃̆n̸̗̰̟͉͐̑͋͆͜g̸̮̻͔̼̬͌ could just crash through the shimmering veil of reality with a trail of fragments from the suffocating void enveloping it, grab whoever's unlucky enough to be closest, and swoop back out like it was nothing. And this was just one of your everyday hazards to worry about. Incredible cosmic horror concept