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Inexplicably having a trauma response to a situation and then remembering that wait, no, that's explicable. Because of the traumatic experiences.
the reason that wounds that break the skin hurt is because its always supposed to be dark inside your body and when your blood sees sunlight for the first time it gets scared. and that causes the pain. or maybe it doesnt
Being small Nobody quite recovers from being a child: the asymmetry of power between parents and children always leaves a trace

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devil may happy :)
Wouldnât itâve made more sense to to say devil may smile?
critique my post ever again and devil may angry
"There's no platonic explanation for this" <-you need to be nicer to your friends. Right now
venus planet of love was destroyed by global warming and me i feel also not so good
thinking about this excerpt from giovanni's room as i lay in bed staring at the ceiling endlessly
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"I had thought of suicide when I was much younger, as, possibly, we all have, but then it would have been for revenge, it would have been my way of informing the world how awfully it had made me suffer. But the silence of the evening, as I wandered home, had nothing to do with that storm, that far-off boy. I simply wondered about the dead because their days had ended and I did not know how I would get through mine."
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This June, I need Gen Z queers to understand that some people are closeted.
I am saying this as a Gen Z queer, before yâall get your guns out to fucking shoot me.
But I need yâall to understand that if someone doesnât give you their government name in a queer space, itâs not because theyâre âmysterious,â and you do not have permission to take it upon yourself to figure out their âreal identityâ and go digging for them online like a private investigator. First, thatâs creepy and a violation of privacy and reasonable boundaries. Second, some of us keep our private and professional lives very separate because we need to keep food on the fucking table and a roof over our heads, and our private life could jeopardize that.
âWhy wonât you tell me about your parents?â âWhy canât I know your real name?â âWhere do you work?â
1.) Not all our parents would bake us a fucking cake when we come out. Some of us are closeted. Surely you understand this? You also do not need to know my parentâs names or occupations; we are both adults. I do not need nor want to mix you and my private life with my parents and my public life.
2.) Trans people do not owe you their dead name or government name
3.) Iâm not telling you for the sake of job security. I am a government fucking caseworker working amidst a fucking lavender panic!
âThereâs no way youâre a different person outside this; youâre still you at your core. What harm is thereââ
No, I am a completely different person. A different person with a different personality and different interests and a different name and presentation. I am a completely different person because I keep this life and my public life private to avoid fracturing 90% of my interpersonal relationships and 100% of my professional ones.
âYouâre not out? But youâre so confident.â
Seeâ thatâs part of the issue. Yâall assume someone is in the closet because they hate themselves or lack self-identity. Some of us know exactly who we are, but need to prioritize financial stability or else our entire life gets exponentially harder immediately.
You meet queer people over the age of 40 and one of the first/earliest questions is âwho knows?â
I need yâall to start bringing that energy. Because itâs not always safe for someone to be out and not everyone is safe to be out around.
There is a misnomer that âthe closetâ inherently means âdoesnât know theyâre queerâ and not âisnât out widely and publicly.â âOutnessâ is often a patchwork.
Nothing reminds me what a goddamn miracle modern medicine is more so than hearing stories about people who contracted the black plague in the 21st century and were prescribed antibiotics for it.
Like yeah man you got the disease that wiped out half of Europe, like, a couple separate times within written history, and we have no clue how many times before that. To cure it you have to take 14 pills and drink lots of juice. Youâre gonna feel kind of crummy for a while. Itâs vitally important you take all 14 pills.
Nuke canada now
Did y'all know that 70% of all mining operations in latin america and the caribbean involve a canadian transnational mining corporation?
Anyway, when I was in college I was constantly going to marches and protests against canadian and saudi mining projects in the SanturbĂĄn pĂĄramo, one of the most important ecosystems in Colombia in terms of biodiversity, and the source of drinking water of 30+ municipalities in my state, including the city I live in. Ultimately these mining proposals lost their license due to environmental regulations.
But now that our new far-right president elect is looking to suck up to imperial core powers once again, canadian mining corporation Aris mining is interested in re-starting mining projects in SanturbĂĄn. Which, would inevitably give cyanide poisoning not only to my city's drinking water, but 30+ other municipalities and indigenous communities.
The imperial core will see one of latin america's veins and go "is anyone gonna cut that open?" and not wait for an answer
every time someone talks about someone "faking disability to live on welfare" or anything to that effect i think about how my mom worked in law and directly knew of a case of a guy who had terminal brain cancer with an estimated few months to live and got rejected the first time he applied for disability income. like, he was 100% going to die and that wasn't disabled enough to not have to jump through a million hoops and get lawyers involved. non-disabled people "living off of welfare" is such a non issue because i cannot bring myself to care about the like, 3 people who maybe successfully do it compared to the thousands of people rejected who need aid
Son, your mother and I are unfollowing each other

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So I just took a bit of a gamble buying something online as my One Christmas Splurge
Because I think. I THINK.
I found an actual Victorian clasped hand belt
OK so here is the story of the clasped hand belt quest
This faux ivory belt buckle was featured in the 2015 Gothic cinema masterpiece, crimson Peak:
Designer Kate Holly based it on a pair of ivory earrings shaped like single hands that the production was given as inspiration, and on the general prevalence of hand motif in Victorian/Edwardian jewelry, especially but not exclusively for mourning. She said it was intended to represent the character's late mother's hands clasped protectively around her waist
⌠Which unfortunately led to the labeling of any and all belts featuring a clasped hand motif as "Victorian" or "Victorian style." The most common of these being Italian surrealist belts manufactured in the 1970s:
(thankfully these are seldom sold as actual antique pieces, but rather as being inspired by something earlier)
But the earliest example I have ever seen of a similar motif used in a belt is this piece by Schiaparelli in the 1930s:
Which obviously lens its exact hand positioning to the piece from Crimson Peak
However. The thing is, a clasped hand motif in jewelry dates back to the middle ages, with a symbol commonly called a fede. This was generally representative of a handshake between two parties, indicating friendship and loyalty, rather than a both hands belong to a single individual. But the look was very similar
(Fede Ring, 14th century, British Museum)
And known motifs show up in all kinds of places throughout historical decorative arts, clothing, and jewelry, even if they're not commonplace or necessarily fashionable. Meaning that a belt with a clasped hand buckle was entirely plausible for the 19th century â it's just that no one had ever found one to my knowledge
Until about a month ago, when this popped up for sale online:
I wasn't really sure what to make of it. It was being sold as Victorian, but anyone can say something is Victorian, and people have now been conditioned to see the clasped hand motif is something from that era despite no known examples ever having been found. I looked through the photos and sent messages to the seller, and spent probably longer than I should have flipping through silver Hallmarks online, trying to make sense of somewhat grainy photographs of the markings on this belt. I was skeptical, because you don't usually see that single solid piece look Until the 1970s or 1980s. But a friend found an advertisement for something similar from 1869, although with a different design, and I also found at least one portrait of Lola Montez wearing something similar in the 1850s. Again, a different design, but a single piece silver belt
Finally away, I found some Hallmarks that seemed to match: markings used on silver produced for export in the Ottoman empire between 1844 and 1923. I also found a few other pieces with western-style hand motifs, although none exactly like this, that seemed to have similar workmanship and decorative elements
So⌠I think it might actually be real. If not definitively Victorian, at least pre-dating the previous earliest known example ￟
It took me a while to be willing to pull the trigger, because it was rather expensive for a belt and I know that there are a lot of frauds out there (even though the seller clearly thought it was legit, so I didn't suspect HER of any funny business). But another belt with a hand design of similar quality made me decide to take the leap
If it gets here and shows signs of having been faked (the one I'm most worried about is that it will end up being a modern center element soldered onto an antique belt, even though the element does share a style with some legit pieces I found online), I will definitely let you guys know. But for now⌠I think I might have actually found the first real pre-Schiaparelli hand belt I've ever seen
And it's silver. And it's Goth as hell- if you look carefully, one of the hands is that of a skeleton
I have the history shivers ďżź
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