how Obi-Wan and Maul are really two self-reflecting destinies that mirror each other in the most opposite but also eerily similar ways.
They meet each other in their Padawan and apprentice days: both young, powerful, and full of so much potential. Both are shaped by masters who define the paths they will take. Maul kills Qui-Gon. Obi-Wan loses his master, but gains the future he never expected: becoming a master himself.
And Maul loses everything.
He falls into a rage, into hatred, because in his mind Obi-Wan is the person who ripped his destiny away from him. But the tragedy is that Obi-Wan was never the one who truly took anything from him. It was Sidious. Sidious took Maul’s childhood, his identity, his ability to choose, and the future he could have had.
But Maul has nowhere else to place that grief.
During the Clone Wars, when Maul seeks Kenobi out again, I think his hatred is rooted in something much deeper than revenge. He believes Obi-Wan has everything he was denied. A home. A family. People who would mourn him. A place in the galaxy. A purpose beyond being a weapon.
And deep down, all Maul ever wanted was to be wanted.
He sees Obi-Wan as the embodiment of everything he lost.
So, he takes Satine’s life because he wants Obi-Wan to understand him. He wants him to feel that same unbearable loneliness and pain.
By the end of the Clone Wars, everything Obi-Wan built his life around is destroyed. Satine is gone. Anakin is gone. The Jedi Order is gone. The entire future he believed in collapses, and once again, it is because of Sidious. The same person who stole Maul’s destiny destroys Obi-Wan’s too.
And then, years later, when they meet again in Rebels, they are no longer the same people they were before.
Maul spent decades chasing Obi-Wan because he thought killing him would finally give him peace. And Obi-Wan, after everything, still looks at Maul with compassion. Because maybe, in the end, Obi-Wan was the one person who understood him.
Not because they were the same. But because they were both survivors of the same tragedy. Both victims of Sidious and his grand plans.
But the difference is that Obi-Wan is still standing. Not because he lost less. Not because he suffered less. But because he refused to let his pain become the only thing left of him. Maul let his grief consume him. He turned his suffering into hatred, into revenge, into a need to destroy the person he thought represented everything he had lost. It is not until he is on his deathbed that he realizes all of this.
Spot on OP!!! Maul and Obi-Wan are mirrors to each other; both suffered so much, had their worlds irreparably changed during their prime padawan days, and witnessed Sidious’ rise to power.
But where Obi-Wan was able to let go and find a new purpose, Maul lost himself to his hatred, anger, and grief. His mind was too entrenched in his suffering to see past it and he never found a fulfilling purpose.
I think the saddest thing about Maul is that he is so deep inside the abuse and trauma that Sidious has given him that he has no possible other path for him. He is always doomed to be alone, but what’s beautiful is that he doesn’t die alone, but dies in Kenobi’s arms with Kenobi grieving for him. Even if only for a moment, I think it’s a beautiful full circle end to Maul’s story, which is why I’m not upset at all that he dies like that in rebels. Kenobi gives him what he wanted all along, to be seen, and they share a last moment as two grief burdened victims 💔
That moment is my favorite part in all of Star Wars. Narrative and thematically, it is incredible, but it goes even deeper than that. Maul hurt him so much yet Obi-Wan still showed him incredible mercy. And Maul for one moment finds some semblance of peace. It’s so good 😭
It’s the fact that Maul even says that Luke will avenge THEM. It’s no longer about the revenge towards Kenobi. He died on his side. He died a believer.
Obi wan knew where he came from. I think at the same time obi wan would be merciless to other villains, like savage. I think him holding maul gently and reassuring him was after years of soul searching after he failed anakin. He mended an old wound.
Lowkey, I think Obi-Wan was always more compassionate toward Sith apprentices than a lot of other Jedi. Even with Ventress, there are moments where he treats her with a level of understanding and humanity that goes beyond simply seeing her as an enemy. He recognizes that people like Ventress and Maul didn't exactly choose the paths they were put on.
But I also think different versions of Obi-Wan would see them differently. Clone Wars Obi-Wan still largely views the conflict through the lens of Jedi vs. Sith, even if he has moments of empathy. He understands there are shades of grey, but he still believes the Sith are the enemy that need to be stopped.
Ben Kenobi, though, is an entirely different person. By that point he's lived through the fall of the Jedi, the rise of the Empire, and the loss of Anakin. He's spent years reflecting on where everything went wrong. I think that's why his final interaction with Maul feels so different. He no longer sees a Sith Lord standing in front of him: he sees another man who was taken as a child, used by a master, consumed by a cause, and ultimately left with nothing. I think clone wars Obi wan would have cut him down with less compassion. But Ben Kenobi is a different man.
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"Now, let’s see what’s for dinner.” Ignoring the smoldering droid across the chamber, Sidious lifted the lid off his plate and revealed there was nothing on it He sighed. “Oh, well, I wasn’t very hungry anyway. How about you. Maul? What’s on your plate?”
Maul had no idea what kind of game his Master was playing. He hoped he would find food on his plate but braced himself for disappointment. He removed the lid from his place to reveal the red and black striped fish he’d watched grow over the past four years. Lying on its side, the fish stared back at him through one eye. Maul saw the fish’s gills flex and realized it was still alive.
Maul didn’t flinch.
The fish’s eye shifted to look at its former home, the orb above the table, where other fish continued to swim. Maul doubted that Sidious expected him to pick up the fish and insert it back into the orb.
“Go on,” Sidious said. “Dig in.”
Maul obeyed. He tore into the fish, starting with the head"
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Could we get some headcanons w/ Virgin Bad Batch x a more experienced reader?
Virgin!TBB x gn experienced!reader
Warnings: NSFW 18+
Hunter:
Hunter's avoided this for so long because he already knows what his senses will do to him. Everything about you always hits him so hard and he's secretly worried about humiliating himself. He doesn't want to get overstimulated or finish too fast. But the two of you have been building to this, he trusts you, and he wants you.
Needs a lot of foreplay to let his body adjust. He trembles under your hands when you touch him, his head already spinning, but he forces himself under control for as long as he can. He's careful with his touches at first, learning what makes you feel good so he can try to focus on that instead of how overwhelming everything feels.
Once you finally guide him inside you, though, his control falters. His hips stutter as he tries not to just shove himself in all at once, instead forcing himself to sink inside you in a long, slow thrust. Once he's fully inside you, though, everything is too much. He buries his face against your neck and starts bucking his hips, thrusting into you deep and rough. His breath is hot against your neck, his voice coming out as short little gravelly moans as he tries to tell you how good you feel. Every slide of his cock inside you makes him want to try even harder, driving into you like he's forgotten how to do anything else.
He only lasts a couple minutes. Cums with a broken groan, burying himself as deep as he can get as he pulses inside you, his body shaking from the overload. Finally lifts his head and presses a few gentler kisses along your jaw and cheek, chuckling lowly as he mutters that he definitely should've done that sooner.
Tech:
Tech is pretty upfront about his lack of experience, if only to manage expectations, but he assures you he's "done his research". He isn't particularly nervous, more just determined. He knows you know what you're doing, and he wants to impress you. He takes his time with the foreplay, kissing you thoroughly as his hands roam your body, trying to find all your sensitive spots. He definitely knows his anatomy, and even with a total lack of experience, he learns how to touch you fast. He's steady and controlled and determined to do this correctly…right up until he actually sinks inside you.
As soon as the head of his cock catches on your entrance, his hips jerk forward, and he finds himself buried to the hilt in one smooth, almost slightly too-eager thrust. He lets out a high, started moan, his arms shaking where they're braced beside your head. He starts rolling his hips, trying to find his rhythm, but fails within seconds, his hips stuttering as his cock throbs inside you.
He talks at first, breathless observations about how tight you are, how perfectly you stretch around him, how he hadn't anticipated it would feel like this, but the words dissolve quickly into helpless moans. Tech is, for once, mostly speechless. His thighs are trembling, his eyes wide and unfocused, and every time you clench around him he almost whimpers.
He lasts longer than he expected purely because he's fighting it, trying to keep feeling this as long as he can, trying to make you feel as good as possible. When he does cum, it's with a full body shudder, cock pulsing hard, hips grinding deep as he empties himself with a long, shaky moan against your mouth. He's still shaking a little when he finally relaxes, already calculating out loud how soon he can go again so he can apply everything he just learnt.
Wrecker:
Wrecker isn’t very nervous. Honestly, he thinks it's hot that you have experience, and is excited for his first time to be with someone who knows what they're doing. From the get-go, he's eager to find out what feels good for both him and you. He's shameless with his touches and pretty quick to learn what you like.
His head tips back with a groan when you finally ease him inside, his hands careful on your hips, watching your face for any sign of discomfort. That's really his main anxiety: he's huge, and he knows it. He isn't sure how much of him someone can feasibly take. But as soon as you sink down on him and take him deep, he practically lights up.
He grips your hips and starts bouncing you on his cock with easy lifts that drop you all the way down his cock over and over. He's loud, making deep groans and praising you constantly. "Kriff, look at you--taking all of me-- I can't-- can't believe-- ahhh, so kriffing good--" He makes you ride him hard, then flips you onto your back and folds you open so he can drive into you harder.
He's careful not to hurt you, but he's not gentle once he knows you can handle it. He fucks you deep, pressing your legs back or lifting your hips up to try different angles to see what makes you moan the loudest. He lasts an impressively long time for his first time because he's determined to make you cum first.
He lets out a deep, heavy groan when he finally cums, hips slamming flush with yours as he pumps you full. He keeps you locked on him through it, grinding deep, and then…stays. Still hard. Gives you a tired but eager grin, already asking if you can go again. And again. All night.
Crosshair:
Crosshair would rather die than admit this is his first time. He deflects every question about his experience with a scoff or a non-answer. He refuses to look like he needs your guidance and will feel humiliated if you baby him. He wants you to think he knows exactly what he's doing. The pressure's getting to him a little, especially considering you're actually experienced, so he comes off just a little too stiff.
He's very intense right from the start, focused so much on you instead of him that it almost seems like he's barely noticed how hard his cock is and how much he's leaking. He chooses to bury his face between your legs first, working you over with his mouth until you're a mess. When he can't take the ache anymore, he finally leans over you, grips your wrists, and pushes inside.
The second he's fully buried inside you, he goes completely still and squeezes his eyes shut. He clenches his jaw so hard it almost looks painful. It feels so much better than he ever thought it could that he's scared to move, scared to humiliate himself by cumming way too fast. He stays like that for several long seconds, breathing shakily through his nose and trying to get himself under control.
When he finally moves, it's slow, every thrust extremely deliberate. He's quiet except for the occasional sharp inhale through his teeth. He manages to last slightly longer than he thought out of pure stubbornness, but it still only takes a few minutes for him to give up. You clench around him and he finally just lets his hips snap forward, finally fucking into you hard. He only lasts a few thrusts like that, cumming with a quiet gasp as he buries his face in your neck to hide his expression. He stays buried for a long time after he's done, still holding your wrists, trembling hard.
Echo:
Echo never actually tells you he's a virgin, but he does imply that he doesn't have a lot of experience. He's not exactly ashamed of it, but he doesn't want the "why" question. He's secretly really glad that you have experience; if the two of you had to figure this out at the same time he thinks it probably would've been too overwhelming.
He starts slow, letting the tension build pretty naturally. He's particular about touch, with certain places being too sensitive, other places being almost a little numb. He guides your hands carefully, learning right along with you where he likes to be touched. As he starts to work you open with his fingers, finding the right pace, he murmurs, "This okay?" "Still good?" "Not too much?", checking in with you frequently.
When he finally sinks into you, he still keeps himself pretty controlled, fucking into you with deep, rolling thrusts that let him feel every inch without tipping over too fast. He watches your face the whole time, adjusting his angle based on your expressions or the way you gasp.
He's pretty quiet except for heavy breaths and the occasional low "yeah?" when he hits a spot that makes you moan. He has his forehead pressed against yours almost the whole time, pausing whenever he feels himself getting too close to kiss you. He lasts a pretty long time because he's fighting it so hard, not wanting to finish before you do.
After he finally does cum, he's careful not to collapse on you, instead rolling off of you onto his side and draping his arm over your waist. Kisses your cheek and praises you for how incredible that was.
next time you think you're asking for too much, remember that maul asked jabba the fucking hutt for full access to his territory with literally no money
Helloooo we again here hehe
Someone asked about sfw/nsfw alphabets and you said you didn't mind it. Soooo can I ask for nsfw alphabets with Fives? (I'm torn between Fives and Hunter every time 😭)
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Have a good time of day!!!
Fives NSFW Alphabet
Warnings: NSFW 18+
Notes: dw I got a separate ask for Hunter so I'll be doing him as well :)
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Is usually pretty cuddly after. He doesn't care about the mess at all, he just wants to pull you in tight against his chest and hold you, pressing soft, lazy kisses to whatever marks he probably left on you. Likes talking to you after, all content and half-asleep, stroking your back slowly
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He likes his body. Takes a level of pride in his appearance, esp the things he's done to differentiate himself (tattoo and facial hair). Really, those are probably his favorite things about his appearance. If he had to pick a specific body part though it's his arms. They're thick and strong and he loves wrapping them around you, how they're able to pick you up/pin you down, how they flex when he's holding himself up over you
He's obsessed with your whole body but specifically is a thighs and ass guy. Loves the way they feel under his palms, the way they flex when you're riding him or when he's fucking you from behind. He kneads them a lot and will grip hard enough to leave bruises
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Cums a lot (volume-wise) and likes seeing it. Prefers finishing inside when the mood is intimate, holding you close and groaning against your mouth as he fills you. When he's feeling filthier, he pulls out and paints your stomach or thighs, dragging his fingers through it and pushing some back in while he kisses you slow. Does love the idea of you walking around with him still dripping out of you
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Likes bringing a pair of your underwear/panties or one of your shirts with him when he has to leave on campaigns/missions. Keeps them tucked away and when the need gets bad enough finds a moment to bury his face in the fabric, breathe in your scent, and jerk off with it pressed over his mouth to muffle his moans. Cums sooo hard thinking about you but it usually leaves him even more desperate to get home to you
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Good amount of experience. Knows what he's doing and what he likes, though he still enjoys trying new things. He's confident but not like annoyingly so or cocky. Still takes the time to learn specifically what you like
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Likes kissing you during a lot so generally likes positions that allow that. Especially likes missionary with your legs over his shoulders, or you riding him while he sits up so he can hold you and keep his mouth on yours. When he's needy though he loves bending you over or taking you against the wall
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Can go either way though he usually leans lighthearted. Sometimes he can be intense and focused but the vast majority of the time he's talking and teasing a lot even when he's buried deep, laughing breathlessly against your mouth mid-thrust over something one of you said or because he almost finished too fast
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Well-groomed overall but pretty hairy. Chest, stomach, and thighs in particular are covered. Trims his pubes to keep things neat
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Likes being very intimate/romantic. Before you he didn't actually pay much attention to this aspect but he learnt how much he likes it with you. Likes eye contact and feeling connected. Will pause mid-thrust just to look at you and tell you he loves you, voice rough. Always keeps that undercurrent of genuine affection no matter how filthy it gets
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Jerks off pretty regularly, usually in the shower. Often has to keep it quick since he doesn't usually have a lot of time and just needs to rub one out quick. When he's actually got time and privacy though he likes taking his time, strokes slow, eyes closed, replaying the last time he had you. Sometimes edges himself on purpose so the next time he's with you he's especially desperate
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Mirror sex is a big one. Loves fucking you in front of a mirror while talking you through it, telling you how good you look on his cock, how pretty you are taking him, making you watch and repeat his words back to him between moans
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere private enough that he can actually hear you. Bed is a soft favorite for the slower mornings, but he’s just as happy against a wall, on the couch, or in the fresher the second the door locks. Morning sex in bed when you’re both still half-asleep is a particular weakness
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He LOVES kissing and it's a pretty big motivator. Gets carried away pretty quickly, starting out soft and slow and then deepening it, gripping your hips, letting his hands slip under your clothes until he's hard and breathing heavy against your mouth. He can go from zero to desperate pretty fast when the kissing goes a little filthy. Lingerie is another big one, likes when you surprise him by wearing something sexy underneath your clothes. Carries you to the nearest flat surface and gets busy with his mouth while trying to keep as much of it on you as possible
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Anything that actually hurts you or makes you uncomfortable. He's definitely adventurous and down to try most things, but he's not careless. Not really into anything that feels genuinely degrading towards you. He can be rough, he can talk filthy, but the core of it is always that you're wanted and cherished
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
LOVES giving. Does it often and very enthusiastically. Loves dropping to his knees mid-makeout, tugging your clothes down, and burying his face between your legs with a little grin. He knows what he's doing and also gets off hard on how wet/hard you get for him
Of course also loves a good blowjob and is very vocal once you take him in your mouth. Moans lots for you and gives you lots of praise. Lovessss when you give his balls lots of attention
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Very versatile, can go either way depending on his mood or what you want. Can go slow and deep for ages, rolling his hips steadily and kissing you the whole time. Or when the need hits hard he can go rough and fast, pushing you down and gripping your hips and driving into you like he just can't get deep enough. Also sometimes switches mid-session depending on the mood/what you both need
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Loves em, especially after long separations when he doesn't have time to do things "properly" but NEEDS to just quickly take the edge off with you after a long deployment. Good at making them intense. Pushes you against a wall, hitches your leg up around his hip, and gets off pretty fast before he kissing you thoroughly to thank you. Does his absolute best to get you to cum with him and is disappointed if there wasn't time. Always promises to make it up to you later (and he always does)
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Down for experimentation. There's not much he'll say no to, and in general if you're into it, he'll probably be into it. Not reckless but he enjoys the edge of trying something a little risky
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Can last a pretty long time, nothing crazy but like he's able to draw it out for a while if he feels like it. Can usually go a couple rounds before he's too sensitive, but he cums wayyy faster the second time
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Yesss and he enjoys them a lot. Has a few to use on himself and you. Remote vibrators are a particular favorite of his, likes watching you try to stay composed while he plays with the settings, or controlling one when he's away and the two of you are messing around over comm. Likes cock rings a lot too, esp the vibrating ones
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Very. Teases a lot. Innocent touches that turn filthy, long handsy makeout sessions that leave you aching, pulling away right when you're getting desperate with a little promise of "later". Lovesss winding you up and then jokingly telling you that you're starting to understand how he feels about you all the time lol
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Loud when he can be. Lots of low groans, curses, praise, encouragement. Pants and moans against your skin and gets louder the closer he gets. Has a habit of kinda laughing when he's oversensitive/overstimulated so he'll be like panting out little laughs as he gets close lol
Also LOVES your sounds, they drive him absolutely crazy. If you try to be quiet for any reason he'll fuck you harder specifically to get you to make noise for him
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Gets a lot of his emotions out through sex tbh. Stress, anxiety, exhaustion, love, hope, happiness, sadness, anything. He can go from rough and intense to soft and loving to silly and teasing in the span of just one round. The shifts can feel sudden but the affection and love underneath doesn't change. Connecting with you is emotional for him. He loves it. He loves being able to trust you with everything he feels. And sex is a good way for him to convey that while also getting out any pent-up stress/emotions
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
A little girthier than average. Uncut. Balls are pretty round and sit high and tight when he's hard
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty high drive. Has to go long stretches with nothing thanks to campaigns/missions/duties and when he finally gets time with you it's pretty intense, but even on regular days he stays pretty hungry for you
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not immediately. Wants to stay awake and hold you, talk soft, kiss the marks he left, but he is pretty drowsy. Will eventually drift off, usually with his face buried in your neck and an arm locked around your waist. Sleeps heavy once he's out
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Ooohhh, would you be willing to do the angst alphabet with Maul?
your wish is thine command
A- Anger (Are they easy to anger? How do they handle it?)
maul is obviously quick to anger, but in his shadow lord era it seems to me like. its this simmering rage that only boils over when he's in distress or in a fight
a prime example is his interactions with rook. when she walks in on icarus working on his leg, maul is obviously irritated like: "YES ROOK- what is it?" like he goes out of his way to calm his tone
or when she's talking about the mandos discontent with credits, and maul says "this is-(sighs) a momentary obstacle" he definitely didn't have that level of restraint during the clone wars
he exercises a lot of restraint. so if he's ever angry at you, or you're in the vicinity, i think he'd remove himself unless he's very upset about something.
but i dont think that'd last very long. maul doesnt let anything or anyone go lmao. he'd be extremely dramatic the first couple of days, but he cant stay away from you.
B- Bad Habits (What bad habits do they have? Do they try to get rid of them?)
does not communicate. he can't say "im worried about you" or "im sorry" he apologizes with action, you have to spend a lot of time translating his behavior, which can be emotionally exhausting. and it can trigger fights if you read him wrong.
can be very hot and cold in the relationship. cant pull himself away from you because he wants that connection, then that desire scares him and he goes cold.
doesnt understand what boundaries are. maul was never allowed to say no, and his comfort never mattered. so he doesnt understand that he can just say he doesnt want to do something, or doesnt want a certain subject to be brought up. so violation of boundaries you dont know about and he doesnt understand he's allowed to have, can trigger fights.
he doesnt understand your boundaries either. and he's not doing it maliciously. if you tell him you need space, he interprets it as "i am being shunned from my own room."
now this is something i think he'd overcome relatively quickly if you explain it to him. at least, respecting your boundaries. it takes him a long time to learn how to verbalize his own, otherwise, he gets really defensive.
C- Cheater (Would they cheat on their partner? What would make them cheat?)
oh god no, he'd never do such a thing.
D- Death (How do they handle that topic? What are their opinions on death? Do they believe in an afterlife?)
death is like an old friend, so he'd pretty numb to it honestly. i also think maul is....passively suicidal.
like when he yelled at ahsoka "let me go. let me die" during the siege of mandalore
or when he says "likewise" when crow tells him "the emperor wants you dead." now granted, that statement is up to interpretation, but still.
for the afterlife, i think the sith lore is they don't become one with the force, their spirits will just attach themselves to a place or object? but that doesnt happen to everyone. so maul probably thinks similarly. if his spirit isnt attached to a place or thing, then he's just dead.
E- Embarrassment (What embarrasses them and how do they handle it?)
vulnerability. expressing want for anything that isnt revenge or power.
like he cant just ask for a kiss, that's embarrassing. he cant ask for a hug or to be held because he never received it
his reaction to embarrassment is defensiveness and anger
but i think he slowly becomes more comfortable with vulnerability and wants the more you express those things.
F- Fake (Are they faking something? Are they a good liar?)
he's a liar, a scammer. he loves robbery and fraud
G- Guilty (Is there something they feel guilty about? How do they handle that feeling?)
i dont think he feels guilt, honestly, or rather, he doesnt allow himself to feel guilt. he reroutes it through anger to place blame on whoever wronged him.
for example, rook is dead. rook wouldnt be dead if vader wasnt there. vader wouldnt be there if sidious hadn't betrayed him.
H- Heartbreak (Was their heart ever broken? Has it healed? How do the handle a heartbreak?)
all of us know the answer to this
I- Ignorant (What is something they won’t change their mind on?)
the sith ideology with anger. as much as he hates the sith, he literally was indoctrinated :/
J- Jealousy (Are they easily jealous? What makes them jealous? What will they do about it?)
i dont think he gets jealous of every other person that looks at you. if mauls with you, you have his trust 100%
what he does get jealous of is watching you at ease with other people. you dont have to walk on egg shells around maul, but hes also not the type of person you can have a drink with and laugh out loud without a care
its this hidden insecurity that he's hard to be around and you could do better.
K- Killing (Did they ever had to kill someone? How do they feel about killing someone?)
do i need to answer this? lmao
L- Lost (Did they ever lose someone/something important to them? How do they handle loss?)
we all know all the people mauls lost lmao
but again, that loss is rerouted into anger. he doesnt let himself mourn, he just uses the grief as fuel to keep going :/
M- Monster (Do they sometimes feel like a monster?)
yes, but i dont think he cares. maul knows hes terrifying. he remembers his madness on lotho minor
he'd only care if you thought he was a monster and it scared you away from him. but again, that fear would be rerouted into anger.
"you know what i am. you know what atrocities ive committed. do not act like you were blind to the monster you share a bed with."
N- Nightmares (Are they suffering from bad dreams? What do they do about it? What kind of bad dreams?)
im gonna draw on my own personal experiences here. ive had night terrors and nightmares since i was a child. like they were so severe i would be screaming and crying in my sleep and my dad couldnt wake me up.
and i still have these night terrors even tho i take a sedative to bypass the REM cycle. i toss and turn, mumble or yell in my sleep (and my gf still shares a bed with me bless her heart)
all that said, when you suffer from perpetual nightmares, you just kinda get used to it. now sometimes, they can be so severe and vivid that you wake up scared, but its kinda rare
so mauls nightmares are vivid, violent, and ugly. but he's used to it. its rare for him to be emotionally affected by a nightmare, but he does have them often. sometimes he remembers them, sometimes he doesnt.
O- Outcast (Do they feel alone? Were they ever abandoned? Did they ever abandon someone?)
abandonment issues that rival anakin skywalker.
he wouldnt abandon someone he loved unless they betrayed them. even then, you never truly get rid of them, because he'll "get his revenge"
P- Panic (Are they scared of something? How do they handle a panic attack?)
hes terrified of losing control and being powerless
the closest we see him struggling with a panic attack is in msl episode 8. he'd only freak out like that completely alone, and would still redirect it as anger. it's all he knows :(
Q- Quiet (Something they don’t talk about)
honestly? i dont think maul has issues with trauma dumping LMAO but i think the one thing he wont talk about is orsis. specifically, kilindi and daleen. i think killing them is something he truly regrets, because they were the first people that were ever kind to him :(
R- Regret (Is there something they regret? Why do they feel that way?)
his dedication to sidious. if he hadn't been so loyal, then he wouldn't have been bisected and his entire life wouldnt have been. That.
S- Soulmate (What would make them break up? How do they handle it?)
i dont think he believes in soulmates. he'd only break up if you betrayed him, and i think it would destroy him.
though depending on the era of his life, i kinda go back and fourth on how he'd react to that betrayal. i think rebels maul would...idk. like hold you hostage even if you betrayed him
T- Tears (What makes them cry? Are they okay with showing their tears?)
no. and he doesnt cry often, even if he does, its just like one or two tears
U- Unattractive (What do they hate about themselves? Do they have insecurities?)
he doesnt like anything about himself. he doesnt wallow, but he doesnt want to put any focus on his body either. hes just. like neutral? but he's uncomfortable if you tell him he's handsome or something like that, because he realizes he's percieved as something other than a terrifying weapon.
V- Venom (Were they ever betrayed? Did they ever betray someone?)
yes. yes. yes. and Yes.
W- Weak (What makes them feel weak?)
vulnerability. his cybernetics failing him
X- Xray (Are they mentally and physically healthy?)
no LMAO
from a realistic medical point of view, he'd have a lot of issues because of his cybernetics. skin abrasions/infections around the graft collar, chronic pain in his back from the lack of pelvic girdle, digestive issues, unstable blood pressure, edema. ugh
Y- Yearning (What do they miss? Is there something/someone they can’t have?)
i think he'd deluded himself into thinking he had a relationship with savage when he was a kid (like he was seeing what he wanted to see in the tunnel. he was taken by sidious when he was like 11-12 and not a baby)
he misses savage. he misses the childhood he thinks he had. he wants that connection/familial relationship.
and yes. he yearns for you. and i mean that man yearns.
Z- Zero (What would they do if they would lose everything?)
its happened over and over again, and maul gets up every time. he never, ever gives up. and thats one of my favorite things about his character
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Hey thanks again for letting me get in this last request
I was wondering if you could write a wrecker X fem togruta Jedi knight the setting can be on Pabu or wherever else you might like to try I'm not too picky when it comes to that But I thought it would be nice if he took his partner out and during their date topic of the future comes up along with children that's kind of the base premise you can put a twist on it if you like I don't mind it being romantic passion nothing harmful please and thank you I just kind of need some romantic fluff with a cup of spice
Oh and one more thing
if you could have Wrecker have the intimacy insecurity you wrote about recently I'd really appreciate it🫣 please and thank you
Someday
Wrecker x fem!Jedi!Togruta!reader
Description: You and Wrecker discuss having children one day. Ends with smut
Warnings: NSFW 18+
The evening on Pabu was settling into a warm golden haze. You and Wrecker had been outside for a while, having taken advantage of the peaceful day to escape for a bit and share a picnic near the water. It had gone by quick, the two of you talking and laughing for longer than you'd meant to before finally realizing that the sun was starting to set.
Now, with everything packed away and the blanket folded, you walked beside him through Pabu. He'd insisted on carrying everything himself in one arm, his other hand holding yours as you walked.
"I could carry something," you were teasing, glancing at the blanket tucked under his arm and the basket in his hand. "I already know you're the strongest man on the island, you don't have to prove it at every opportunity."
Wrecker laughed, looking down at you with a grin. "Who says I'm proving anything? This is easy." He shrugged, squeezing your hand tighter. "Unless it actually is impressing you…"
You rolled your eyes fondly. "So you are showing off."
"Is it working?" Wrecker asked, his grin widening.
Before you could tease him again, the sound of laughter caught your attention. A few children ran past the two of you, laughing amongst themselves as they apparently headed to their own homes. You watched them disappear around the corner, your expression softening without realizing it.
Wrecker noticed, and tilted his head. "Hey, what's that look?"
You shook yourself from your thoughts, giving him a small smile as the two of you kept walking. "Just thinking."
"About what?"
You looked back toward where the children had disappeared. "Not sure," you admitted, your thumb brushing along his hand. "I guess just how nice it is here. Seeing things like that."
Wrecked glanced toward the empty street. "Kids running around causing trouble?" he asked lightly.
You laughed quietly. "Something like that. Just being happy. Growing up somewhere peaceful."
Wrecker hummed. "Yeah," he agreed, squeezing your hand again. "It is nice." He glanced down at you. "You think about that a lot?"
"More than I used to," you admitted. "Just, you know, being a Jedi, I guess I never really got to think about…domestic things. Like living somewhere like Pabu and, you know, having a…having a family."
Wrecker considered that for a second, his eyes going just a little wide. "You, uh. Would you…want that? Kids, I mean."
You looked up at him, a little surprised even though you'd been the one to bring it up. "I'm not sure," you said. "I've never really let myself think about it before."
Wrecker nodded, understanding. "Yeah," he said, slightly gruffly. "I get that. Didn't think I'd ever get a chance to…settle down, either. Wouldn't have thought I'd want to."
Your fingers tightened around his. "And now?"
He smiled, glancing down at you again. "Now I think maybe it wouldn't be so bad."
You grinned up at him, warmth spreading through your chest. You were quiet for a moment as the two of you walked. "…You'd be a good dad, you know," you observed after a moment.
Wrecker blinked, caught off guard by the statement, but then he straightened a little like he was very proud of the compliment. "You think so?"
"I know so," you replied, smiling. "I've seen the way you are with everyone you care about, and you're good with kids. They'd be lucky to have you."
Wrecker huffed, somewhere between amused and proud and bashful. "A good dad," he repeated. "Huh. Didn't think anyone'd ever say that about me."
You squeezed his hand. "Well, I'm saying it."
The two of you got home then, pausing at the door. Wrecker looked down at you. "I'd like that, you know. Someday," he admitted. "As long as it's with you."
You melted a little at that, leaning in to peck his lips before tugging him inside, the door sliding shut behind you. Wrecker set the basket and blanket down, then turned back to you, his hands slipping to your hips. His mouth found yours again, soft at first, but quickly growing more heated.
"You-- mmm." He groaned against your mouth, slipping his hands to the backs of your thighs and then picking you up to improve the angle. "Hope you mean it," he mumbled between kisses. "Cause I mean it. If we're talking about the future…mmph…kids, a life here…I only want it if it's you, baby."
You wrapped your legs around his waist, a little breathless. "Of course I mean it," you whispered against his lips, your breath hitching his hands squeezed your thighs. "Wouldn't say it if I didn't."
Wrecker groaned lowly, carrying you the short distance to the bedroom and then lying you down carefully, following you onto the mattress, never breaking the kiss for long. His hands moved slowly, sliding under your clothes and skimming the curves of your waist and hips. When he finally pulled the fabric up and off, he paused to pull back and look at you, one big palm resting over your stomach.
"You really want kids someday, huh?" he asked once more, his voice quieter than you usually heard it, like he was still turning the idea over in his mind.
You nodded, reaching up to cup his scarred cheek. "I think so. With you."
He leaned into the touch, eyes soft but delighted, then kissed you again. Soon, the rest of your clothes and his were pulled off as well. By the time he settled between your thighs, both of you were breathing harder. He trailed hot, greedy kisses along your jaw as he pulled his cock free, letting the thick head drag through your folds with a groan.
"It's….hgnn…it's kinda doing something to me," he mumbled, tucking his face against your neck under one of your lekku and pressing a kiss there as he kept grinding his cock against your slick cunt. "Thinkin' about…giving you that."
You moaned, your hands coming up to grip his shoulders, your hips shifting restlessly beneath him. "Wrecker…please..."
He finally pushed into you with a low groan, trembling as he forced himself to ease himself in gently. One of his hands came down to grip your hip tightly as he bottomed out.
"Kriff…so tight," he groaned, starting to move in slow, heavy thrusts. "Wanna fill you up. Leave you dripping with me…" He lifted his head to look down at you, his expression tight as he clearly restrained himself from going harder. "Wanna put a baby in you. Bad."
You moaned again, clenching around him at the words. "I--ah--Wrecker, I want--"
You were cut off as Wrecker cursed at the tightness of you clenching, and finally let his pace turn rougher and more desperate. His hand went from your hip to your thigh, pulling your legs wider as his heavy hips pressed down against yours, driving his thick, leaking cock into you as deep as he could. He pulled back to glance down at where his cock was disappearing into your cunt, groaning at the sight.
"Kriff…kriff…not gonna last," he said, almost with a breathless laugh. His free hand came down to press against your lower stomach over where his cock was hitting you, his thumb finding your clit. "You close, baby?"
You nodded, gasping as he started to rub rough circles over your clit. You tilted your hips up to meet each of his thrusts, squeezing tight around the thick stretch of him.
"That's it-- cum for me," Wrecker growled, voice rough and strained. "Wanna feel you squeeze me while I breed this pretty cunt."
That tipped you over. You came hard, moaning his name as your walls fluttered and pulsed around his cock. Wrecker gasped at the feeling, his hips slamming into yours until he finally let out a guttural moan, burying himself to the hilt and grinding deep as he came in hot, heavy pulses that kept flooding you until it leaked out of you around his cock. He stayed buried deep through the aftershocks, still grinding like he could push it even further inside, one hand still splayed over your lower belly.
Breathing hard, he finally leaned down to kiss you, breathless and messy but affectionate. "…Someday," he mumbled tiredly. "You and me. Little ones running around Pabu. Gonna take such good care of all of you."
You smiled, full and warm, and pulled him in for another slow kiss.
