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you make your acting debut ! ⌠(in the fellas podcast trailer)
cw: established relationship , sexual innuendos , this is written as if itâs the final product of what youâd see in the trailer (no bts)
you were wearing a tiny, light grey pencil skirt that just about covered your bottom, and a matching cropped jacket. your heels were uncomfortable, but you were only wearing them for a couple hours and then you would never have to worry again.
âoi, reader!â greg shouted for you.
you poked your head into the door, a lollipop stick sticking out of your mouth , âhello?â
âfuckinâ hell, whoâs this little rocket?â alfie grinned at the sight of you, leaning back and man spreading further.
âmy assistant. sheâs good at selling these places.â greg pointed down to the images of rentable spaces.
â⌠so she does your job for you?â chip frowned.
âwatch your little buddy here.â he scoffed, gesturing to alfie, whoâs eyes were zoned in on you, âreader, come sit on my desk while i talk to these boys.â
you tottered over, perching on the edge the desk while maintaining eye contact with alfie and swirling your tongue around the hard, red, ball in your mouth.
âthis place, super nice inside, outside is ugly.â greg explained.
âsuper nice.â you hummed.
âno? not a fan?â he saw chips unamused expression and held up the next images, âplay, what about this one? high ceiling, lots of space.â
âso much space for fun activities.â you grinned, reaching out your foot and sticking the tip of your heel up the leg of alfieâs trousers.
heâd said nothing for the entire time, practically in a trance as he gave you heart-eyes (he didnât need a script to tell him to do that).
âwhatâs with the adlibs from this one?â chip commented.
âdo you come with the gaff?â alfie finally broke his streak of silence.
âoi, thatâs my assistant.â greg snapped. âshow her some respect.â
you giggled, pointing your lollipop at alfie, âiâll come wherever you want me to.â
âfuckinâ hell, bro.â chip sighed disappointedly as he watched alfie grin like a cheshire cat.
greg whistled then, catching your attention as you peered over your shoulder at him.
âshow these lot the coordinates to my wood.â
â⌠your mums garden?â you hummed.
he nodded sharply.
âokey dokey.â you hopped down from the desk and grabbed alfieâs hand, âcome on, pretty boy.â
chip blinked cluelessly as he was left alone in the room with greg, âam i going as well, or âŚ?â
in the next scene, chip was arriving at the garden set whilst you and alfie clambered out of the caravan, him doing his jeans back up and you adjusting your skirt.
âcheers girl, definitely buying this place now.â
âany time.â you giggled before skipping out of shot.
comments:
userone i never expected reader and alfie shagging as part of the fellas trailer but it makes so much sense
usertwo sabina and reader đđđ the real stars of the show
userthree bro if i worked in an office with reader as my assistant iâd come to work everyday
abvloggin chill out thatâs my mrs
userfour this was everything
userfive reader the shoes đŠđŠ please tell me you kept them!!
yourusername nooo they were so uncomfy :(( kept the rest of the outfit tho! xx
usersix caravan shot dropping when?
fellasloaded next week 8pm on the fellas loaded app
abvloggin ???
yourusername stan stop.
fellasloaded its engagement
userseven ok now weâve had reader and sabina in the trailer, when do they get their own episode?
usereight omg imagine just sabina and reader, no boys
usernine ok but then itâs not the fellas is it?
userseven man discovers that girls can joke for the first time
userten AB canât handle allat toly hits bro
abvloggin i fucking can. fuck off
userten say fuck one more time you nearly sound hard
abvloggin fuck you
yourusername alfie stop
usereleven reader drop the youtube channel???
usertwelve i fucking love sabina, chip, AB and reader as a group like omg
userthirteen itâs like uncle and auntie with neph and niece
usertwelve bro i donât think AB and his mrs are siblings tho
userthirteen you never know
usertwelve ???
userfourteen does reader need a dog? i can bark and sleep and shit outside holy fuck
userfifteen the shot of window kid on the office chair and reader sat on the tableđđ they look like professional older brother and annoying little sister who follows him around everywhere
summary : your relationship with alfie through the lens of social media
content : established relationship , sexual innuendos , swearing
notes : so pissed all my old work is gone i canât even believe it. just have to lock in and restart ig
@wherethezoes-at @iamemiliatv @luvbuttlestv @lreadss @luvr4miya @golden-hoax @loveheart-123 @iheartsophie @theoreticallythe @ocea1cperl @an0nym0nst3r
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Youâre not in all of his vlogs, as he said he hates when singular youtube channels gradually merge into couples youtube channels, but because you live with him, itâs kinda hard to keep you out of them. When you are in them, itâs very briefly. For example in one vlog he went to a nature spot, he took you with him for that part of the video. In another, he dropped some food round to your house and stayed for a little while.
He doesnât like having you in the vlogs 24/7 just because heâd rather keep you to himself, but sometimes itâs necessary, and the title becomes âAB and readerâ (cough, camper shaggon vlogs, cough).
âBoys â and girls â I am so fucking bored!â Alfie complained, laying on the bed in the back of the van, staring at the ceiling.
The clip cut and he was on the phone, âHello?â
âHi, Alfie.â
âYoooo, what you sayinâ darlinâ? Wanna come to mans ends ânâ that?â He put on his roadman voice.
â⌠Talk to me properly.â
He stared at the camera before looking back at the phone, âHello, my beautiful angel wife. Would you like to come on a camping date with me in my van?â
âIs this a trafficking scheme? Iâm scared.â You muttered down the phone.
âNah, seriously. Iâm filming a vlog in the van I got from the Sidemen. Do you wanna join me? Please? Iâm so bored.â
âYeah, okay.â
âReally?! Okay, well, I canât come and get you because this van is actually washed, like, it doesnât drive properly.â
âI can probably get my dad to drop me. Heâs feeling nice. Send me your location.â
In the next clip, you were standing outside the van, Alfie holding the camera right in your face.
âCan you let me in? Iâm cold.â You giggled as he put the camera to your forehead, âStop! Not from that angle!â
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He posts you on his Instagram all the time. Not on his TikTok but definitely his Instagram. He has a highlight with your initial where he posts pictures of you two and just you. Also puts at least one picture of you in his posts, even if it has nothing to do with you.
alfiebuttle
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some form of sexy tart and mr ADHD on the last slides
comments :
yourusername exsqueeze me???
alfiebuttle beautiful, sexy angel girl*
yourusername thank you x
yourusername guy on the fifth slide is so fit omg whatâs his ig
alfiebuttle ⌠hi lol
yourusername that view on slide six is so fire
alfiebuttle you da real view
theburntchip đĽđĽđĽ
arthurtv âyouâre my best viewâ ahh
livvydimartino bro is punching so hard
alfiebuttle shut up
italianbach donât talk to my queen like that PEASANTđşđş
yourusername i love you livđđ
theburntchip bro acts so tough but he gets a cheek kiss and starts calling his mrs âmommyâ
alfiebuttle what the fuck are you talking about this has literally never happened
theburntchip idk youâre getting a bit defensive there neph
yourusername i wish :((
alfiebuttle ???
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He posts you most on his snapchat. If he ever gets a crazy dm from a girl saying they wanna fuck him, he always makes sure to put your face in the replying snap so youâre both giving them some sort of judgemental look.
He posts âmugsâ of you on his snap story all the time. You think theyâre mugs, but in reality theyâre just pictures of you doing mundane things but having not posed. If you really donât like the way itâs turned out, he wonât post it, but itâs always playful. He never posts any bad pictures to make you look bad.
If he ever sends video stories, he makes sure youâre not in the back of them â or if you are, that youâre decently dressed. He knows what some people are like and doesnât want you subjected to them. Itâs never in a controlling way, itâs always polite like, âIâm filming a quick but for my snapchat story, dâyou wanna leave the room or put some joggers on?â
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Talks about you a LOT on the podcast. Whether itâs little things like mentioning something you did or going into a full on rant with the boys about their respective partners, he always manages to bring you up at least three times per episode.
âNah, and you know what, I got a right bollocking from my mrs the other day.â
âBro, same!â Chip exclaimed.
âReally? What for?â
âI left the dishes out.â Chip answered, âLike, right before she started making dinner, so there was nowhere to put anything. So got proper mad at me.â
âYikes, bro.â
âNah, mine was baddd.â Alfie chuckled, scratching the back of his neck.
âReally? Your mrs donât seem like the kind to shout at you.â
âNo, she doesnât. And thatâs worse. Iâd rather she shouted at me to be honest. Instead she just mutters under her breath and gets upset. Makes me feel so bad. But, nah, this time she raised her voice. Kinda scared me actually, and turned me on. Bit of a mind boggler.â
Chip and Cal laughed simultaneously.
âItâs alright. I made it up to her.â Alfie winked at the camera.
âYou gave her a Buttle-ing?â Chip smirked behind his hand.
Cal physically recoiled away from him after that and Alfie pulled a face.
âWhat the fuck does that even mean?â
âYknow, a nice little round before bed.â
âYeah but whyâd you call it that?â Alfie laughed.
ââCoz your last nameâs Buttle. So you gave her a bit of your piece.â
âAight, we need to move on, bro. What the fuckâŚâ Cal gave Chip a look.
ââââââ
âAB, you and your mrs are crazy different, yknow. I thought you wouldâve gone for someone thatâs exactly like you, butâŚâ
âYeah, nah, I know. Sheâs, like, the complete opposite of me. Itâs quite funny when you see our clothes next to each other in the wardrobe because sheâs all, like, pinks and whites and browns and greens and iâm just ⌠black and white with a few fuckinâ pairs of blue jeans.â
Chip nods, âSheâs a lovely lady. She really is.â
âGonna have to cause a scene, watch what youâre saying.â
Chip was chuckling too, pinching the bridge of his nose, âWait, genuinely, are you actually like that when you two go out. Like, any guy that tries it on with herââ
âDo I spin their jaw? Yeah, bro.â Alfie snorted, âNo, not really. Sheâs very ⌠reserved. Like when we go out if sheâs not got her friends, she will not leave my side. Like, at all. Sometimes, if sheâs had a few drinks sheâll go off. But ⌠right, the thing is ⌠I donât know to word this. Sheâs very ⌠I donât wanna say petite âcoz it makes me sound like a fuckinâ nonce.â Alfie turned to the camera, âSheâs 5â3 and a half. Sheâs average height, alright?â
Cal and Chip leaned into each other while laughing.
âSheâs very ⌠I donât know! Sheâs just the opposite of me. Like, Iâm quite âlads, lads, ladsâ but not in a toxic, fuckinâ knobhead way. And sheâs very ⌠âeughhhâ.â Alfie whined.
âBro, what?!â
âI donât know, leave me alone! I havenât seen her in three days, Iâm having withdrawals!â
âWhat, âcause sheâs still up on your little fuckinâ fairy cottage?â
âYeahâ oi, donât diss the Grotto. Itâs only a fairy cottafe because she decorated, so donât let her head you saying that. But, yeah ⌠she donât like London.â
âReally?! What about the move bro? Is she coming with?â
âYeahâ what, you think Iâm leaving her up there? Iâd die without her and sheâd die without me. No fucking chance. Sheâs not thrilled about moving to London, but she appreciates that itâs for me. And I said we can keep the grotto so sheâs happy.â
âNone of that toxic masculinity shit, bro. Your girl doesnât need you.â Chip tutted sarcastically.
âMate, I didnât mean it like that. Sheâs got this thing â I dunno â she donât like being at home by herself. Gets proper paranoid. Sheâs staying with her dad right now.â
âYou should get her on the pod.â Cal suggested.
âSheâd kill herself.â
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Whenever hate comes up, Alfie gets very protective over you. He has no care in the world if people talk about him, but when people slag you off, heâs inclined to start World War Three. It tends to be on stream where the most of it comes in, causing him to lose his temper on camera quite a bit.
âAB, your girlâs punchingâuh, shut the fuck up.â His eyes scanned the chat, âYouâre fitâ cheers, got a mrs though.â
He continued playing his game and streaming when you knocked on the door, peeking your head in, just wearing one of his shirt that fell to your mid-thigh. He turned around in his chair.
âYâalright?â
âDid you finish the jaffa cakes that were in the cupboard?â You asked quietly.
âNah, got some here.â He grabbed the box on his desk and held them out to you.
You shuffled forwards, taking them, âThank you.â
âWanna say hi?â
You smiled shyly and waved, âHi, chat.â
The chat filled with comments, people buzzing and getting excited over you.
âAlright, see you in a bit, girl.â Alfie smiled, patting your bottom as you walked out.
âAB grabbing at bones with thatâ Mate, honestly, go fuck yourself.â Alfie scoffed, not joking around. âI can understand a bit of a joke here and there, but donât fucking take the piss out of reader.â
âAB your girlfriend is beautifulâ I knowâ See, can we get more of that please? Mods just kick anyone who thinks theyâre funny by taking the piss ⌠âClip farmingââ Iâm not fuckinâ clip farming, I just donât appreciate when people body shame my girlfriend, like, is that too woke for you lot?â
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Heâs usually the first to like, comment and repost your tiktoks, so itâs become a thing where if any of your fans are first, they comment âhere before ABâ. Your tiktoks range from grwm, to outfit checks, to daily vlogs or just lip syncing videos.
One time, you posted the Tears transition trend, and everyone went crazy because it goes against how youâre portrayed online. All the girls reposted it and commented fifty times. Becky even put it on her Instagram story with the caption âi love my girlfriendâ. Alfie saw it, liked it, reposted it and added it to every story on every social media account he has. His comment was âgod i think i just nut in my youngLA boxers ffsđ¤Śđťââď¸â. some of the comments from his fans were weird (as expected) but you just ignored them. they would comment things like âcant believe AB gets this view every nightâ or âdrop the tape with AB we know youâve got oneâ.
He may or may not have gone on a rant about them on stream calling them weird and gross and insulting every little thing about them.
He would genuinely rather be cancelled for defending you than sit in silence and let people objectify and sexualise you.
All in all, heâd go to the ends of the world for you, and everyone knows it.
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ËËË Content ËËË softness, domestic intimacy, Jason being gentle, back scratches
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The apartment is quiet in that late-night wayâno traffic, no sirens, just the low hum of the city trying to sleep.
Youâre curled up on the couch with one of Jasonâs books resting open in your lap. Itâs something thick and a little beat-up, the spine cracked like itâs been loved too hard. Youâre not even sure youâre fully processing the words anymore. Mostly, youâre waiting.
The sound of the window sliding open makes you glance up.
Jason steps inside like he always doesâcareful, controlled, already scanning the room even though he knows youâre safe. The Red Hood comes off first, set gently on the counter like itâs fragile. Then the jacket, the gloves, the boots. Each piece of armor shed like heâs slowly remembering how to be human again.
âHey,â he murmurs when he finally looks at you.
âHey,â you smile back, softer.
His shoulders drop at the sight of you curled up on the couch. Like something in his chest finally unclenches.
He crosses the room, pressing a quick kiss to the top of your head that smells faintly like rain and gun oil and him. You hum quietly, leaning into it, and thatâs all it takes.
Jason sinks down beside you, tugging you gently into his chest. One arm wraps around you instinctively, pulling you closer until your side fits perfectly against his. Like you were made to go there.
âYou steal my book again?â he asks, amused.
âYou never finish them anyway.â
âRude,â he scoffsâbut he reaches for it anyway, carefully sliding it out of your hands. He adjusts until your head rests against his shoulder, your cheek pressed to the worn fabric of his shirt.
He starts reading out loud, voice low and steady, the kind that settles deep in your bones. You barely register the words. Mostly, you focus on the way his chest rises beneath you, the rhythm of his breathing grounding you.
His other hand starts moving without him even thinking about it.
Slow. Gentle.
Fingertips tracing lazy patterns along your back. Up and down. Circles. The faint scratch of his nails just enough to make your skin buzz.
You melt.
Your grip on his shirt loosens. Your breaths get heavier. Slower.
Jason notices immediately.
He glances down, lowering his voice, adjusting the book so it doesnât dig into you. His hand keeps moving, more deliberate now, like heâs guiding you into sleep.
âThatâs it,â he murmurs, barely above a whisper. âGo to sleep, sweetheart.â
Your eyes flutter shut.
Jason stops reading altogether once he realizes youâre gone. He sets the book aside carefully, like it might wake you if it makes too much noise.
He doesnât move after that.
Just stays there with you tucked into his arms, scratching your back in slow, steady motionsâprotective, patient. Like heâs guarding something precious.
Because he is.
He presses a soft kiss to your temple, resting his cheek against your hair.
âËâšâ donât let me talk to you like that ft. rafe cameron
ââ .⌠lovebug!reader x frat!rafe cameron
đthis was based off a request, hope u like it :)
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The kitchen smells like garlic and butter and something sweet you canât quite placeâprobably the honey you drizzled over the carrots because Rafe likes when theyâre âa little fancy.â
Youâre standing barefoot on the cool tile, oversized Cameron fraternity hoodie slipping off one shoulder, hair pulled into a messy bun. The apartment is quiet except for the low hum of the fridge and the faint thump of music from the neighbourâs place.
Rafeâs in the living room, phone in hand, recording one of those stupid Snapchat stories heâs always posting. You can hear his voice drifting over the counter.
âYeah, bro, Iâm telling you, sheâs got me domesticated,â he laughs. âLikeâbitch, whatâs for dinner?â
You freeze.
The wooden spoon stops mid-stir. The word hangs in the air like smoke. You know heâs joking. He always jokes. Youâve heard his frat boy humour, the sarcasm, the teasing. But something about the wordâsharp, uglyâhits you wrong.
You swallow and keep stirring, quieter now. âUm,â you murmur, barely loud enough for him to hear, âroast beef. And, uh, carrots.â
Thereâs a pause. Then footsteps.
You feel him before you see him. He moves fast, phone lowering, grin gone, brows knitting together like heâs trying to rewind the moment in his head.
âHey,â he says softly.
You glance over your shoulder. âWhat?â
Heâs just⌠staring at you. Like you said something that cracked him open. His jaw flexes, eyes flicking to the pot, then back to you.
âDid that bother you?â he asks.
You hesitate. You hate confrontation. You hate making people feel bad. So you shrug, small. âItâs fine. I know you were kidding.â
He steps closer, leaning against the counter beside you. He smells like his cologne and beer and the outside air. He doesnât look drunkâjust thoughtful, like his brain caught up with his mouth a second too late.
âI shouldnât have said that,â he mutters.
You try to smile. âRafe, itâs okay.â
He shakes his head immediately. âNo. Itâs not.â
You turn off the stove and set the spoon down, finally facing him fully. Heâs serious in that way that makes your chest tightenâthe way he gets when heâs trying to fix something before it breaks.
âYou better not ever let me talk to you like that,â he says, voice low. âYou hear me?â
Your fingers curl into the sleeves of his hoodie. âRafeââ
âIâm serious.â He steps closer, hands on the counter on either side of you, but not trapping youâjust grounding himself. âYou should smack the shit outta me if I ever call you that. Or talk to you like that. I donât care if Iâm joking.â
You blink. âIâm not gonna hit you.â
âYeah, you are,â he insists, eyes intense. âOr youâre gonna call me out. Or walk away. Something. Donât just stand there and take it.â
You didnât realize how quiet youâd gone until he says it. Youâve always been quiet. Soft-spoken. The girl who apologizes too much, who lets people joke a little too far because you donât want to be dramatic.
He watches you like heâs scared youâll disappear into yourself if he blinks.
âDo you understand?â he asks.
Your throat feels tight. âYeah.â
He doesnât believe you. âSay it again.â
You meet his eyes, really meet them this time. âYeah. I understand.â
He exhales, shoulders dropping like heâs been holding something in. Then his hand comes up to cup your cheek, thumb brushing under your eye.
âI would never want you to think thatâs how I see you,â he murmurs. âYouâre⌠youâre everything to me. Youâre too soft for that shit. And Iâm too fucking lucky.â
Your chest aches in that warm, tender way. âYouâre not that bad,â you whisper.
He scoffs lightly, but his eyes stay soft. âYeah, I am. Thatâs why I need you to keep me in check. Donât ever let me get comfortable disrespecting you. Promise me.â
You nod, lips trembling into a small smile. âI promise.â
He leans in and presses his forehead to yours, breathing you in. His hands slide to your waist, pulling you into him gently, like heâs afraid youâre made of glass.
âDinner smells good,â he whispers.
You laugh quietly. âYou just emotionally traumatized yourself and now youâre hungry?â
He kisses your temple. âI can do both.â
You relax into his chest, listening to his heartbeat, feeling the weight of him against you. Frat parties, loud friends, stupid jokesâthatâs part of Rafe. But so is this: the boy who hates the idea of hurting you more than anything.
âNext time,â you murmur, âIâm charging you for emotional damage.â
He chuckles, squeezing you tighter. âWorth it.â
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hii girlie iâm not sure if you watched people we meet on vacation but thereâs the one angry love confession scene in the rain that I was wondering if you could do for ex!rafe and reader?? tbh you donât even need to watch the movie but iâm a sucker for a rain confession (i imagine iris by the goo goo dolls playing all the time) so any would do. thank you!!
âËâšâ when the storm finally breaks ft. rafe cameron
ââ .⌠ex!rafe cameron x reader
đhope this is okay, i havenât actually watch it yetttt, but i might soon. (iâve got so many things on my watchlistđŤŠ)
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Itâs raining like the sky is personally offended.
The kind of rain that soaks through clothes in seconds, that slicks the pavement and blurs the world into something smaller, sharper. Youâre halfway across the parking lot when you hear your name.
Not called.
Shouted.
You stop anyway. You always do.
âDonât walk away from me.â
You turn slowly, heart already in your throat. Rafe stands a few feet back, hair plastered to his forehead, shirt darkened and clinging like he hasnât even noticed the weather. His jaw is tight, eyes wild in that familiar way that used to mean everything.
You swallow. âI didnât know youâd be here.â
âThatâs bullshit,â he snaps, taking a step closer. âYou always know when Iâm around.â
The rain drums between you, loud enough to feel like itâs filling the space where words should go. You fold your arms, not for warmth â for armor.
âIâm not doing this with you,â you say. âNot again.â
Rafe laughs, sharp and humorless. âFunny. You were always doing this with me. That was the problem.â
That hits. It always does.
âYou left,â you say, voice trembling despite your best effort. âYou donât get to show up months later and act likeââ
âLike what?â he cuts in. âLike I didnât think about you every damn day?â
Heâs closer now. Too close. You can smell the rain, the salt in the air, him. Your chest tightens.
âRafeââ
âNo.â His voice cracks, just barely. âNo, you donât get to shut this down. You walked out when I was falling apart and you wanna know the sickest part?â
Your breath catches.
âI let you,â he continues, rain dripping off his lashes. âI watched you go because I thought⌠I thought if I loved you enough, Iâd stop ruining you.â
That stops you cold.
âI wasnât ruining you,â you whisper.
âYou were loving me,â he says fiercely. âAnd I didnât know how to hold that without breaking it.â
Silence crashes heavier than the rain.
You laugh weakly, tears mixing with water on your cheeks. âSo what, this is your big realization? You show up soaked and angry and suddenly youâve figured it out?â
Rafe steps right into your space now. âIâve always known,â he says, voice low and raw. âI just didnât think I deserved you knowing it too.â
Your chest aches. âYou hurt me.â
âI know.â His eyes shine. âAnd it kills me.â
The rain pours harder, relentless. Your hands curl at your sides, fighting the urge to reach for him â the urge youâve been fighting since the day you left.
âI loved you,â you say softly. âI loved you when it was hard. When it was ugly.â
âI still do,â he blurts, like itâs been clawing its way out of him. âI love you so much it makes me angry. I hate that youâre still the first person I want when everything goes wrong.â
Your breath stutters.
âI tried to move on,â he continues, words tumbling now. âTried to forget the way you laugh, the way you used to hold my face like I was something worth saving. I canât. I never stopped being yours.â
The rain feels like itâs pressing in on you, the world narrowing to just the two of you.
âYou broke my heart,â you whisper.
âI know,â he says again, softer this time. âBut Iâm standing here anyway. In the rain. Like an idiot. Because if I donât tell you now, Iâll regret it for the rest of my life.â
He hesitates, then reaches out â stopping just short of touching you. Giving you the choice.
âI donât need forgiveness,â Rafe says quietly. âI just need you to know⌠leaving you was the worst mistake I ever made.â
Your resolve shatters.
You grab his shirt, fingers twisting in the soaked fabric as a sob tears out of you. Rafe exhales like heâs been holding his breath for months and pulls you into him, arms wrapping tight, desperate.
âIâm so mad at you,â you cry into his chest.
âI know,â he murmurs, forehead pressing to yours. âBe mad. Just donât walk away.â
The kiss happens like itâs inevitable â angry, messy, rain-soaked. It tastes like tears and unfinished sentences, like I never stopped loving you finally said out loud.
When you pull back, breathless, Rafe rests his forehead against yours.
âIâll fight for you,â he promises. âEvery day. If youâll let me.â
You close your eyes, rain sliding down your lashes.
âDonât make me regret this,â you whisper.
He smiles â small, real, terrified. âNever again.â
bodyguard!dick grayson x pop/rockstar readerâŚ. like he thinks shes obnoxious at first and is annoyed bruce tasked him to watch her for a mission. but he ends up continuing to check up on her well after the missions over âjust becauseâ đđ
âËâšâ still watching you ft. dick grayson
ââ .⌠bodyguard!dick grayson x rockstar!reader
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Dick Grayson didnât hate you.
That was the lie he told himself during the first week.
You were justâ
Too loud. Too bright. Too unpredictable.
Your laugh echoed through hallways that were supposed to be cleared and controlled. You spoke to everyone like they mattered. You wore ripped fishnets and glitter eyeliner to security briefings like it was a personal challenge.
âYou canât crowd surf,â Dick said for the fourth time that night, headset buzzing as the venue lights dimmed.
You glanced over your shoulder mid-warmup, grinning. âYouâre no fun.â
âIâm not here to be fun,â he snapped.
âYeah,â you said easily. âThatâs obvious.â
He rolled his eyes, jaw tight. Bruce had framed this as a simple assignment. Keep an eye on the rockstar. Make sure no one gets close enough to hurt her. Get in, get out.
But you werenât a static target. You were motion. Emotion. Chaos wrapped in leather and sound.
And worst of allâ
You looked at him like you trusted him.
It was subtle at first. The way your eyes flicked to him before stepping onto a stage. The way you waited for his nod before meeting fans. The way your shoulders relaxed when you spotted him in the wings.
He told himself it was professional pride.
Until it wasnât.
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The first crack happened after a show in Berlin.
You came offstage shakingânot from adrenaline, but something heavier. Your smile faded the second the dressing room door closed, hands trembling as you dropped into a chair.
Dick noticed immediately.
âHey,â he said quietly, crouching in front of you without thinking. âWhat happened?â
You swallowed. âSomeone grabbed me. Security missed it.â
His chest went tight. Hot.
âWhere.â
You pointed. He stood too fast, anger coiling sharp and dangerousâbut your hand caught his wrist.
âDonât,â you whispered. âPlease. I just⌠sit with me?â
He froze.
Then, slowly, he sat beside you on the floor, back against the wall, close enough that your knees brushed.
You leaned into him. Just slightly.
And Dickâtrained, controlled, unshakeable Dick Graysonâfelt something in his chest shift.
From that night on, he stopped pretending this was just a mission.
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He learned the meanings behind your tattoos because he asked.
The lyrics on your ribs that you wrote after losing someone.
The tiny star behind your ear that reminded you where you came from.
The messy heart on your wrist that you got drunk at nineteen because âI wanted something permanent that proved I survived.â
âYou ever regret any of them?â he asked one night, hotel curtains open to a sleeping city.
You shook your head. âThey remind me Iâm still here.â
He looked at you for a long moment before saying, âYeah. I get that.â
And you did something that wrecked him completely.
You reached out and squeezed his hand.
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The mission ended quietly.
Too quietly.
Bruce told him it was done. Threat neutralized. No further protection required.
Dick nodded. Said âunderstood.â Did what he always did.
But when he watched you walk away at the airport, guitar case slung over your shoulder, he felt like someone had taken something vital out of his chest and left him breathing anyway.
He didnât text you that night.
Or the next.
He lasted six days.
Dick:
You good?
You replied instantly.
You:
Was wondering how long youâd last.
He stared at the screen, heart pounding.
Dick:
Just checking in.
You:
Sure you are, bodyguard.
But you kept talking. About shows. About bad coffee. About nights where the stage felt too big and the hotel rooms felt too empty.
And Dick stayed.
He stayed because he wanted to.
Because he cared.
Because somewhere along the line, youâd stopped feeling like a responsibility and started feeling like home.
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When you came back to Gotham for the charity concert, you didnât ask if heâd be there.
You just hoped.
And when you spotted him near the barricade, arms folded, eyes locked on you like the world narrowed when you were in itâyou almost forgot the lyrics.
After rehearsal, you found him on the rooftop, city wind tugging at his hair.
âYou didnât have to come,â you said softly.
He didnât look at you. âI know.â
Silence stretched.
âDick,â you said. âWhy are you still here?â
He exhaled sharply, finally turning to face you. âBecause I donât know how to stop.â
Your heart stuttered.
âI tell myself Iâm checking for threats. That Iâm being careful. But the truth isââ His voice cracked, barely. âI think about you all the time.â
You stepped closer.
âYou donât have to protect me anymore.â
âI know,â he whispered. âAnd thatâs what scares me.â
You reached up, cupping his face, thumb brushing the edge of his jaw.
âI donât want you because youâre watching my back,â you said. âI want you because you see me.â
His forehead rested against yours.
âIâve been in love with you since Berlin,â he admitted quietly. âAnd I didnât know how to say it without ruining everything.â
Your lips curved, eyes shining. âYou didnât.â
Then you kissed him.
Slow. Gentle. Like something fragile you both wanted to keep.
He kissed you back like heâd been holding his breath for monthsâand finally let himself breathe.
When you pulled away, he smiled, soft and real.
âSo,â you murmured. âStill watching me?â
âAlways,â he said. âJust not from the shadows anymore.â
Wellllll if you want requests đ anything with more tattoo artist!Jason would be heavily appreciated, like smth cute where shes getting more ink and hes asking about the meanings behind her tattoos đđđđđđđ
âËâšâ inked in meaning ft. jason todd
ââ .⌠tattoo!artist jason todd x reader
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đi didnât actually come up with tattoo artist jason todd originally it was @bloomcissa so credit to them but i do really love the character so hope you enjoy x
Jasonâs gloves snap softly against his wrist as he pulls them on, the sound familiar enough that it settles you instantly. Youâre already stretched out on the chair, sleeve of your hoodie pushed up, skin prepped and waiting.
âYou comfortable?â he asks, voice low, gentleâso different from the gruff way he talks to walk-ins.
You nod. âAlways am with you.â
He huffs a quiet laugh, eyes flicking up to meet yours before focusing back on your arm. Jasonâs studio smells faintly of antiseptic and coffee, the walls cluttered with flash art and half-finished sketches. Itâs his spaceâhimâand you love being here more than youâll ever admit.
As he positions your arm just right, his thumb brushes over the tattoo already inked near your wrist. A small constellation. He pauses.
âYou never told me what this one meant,â he says casually, like he hasnât been wondering for weeks.
You tilt your head, smiling. âYou ask that every time.â
âYeah,â he admits, glancing up again. âOne day youâre gonna answer.â
The machine buzzes to life, steady and familiar. Jasonâs focus locks in immediately, shoulders relaxed, movements precise. You watch him work, the way his brows furrow slightly in concentration, the way he wipes excess ink with practiced care.
After a moment, you sigh. âOkay. The stars?â
âMhm.â
âTheyâre the night my life started feeling⌠mine,â you say softly. âNot perfect. Justâbetter. Like I could breathe again.â
Jasonâs hand stills for half a second before continuing. His jaw tightens, but his voice stays even. âThat tracks.â
You glance down at him. âYou gonna psychoanalyze the rest too?â
âAbsolutely,â he says. âOccupational hazard.â
You laugh, the vibration of it grounding you as the needle continues its work. Your skin stings, but itâs the good kind of painâthe kind you chose.
His eyes drift to another tattoo higher up your arm: delicate script looping just beneath your elbow.
âAnd this one,â he murmurs. âI know itâs not just for aesthetics.â
You swallow. âItâs my mumâs handwriting.â
Jason exhales slowly through his nose. âYeah,â he says quietly. âThought so.â
You watch his grip soften, the way his touch somehow becomes gentler without losing precision. He doesnât say Iâm sorry. He never doesânot when he knows it doesnât help. Instead, his thumb presses reassuringly against your skin when he wipes away the ink.
Minutes pass in comfortable silence until he nods toward the new stencil waiting just below your shoulder.
âWanna tell me about this one before I permanently brand you?â he asks.
You smile at the word brand. âItâs a reminder.â
âOf?â
âOf choosing myself,â you say. âEven when itâs hard. Especially when itâs hard.â
Jason hums thoughtfully. âDamn. Youâre gonna make me emotional while Iâm holding a needle. Thatâs dangerous.â
You grin. âYou love it.â
âYeah,â he admits. âI do.â
When the session ends, he leans back, pulling his gloves off and inspecting his work. The new ink is perfectâclean lines, soft shading, exactly what you pictured.
He meets your eyes. âYou good?â
âYeah,â you say, voice warm. âYou always make it feel safe.â
Something flickers in his expressionâsomething tender and unguarded. Jason presses a kiss to the side of your arm, right beside the fresh tattoo, careful not to touch the ink.
âEvery piece you get,â he says quietly, âitâs like I get to know you a little more.â
You reach for his hand, lacing your fingers together. âGuess Iâll just have to keep coming back.â
A slow smile spreads across his face. âFunny,â he says. âWas hoping youâd say that.â
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I just read ur new fic âHe Can Hear a Heartbreakâ AND OMG!!! I honestly forgot I made the request and this was a lovely surprise, it was everything and moreeeeeeeeđЎđЎđ
ahhh iâm so glad you loved it!! sorry i took me so long to get around to doing itđ