citrigrade

“but if i communicate it perfectly then they will understand me” WRONG 10,000 years of suffering

i feel like im a weird age where i got just a blurry glimpse at the world Before. it used to be cold in the mornings and websites had fun games and the search results showed you what you searched for. covid wasn't a thing. can anybody fucking hear me. did i dream it all????

it’s amazing how women are able to navigate crowded rooms without ever touching a palm to a man’s lower back

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

does anyone know how to adequately prepare for the next day

who up wasting their only shot at life through complete and utter inaction

this lamb keeps trying to sacrifice itself even though no one really needs or wants it to do that

my dead wife. the ad free internet

watching dreamily recorded footage of a web forum from 2003

the idea that every summer will be as hot if not hotter than this for the rest of my life is unbearable i need to (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) murder an oil executive

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[Video Description: An ad with piano music over it all, showing an elderly woman in her home, knitting, when two younger men walk by her window, which catches her attention. She stares out her window at them as they kiss each other while walking, the old lady staring in disbelief. Cut to the old woman approaching a residence with a broom in hand, staring up at the second floor window where a small rainbow Pride flag is hanging. The old woman stares up at it and mutters "Ridiculo", before getting up on a ladder with her broom to remove the flag. Focus on the flag fluttering to the ground as church bells chime. The scene then cuts to the couple from before, approaching their home with grocery bags in hand before one stops and stares at the second floor, stopping his partner who then drops the groceries as he too stares up. It's then revealed that the small pride flag had been replaced with a gigantic, hand-knit pride flag. It then cuts back to the old woman's home, where a tin of rainbow-colored yarn sits on her table. The hands of the old woman are holding and fondly touching an old black and white photo of two young smiling women, leaning against each other. Cut to the old woman's face as she stares out with a look of happy pride on her face. At the end of the video, the name "Idealista" appears on screen, followed by "buon pride" along with a rainbow. End VD.]

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