My GCSE Results 2019 [plus intro haha]
Hey everyone, this is my first post on Tumblr!
My alias is Cirrostratus, but you can call me Cirro :)
I am posting my results [of wh/ I’m incrEdibly proud] as an introduction to my future study channel [premieres sept] as well as a source of inspo since my circumstances were quite unusual…
ENGLISH LANGUAGE 4EA1: 9 [140/150]
ENGLISH LITERATURE 8702: 9 [wasn’t given points]
MATHEMATICS 4MA1: 8 [145/200]
BIOLOGY 4BI1: 9 [140/180]
HUMAN BIOLOGY 4HB1: 8 [141/180]
CHEMISTRY 4CH1: 8 [135/180]
PHYSICS 4PH1: 9 [139/180]
GEOGRAPHY 4GE1: 8 [132/175]
Before I introduce myself, can I say how grateful I am for my results? Lord… especially in Geography – I’d have gladly taken a 6 or 7 any time, but I’d actually gotten a solid 8.
Plus, although I was 4 marks off a 9 [my mock grade] in Maths, my 9 in English Lang was two grades up from my mock! Idk how I’d done it!
First of all, I left my state school in year 10 in December/January 2018 because my teachers weren’t catering to my needs. Since then, I began self-teaching each subject from CGP revision guides and free online resources.
I had been studying different subjects too:
French [fun but not when homeschooling]
Digital Applications [ugh I had to do a creative subject when I’m academic]
Religious Studies [screw that crapulence]
But I dropped them once leaving school while replacing French for Human Biology. My exam boards had to change from mainly AQA to Edexcel International so I wouldn’t have to do fieldwork or practicals [expensive when out of school] so I had to start from the beginning in all subjects except AQA English Lit.
My self-teaching was centred around making flashcards for each revision guide page, followed by exam-style questions. However, for Human Bio and Geog, I had to use the Edexcel-endorsed textbooks [nothing else available], and youtubers Mr Salles and Stacey Reay for English Lit. For maths, I used my school membership to Mathswatch and Mymaths [they hadn’t deleted it lmao]. I did literally nothing for English Language b/c the required skills overwhelmed me.
Once it reached September 2018. I joined a 1-year fast track to IGCSE English Language and IGCSE Maths at an online school. My teachers were amazing; come mocks, I leapt from a grade 4-5 in school [where teachers weren’t helping me] to a grade 9 in Maths! And my English Language went from a low 6 to a moderate grade 7.
I struggled mostly with English Language [confidence, mostly], Physics [ugh I hated the practicals and real life links but I loved the rest] and Geography – in fact, I once begged my mum to let me drop Geography [which she refused, partially bc she’d already booked the exam].
The struggle continued with English Language [paper 2] where I panicked about the narrative I had to write. During my online schooling, I’d been set narrative homeworks which I’d never finished due to overthinking and fear. However, with help from prayers, I sensed an idea forming… I had to act upon it, else I’d lose 40 marks.
I’m so thankful that I had done so. My results showed something Mum had always told me: my only limit was my thoughts – not the fact that I’d lost half of year 10 or my potential.
This is why I’m posting this. I don’t want to arrogantly flex my grades nor cast down anyone who’d achieved lower results than me. However, I am immensely proud of myself for what I’d done. I cannot believe my luck!
Also, if you think you’re doomed to get crappy grades in a crappy subject, it ain’t true. GCSEs aren’t bonkers like A-Level so you could survive on regurgitation of knowledge onto the exam paper. However, this does not make you worth anything less if you haven’t done so.
If you’ve read this far [fam I can’t believe you have :O] then thank you so much! By September, my first post will hopefully be up, and I’ll be posting 1-2 times a week from then.
My Instagram is @cirrostudies and sometimes different posts will be shown on different accounts, so keep an eye out ;).