chess is somewhat erotic

i can't believe i've cared about so many losers in the past lol i'm very weak hearted

hunter x hunter is interesting because i just got into it and i didnt know chrollo was from this franchise. the dude doesn’t really do anything substantial (except retroactively agaisnt kurapika’s clan) but he’s one of the most talked about if you’re outside of the fandom. thirst beats all 💦

i believe i’ve lost my passion for writing

i feel incredibly lonely nowdays and no matter how many spurts of joy i get i am reminded that life's monotony will never go away. it's always going to be the same shit, everyday.

i’m very disconnected from my body, im realizing this now

life is starting to feel like i’m a dog in a hot car but i just won’t die

realizing now that my future oriented thinking is just anxiety spirals

it's annoying when your mental has decided someone isn't worth talking to anymore but your heart knows theres still juice to be juiced there

my reflection on this year is it’s been the worst thing of my entire life