Hey 👋 can you write a fanfic where reader had an abusive past and later she is arrange married to Cedric and he treats her so well and heals her??
Healing wounds
Intro: Hey everyone! Sorry I disappeared for a long time. I am not one to vent or trauma dump online but I have had a severe mental health struggle since last year and an unexpected tragedy occurred in my life a couple months ago, so I have abandoned writing and posting, which I feel is not fair on the lovely people who support my work and send requests. I am determined to keep writing about what I love, for myself and for whoever finds comfort and happiness in it. :) <3
Warnings: Mentions of abuse and difficult past, arranged marriages, I got too invested and now this is very long. 💀 *Childhood friends trope?*
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The Diggory’s had always been a well respected and prosperous family in the wizarding community. Coming from wealth, and a pureblood lineage, the Diggory line had a reputation of familial perfection and kind hearts in their veins. The only son of Amos and Althea Diggory was no exception to these qualities. Cedric was a gentle boy, with gentle hands and talents exceeding far beyond his age. Since birth he had made his parents proud, and every achievement and natural skill had not gone unnoticed or disregarded by anyone who met him.
The boy seemed to shine, like the way light filters through trees before sundown, and the sound of his voice was like the sweetest honey one could taste. His heart was gold, and there was an undeniable kindness in his eyes that you could not find anywhere else. Each person who knew him also knew the remarkable traits that made him so extraordinary. Even the harshest mind couldn't deny these things, even if not willing to admit it.
As your father shook hands with the Diggory boy many years ago, he saw it. He looked straight into the face of that ten year old boy, and made a decision right then and there. A wise man, he had kept it to himself until the right moment came, and after your thirteenth birthday, he wrote to his acquaintance Amos with a proposition. It made perfect sense. You were both of the same age range, compatible, and of similar background. A union would be beneficial to the two families; social and financial.
Over time, private meetings occurred behind closed doors, letters were sent back and forth; your futures planned and discussed unbeknownst to you both.
As a young girl, you knew of the boy whose father worked with yours. He was two years your elder, tall for his age, and unusually bright. Cedric lived nearby, and you would often play together as your parents talked about whatever grown ups talked about. Cedric was nice, you had decided.
One summer's day, you fled your house, tears blurring your vision as you ran as fast as your legs could take you. The shouts of your father grew more and more distant until you reached the creek, collapsing onto the grass. You sat there curled up against a tree, knees drawn up to your chest as sobs wracked through your small body. He was hurting you again, angry once more for a reason you did not know or understand. Rough bark dug into your back and you ripped out fistfulls of green grass to throw in front of you.
There was a firm thump and a distinct sound of the crunch of dry leaves beneath feet.
A soft voice came.
“Are you crying?”
Your head whipped around, gazing at the boy that seemed to appear out of thin air.
“Where did you come from?” You inquired, hastily wiping your eyes with your sleeve.
“The tree,” Cedric replied, stepping forward and crouching down beside you. “In the branches.”
“What were you up there for?”
He shrugged, giving a polite smile as he looked over at you.
“I like to sit up there,” he said simply.
You let out a soft huff and stared intently at the grass beneath you.
Cedric sat down next to you, listening to the stream of water as it babbled and gurgled quietly.
“Why were you crying just then?” he asked, tilting his head.
You glanced over at him through the corner of your eye, silently debating whether or not to truthfully answer his question. As tempted as you were to confide in someone, you knew you shouldn't.
Your father was cruel. He would shout and often hurt you. Even at a young age you had always been aware that public image and reputation mattered greatly. You did love your parents in a way, though your mother was neglectful and your father was overbearing.
You didn't want to make them look bad.
You shook your head.
“It's nothing,” you mumbled, staring up at the sky.
Cedric’s bright eyes peered at you curiously. He did not believe that nothing was wrong. There had to be a reason for your tears. He frowned slightly, wanting to press a bit more and find out, concerned for your sadness. However he knew better. He was always taught not to pry.
He nodded, watching you as you grabbed a small stone and threw it into the water with a splash. You studied the ripples blooming outward in the water until they fully dissipated and disappeared.
The silence lingered for a second longer until you looked up once more at the tall tree, through the branches and leaves. “How do you get up there?” You wondered.
The boy joined you, craning his neck up as well.
“By climbing them,” Cedric answered kindly, plucking a dandelion from the grass and twirling the flower absentmindedly between his fingers.
“It's really high up. You must be really strong to do that. I couldn't do that,” you remarked, meeting his eyes.
A small dimpled smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, his chest puffing with a hint of pride.
“Well I have to be strong. My dad wants me to play on the quidditch team when I start school.”
“Quidditch?” You echoed, your face twisting in amusement as you repeated the funny word.
He chuckled warmly and pulled a leaf from his hair. “It's a sport. You play on brooms. I bet your father enjoys watching it,” he explained in a light tone.
Your cheeks grew slightly pink, feeling dim witted for not knowing, but you knew he didn't judge you for it.
You nodded, eyeing the faint undertones of red that highlighted his chestnut colored curls.
“When will you go to school?” You inquired, squinting slightly as the sun grew a bit brighter.
“Once my letter arrives. My parents want me to attend Hogwarts just like they did,” he explained cheerfully. “What about you then?”
You thought, focusing on the sounds of the wind rustling the trees, the trickling of steady water. Oh how you longed to go to school too.
A place away from here.
“My father wants to teach me at home.”
Cedric nodded, noticing the distant look in your eyes.
“Are you feeling any better now?”
You were slightly taken aback by his soft inquiry.
You smiled. You had forgotten that you were ever sad to begin with.
“Yes,” you admitted truthfully, turning your head to shoot him a sideways glance.
The boy's heart swelled a bit, beaming at the fact that he was able to cheer you up. He opened his mouth to reply but the faint call of your name quickly caused you to jump up.
“Oh, I need to go back home now,” you said with a sense of urgency, looking over the trees that stood in front of the far off house.
Cedric stood as well, the dandelion dropping from his grasp and onto the ground. “I can walk you home if you'd like,” he offered, trying his best to be chivalrous.
“Oh no, it's okay,” you muttered quickly, giving him one last look. “I'll see you later.”
You ran sprightly back home, leaving him standing there behind you.
Later never came.
A week later you would be moved away to another village, and into a new house. A smaller house in a low populated area. Your father didn't tell you why, but you had a feeling that it had something to do with the housemaids leaving and the stacks of letters on his scattered desk that grew by the day. His anger grew with it, along with the deep violet marks that littered your skin.
You figured that Cedric was sent to off school, and would play Quidditch just like he had wanted.
You didn't think much of it, and the boy you knew turned into a distant childhood memory you thought rarely about.
Your sixteenth birthday arrived quicker than you were ready for.
Bounding down the stairs in your blue dress, you stopped at the bottom step, eyeing the small stack of presents in front of the dining room. Your mother stepped around the corner of the kitchen and gestured towards the table.
“Sit.”
You obeyed, admiring the spread of food and candles set on the dining room table. Your smile faltered slightly once your eyes landed on your father sitting at the head of the table, but you pulled out a chair and sat down anyway.
You cleared your throat as your mother joined you and your father at the table.
“Eat,” said your father, nodding his head in your direction. You picked up your fork, scooping up a bite of food and slipping it into your mouth.
Your parents both watched you, oddly silent as you ate your birthday meal.
“My dear,” your father started, placing his hand over your mothers. “There's something we must discuss.”
You looked up from your plate, a flicker of both fear and intrigue passing through you.
“Such as?” you questioned, bringing your glass to your lips and taking a sip.
“You are arranged to be married.”
You nearly choked on your water and the words sunk in like you were drowning.
“Married?” you sputtered, your eyes wide with fear.
He nodded solemnly.
All sorts of thoughts began to swarm through your mind. You had always imagined marrying for love. Growing up and finding the love of your life against all odds. This was not what you had planned.
“Married? I do not want to get married!” you protested, dropping your fork with a clink.
“I'm afraid you must,” he replied
Your eyes began to water and you looked to your mother for help.
“Father, I refuse!” you exclaimed tearfully, your voice cracking.
His fists slammed on the table and you flinched, recognizing the all too familiar rage in his eyes.
“Enough!” he bellowed.
“This is your duty to this family! This is your responsibility! You will not bring shame to my name!” He snapped urgently, pointing a finger at you.
“You do not have a say in this matter.”
You swallowed, staring blankly at your plate as your gut twisted with dread.
“When?” was all you could manage to weakly whisper.
He cleared his throat, taking a short breath as he picked up his fork and began to eat himself.
“In two years the union will take place,” he murmured, glancing up.
Two years…
Your future. Your dreams. It was all crushed and gone quicker than it took for you to dream them.
You pushed your plate away and closed your eyes.
Your mother took your hands and forced your chin up.
“It is for the greater good.”
Your parents would not tell you who your betrothed was, which angered you to no end that they wouldn’t at least give you an idea of who your husband would be.
What would he be like?
Look like?
Who would this man be?
And you prayed. You prayed to God that he would not be anything like your father.
As the months passed by and your next birthday came and went, the fear of the unknown grew and grew alongside yourself.
You tried to piece together a picture of him in your mind, hoping and dreaming every night that he would be everything you had ever dreamed for yourself. You pleaded for kind eyes, and gentle hands that wouldn't lay a finger on you.
You tried to convince yourself that the situation wasn't as bad as it felt, and that everything would be okay.
Everything would be alright.
You would find happiness.
You would be happy.
On the day of your eighteenth birthday, the knots in your stomach almost hurt.
You sat at your dresser, brushing out your hair as you got ready to meet the man you would marry.
Dipping your fingers into the rouge, you dabbed it on your cheekbones, staring into the mirror at your reflection. You almost didn't recognize yourself. You were now a woman. You sighed, picking up the glass bottle of perfume your grandmother had gifted you and spritzing it onto your collarbones. You didn't feel like a woman. Deep down inside yourself that little girl still remained.
You gave yourself one last glance in the mirror, smoothing out the faint wrinkle in the material of your deep blue velvet dress.
A call of your name from downstairs.
It was time.
The carriage lurched forward, startling you with a jolt as you kept your hands clasped tightly in your lap. It was silent and tense in the atmosphere of the cramped space, and your parents sat across from you with expecting glares.
The ride was long and silent as the hours passed until the carriage stopped. You were here. And God, were you nervous.
You peered out the window at the large manor, surrounded by flowers and trees. It's beautiful. You thought to yourself. Your father gave you a smack on the arm and gestured for you to get out.
You took a deep breath. You were about to meet your husband.
Picking up your skirt you carefully exited the carriage, heels clicking as you lowered yourself onto the stone ground.
As you stood there, you turned your head, attention landing on an older couple and the silhouette of a young man at a near distance. He had dark hair, and his height towered over who was most likely his parents. He stood with his back to you, squared shoulders beneath a suit jacket, nape of his neck disappearing into the raised collar. The afternoon light illuminated his figure, casting a slight shadow on the cobblestone.
You carefully walked forward, your parents on either side of you as you took each step closer and closer.
Then he turned, the golden evening light caught the edge of his profile, shone in his eyes as he casted his gaze upon you. Time seemed to stand still at that moment, and everything was in slow motion. He faced you fully, expression changing into something soft and unspoken as your eyes locked together. Almost instantly, a flicker of recognition went through you the second you saw his face.
His name spilled from your lips.
Cedric diggory.
You almost didn't believe it.
He was no longer the boy you remembered. He was taller, broader, and devastatingly handsome. His face was sharper, slope of his cheekbones higher, baby fat carved away by time. He wasn’t a stranger. You still saw the boy you knew beneath the man he’d become. It was all too familiar.
Both of your parents proceeded with the formalities, introducing you both to each other as if you did not know, or had forgotten who the other one was. But neither of you forgot. You never could.
You didn't register a word they said, not being able to pay attention as you stared at him with a doe-eyed gaze. Neither of you looked away, not taking your eyes off each other. He glanced up at you from beneath his lashes, taking your hand and slowly raising it to his lips to press a kiss to your knuckles.
You smiled bashfully, heart aching as he whispered your name with a nod. He gently lowered your hand and took your arm as his parents led you into the manor. You tried your best to listen to Mr. and Mrs. Diggory explain the history of the manor, and how they inherited it but you couldn't fully focus.
It didn't feel real. It had been so many years. You never would have imagined that it would be him. You had expected the worst. You had dreaded the thought of being introduced to an old man, or someone so boring and dull it would bring you to tears. But this. You never anticipated something as wonderful as this. Relief bloomed deep in your chest.
Everything would be okay.
After dinner both of your parents sat down to quietly converse amongst themselves and you Cedric snuck off to talk and explore.
You strolled down the large and empty hallways of the estate pinkies brushing as you walked so close together. You gazed around in awe of the intricacy and beauty of the furniture, the walls, the paintings.
Cedric finally broke the silence.
“I'd never thought that I'd ever see you again.”
His grey eyes peered down at you. “ It's been years,” he whispered, his voice low and soft as he took in your features, trying to memorize your face all over again
Looking up at him you slightly shook your head in astonishment.
“I had always thought you had forgotten me,” you murmured.
He looked deep into your eyes. “No I… I could never forget about you y/n.”
Color dusted your cheeks, touched and flustered all at once by that revelation. You stole another glance at him, in disbelief that the boy you knew had grown into such a man. He caught your stare and you hastily looked away, your heart racing.
You spent your time together meandering around the estate, roaming the large rooms, and exploring the grande library, reminiscing as you ran your fingers along dusty leather spines.
Reacquainting came more naturally than you had thought.
It turned out that it all had occurred just as Cedric had said.
He had attended Hogwarts, and been sorted into Hufflepuff. He got to play quidditch just like he wanted, even being elected as Quidditch team captain. His school career was everything he hoped for. He had made his father proud. He divulged what he had been up to since graduating and you recounted your life since parting ways.
Cedric led you to the gallery, explaining each family portrait. The story behind it, who they had been.
“That was great, great, uncle Garfield Diggory,” he recounted, gesturing to the painting of a scruffy fat man with a red face. He smiled at you, corners of his lips pulling into a cheeky smile. “He was uh, a raging drunk, and everyone called him stumpy after he drank one too many bottles of whisky and accidentally lopped his own finger off.”
You laughed, pure and genuine as you held onto his arm.
“You cannot be serious,” you giggled, shaking your head.
Cedric grinned back at you, eyes sparkling with mirth as he watched you. He chuckled and dipped his head down to be closer. “As the grave.”
You eventually made your way outside, circling the stately home and admiring the trees surrounding it. Sharing laughter, stories and recalling shared childhood memories, you wondered how you had ever gone so long without one other.
“You know… if I hadn't moved away, I think we would have grown up being best friends,” you mused, daring to look at him.
Cedric turned his face to you, regret and tenderness lingering in his gaze.
He shook his head slightly, reaching down to touch your hand. “I have to agree,” he mumbled, interlacing his fingers with yours. You almost swooned from the warmth of his touch. His hands were large and yet so gentle. You were not used to that.
Hand in hand, you walked into the garden, past the weathered stone walls covered with crawling vines, and moss-kissed marble statues. Every leaf glinted beneath dusk's dim light, and the honeysuckle that clung to the archway and hedges sent a sweet and light aroma your way. Cedric gently led you over to sit down together on an iron bench, under a wisteria draped pergola.
Sitting side by side, knees touching, you cautiously rested your head on his shoulder. He went still, almost afraid of disrupting the moment if he moved even an inch. You stared at the cracked fountain, not wanting to be the one to break the silence.
He tilted your chin up, admiring the glow that the silver moonlight casted onto your face.
“You're beautiful.”
It felt as if all of the breath escaped your lungs.
“You… you can't just say something like that,” you managed to whisper breathlessly.
“And why not?” he challenged gently, leaning his face down so close you could feel his breath on your face.
“It makes me feel things I've never felt before.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
You shrugged, reluctantly tearing your gaze away.
Cedric frowned sympathetically and touched your shoulder. “Hey. It's okay. I know this is all new for you.”
A soft exhale left your lips and you stared up at the twinkling stars above, shimmering like thousands of diamonds scattered across the dark night sky. Cedric turned his face up with you and gently held your hand.
“Thank you.”
He brought his attention back to you once more.
“You don't need to thank me.”
You scoffed lightly and shook your head.
“Well you have treated me better in a day than anyone has in my entire lifetime,” you replied, frowning down at the ground. “I can't just say nothing.”
Cedric's brows drew together with concern and he gently rubbed his thumb over your arm. You suppressed a wince but his perceptive eyes caught it immediately.
“What's wrong?”
Panic immediately flooded through you.
“Nothing,” you insisted quickly, trying to pull your arm away but he held it still with a firm yet gentle grip. He gave you a worried yet earnest look.
“Please... “ he whispered pleadingly. “You can trust me.”
You sighed shakily and nodded, hesitantly allowing him to roll up the sleeve of your dress to reveal the deep purple and indigo hues that stained your flesh. He swallowed, brushing his fingers over the fresh and faded bruises.
“God, I..” muttered, his voice choked up. “If I had ever known-”
You shushed him softly, cutting him off. “It's fine.”
“No it isn't,” he insisted, his voice shaky. “Who's doing this to you? Is it your father?” cedric questioned.
You hesitated, before nodding slowly.
“Y/n I promise… I promise that I will never hurt you. I will never put my hands on you. I will not be your father. I will not treat you like he has. I will take you far away from that place and keep you safe for as long as I live,” Cedric vowed, cupping your cheek. “Do you understand me?”
You nodded, tears stinging your eyes as they dripped down your face. He wiped them tenderly and smiled, soft and devastating.
“I have loved you ever since that day I found you crying by the lake,” he uttered, pressing his forehead to yours. “All these years, all this time, I've been waiting for the moment that I would see you again.”
You trembled, eyes fluttering shut as he gingerly pressed his lips to yours in a kiss, filled with love, longing and desperation. He pulled back and you gaped up at him as if he was the most amazing thing you’d ever seen. And he was.
“I love you too.”
Cedric sniffled, holding you against him in a bone crushing embrace.
You couldn't have been happier.
Your father and mother were thrilled, of course that the match was a success and that they had been right all along.
The wedding was beautiful, simple and small. Everything you had ever wanted was standing right before you.
As soon as that golden band slipped around your finger, you were his.
He held you close, muttering sweet nothings into your hair during the reception and squeezing your hand whenever your father was near. He would protect you, heal your wounds. You looked up into his eyes and and you knew;
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pairing: james wilson x reader (enabling 🤝 each other)
author’s note: guysss, i just started watching house a week ago and oh my god. was no one going to tell me how fine robert sean leonard is in it?! he was so cutie patootie in dead poets society but in house it's just next level oh my good lord. needless to say, i am completely and utterly obsessed (like pls cheat on me ha ha ha). arghhh, is this what all house fans feel like??? he has completely bewitched and consumed me to the point where i just don't know what else to do other than to write my feelings out into this piece of headcanons, so please suffer with me, fellow james wilson enthusiasts
warnings: age gap, cheating?? (technically he and wife no. 3 are on the verge of divorce lmao), toxic relationship (reader and him are both red flags let's be fr)
It’s only been a few months, and yet, he’s embedded himself so seamlessly into your life that you feel as though you wouldn’t know how to function if he were to walk out the next day.
Used to be you ate a pack of biscuits to get through the morning or skip breakfast entirely, but now — now you get to enjoy freshly-made pancakes as your first meal of the day, courtesy of your new boyfriend, who apparently is not just an oncologist (he told you it means he helps cancer patients) but also a great cook, a great lover, a great everything, really.
And this includes being great at his job — you’ve seen the evidence — been in the spare room turned his makeshift study, browsed through all the medical books (you took one out when you were bored one afternoon, flipped it open to a page, didn’t know what most of the words meant, so he must be really smart to know what all of them mean. After all, he’s an oncologist — you really can’t stop saying it), examined the fancy certificates, toyed with the little trinkets his former patients gifted him, and skimmed the many letters of appreciation from them.
In the mornings, he flits around the apartment before leaving for work, making sure everything is taken care of. The bathroom — all dry and clean, the bedroom — sheets that smell faintly of you and him, of sex — they’re all nicely folded, and the kitchen — lunch and dinner both neatly packed and labelled in containers in the fridge (he always makes some dinner just in case he has to work late, in case he can’t be home on time).
The maid who comes by once a week probably doesn’t do much. Her name’s Lady. She reveres him, calls him Dr. Wilson. He told you that his ex-wife (soon-to-be actually, divorce papers aren’t signed yet, so technically, he’s still married — this is something to think about) fired her. You figure he’s just keeping her employed in the meantime because she needs the money.
James is always nice. Nice to his patients. Nice to the maid. Nice to everyone. Nicest to you.
Maybe this is his modus — getting you hooked, making the thought of living without him unfathomable, because truly, at this point you can’t imagine living without him and neither can your apartment. For once, it’s not the equivalent to the remnants of a hurricane.
He comes by to fuss over you before he leaves — briefcase in hand, already dressed in his suit and tie — and you catch a whiff of his cologne when he hovers over you, kissing you on the temple, on the top of your head, then on your temple again, fingers expertly smoothing down the wayward strands of your hair that got mussed from sleep.
He’s always hovering, always touching and kissing you like you’re going to wither without just one second of his love. You don’t mind, really. You like all the fretting, all the tending to. It makes you feel like some rare and delicate thing, always in need of maximum care.
He seems to revel in it too — coddling you. You think it turns him on sometimes — taking care of you, doting on you. Or maybe he’s just that selfless, that much of a giver. Maybe it just comes naturally because you’re that much younger than he is. Even in bed, he’s always so incredibly tuned in to your needs, practically devoting himself to you.
Needless to say, the sex is fantastic.
And so is your life with him.
It feels safe, easy.
He doesn’t seem to mind the fact that you don’t have a real, serious job. That you mostly spend your days lazing about at home, looped up on your meds — he reminds you to take them after you’re done with the pancakes, strokes your hair when you swallow, sympathizes with you afterwards when you complain about how bitter they taste.
Maybe there is no modus — maybe he just thinks you need him.
And you can’t deny that you have a tendency to be needy. That’s what your exes called you. When you phoned them multiple times throughout the day asking for reassurance (your anxiety at an all-time high, your fault, you skipped your meds), when you got upset at them for making plans without you and insisted they cancel them, when you couldn’t make decisions, however big or small, without their input — you were always deemed too needy.
James, on the other hand, carefully labels such behaviour as a result of you going through a difficult time — a rough patch. He answers all your calls even when he’s busy (the number of calls you make isn’t quite as high as when you ditch your meds, but it is still quite substantial), cancels plans like giving a talk at an oncology conference when you cried about how you didn’t want to be alone for too long that night (you said you didn’t feel well), and steps in to make all the tough and not so tough decisions for you (should I go out today or stay in? Should I get this or that? Should I quit my job or just stick it out?).
Naturally, House thinks that Wilson enables you — thinks that Wilson optimistically expects that just by loving you enough things will somehow magically get better.
And, House, like all your exes, is quick to diagnose you as needy.
“She’s not needy,” Wilson will scoff, hands on his hips, tone somewhat defensive. “She’s just — going through a bad patch — emotionally.”
“Right, so she needs the oncologist to baby her back to feeling emotionally stable again.”
Deep down, Wilson knows that House’s snarky remark rings truer than he’d like to admit. He does, in some ways, baby you — but only because you wouldn’t know what to do without him. Who else is going to remind you to take your meds? Upkeep your apartment? You’re not the best at keeping track of your pills and you can’t even change a light bulb. You can’t cook. You’re not good at cleaning. You cry when you can’t find something. You can’t sleep alone.
So yes, perhaps he does baby you, but who can really blame him when you seem to need him that much?
author's note: also, i would just like to include this gif here for no particular reason at all other than i think about it 24/7 🤭🤭🤭
Also I apologize to everyone who sent me requests, I didn't realize so people would actually request anything from me and I got burnt out. So sorry if I never wind up writing any of them but in the meantime here's some James Wilson because no one's writing for him so I guess I just have to do it myself.
Thinking about Dr. James Evan Wilson right now….
James Wilson whose big and warm hands cup your cheeks as his lips kiss the tears off your face.
Who wraps his arms around you and pulls you against his chest after you appear at his door at 12 am because you were scared and lonely.
Who drives you home and carries you up to bed when you get too drunk at the poker tournament at the hospital, tucking you in and helping you get undressed without looking.
Physical touch is never an issue, the pecks on your forehead and the hand on your lower back is his silent but constant reassurance.
The doctor is older, the faint creases appearing at the corners of his eyes when he smiles, and the slight grey that peeks through his brown hair giving away his true age.
He's a bit traditional, holding the door open for you and taking you out to nice restaurants for dates with his Oncologist money, and never letting you touch the bill.
James’s fingers that brush against your hair as you curl up on the floor beside his leg, the material of his expensive slacks brushing against your cheek as it rests against his knee.
James who gives. Who gives and gives to everyone and takes care of you as best as he possibly can.
He's observant, perceptive. He knows your every insecurity, your vulnerable naivety, and he can't help but feel guilty for needing to be needed by you. Exploiting your innocence.
But it works.
He'll comfort you and protect you forever, like the broken little bird that you are.
Smut under the cut!!
You know James is selfless, and a giver, so obviously that does not change in the bedroom.
He won't touch you for a long time once your relationship starts, wanting to take things slow. It will take even longer if you're inexperienced or a virgin.
But once he finally gives in to his urges after waiting for a year? He can barely control himself.
You finally realize that sweet, responsible, mature Wilson is secretly a freak, and not as vanilla as you thought.
He's vocal, always whimpering and whining into your neck as he presses you into the mattress, even when he's the one in control. But can you blame him? He's pent up after years of being alone and you're so warm and wet and perfect it just brings it out of him.
He'll talk you through every second of it, slow and gentle or fast and rough, it doesn't matter.
And you CANNOT tell me that he's not into cockwarming. I can already imagine how he'd beckon you to sit on his lap as he works. He's a busy man, but wants to do anything to make his little girlfriend happy anyway. He'll make you sit there with him buried inside you for what seems like hours, sternly reminding you not to move an inch, no matter how bad you both want it.
Or sometimes he'll make you rub yourself on his thigh or the tip of his dress shoe, letting you use him for your pleasure as he sits at his desk and flips through files.
He surprises you by tying your wrists together with his tie, shoving your face into the mattress as his chest presses against your back. It's okay when he's rough, when he's selfish. He deserves it. You don't mind being his outlet when things get too stressful.
And those big brown puppy eyes that look up at you from between your thighs as he eats you out, lacing his fingers with yours as he dives back in for a third time… GOD.
When you wake up in the middle of the night, restless and sweating he’ll just gently shush you, turning you over and slipping his hand into your pajama shorts, fingering you back to sleep.
AUUUGGHHH I NEED THIS MAN OH MY GODDDDD. Okay. Enjoy this. It kinda sucks.
Don't get me wrong, I love reading smut BUT SOME smut posts on here are deeply misogynistic/pedophilic, or just downright rape and fucked up shit like incest. Sometimes kink shaming is okay and to me this is one of those instances. These things often will appear on my feed because i read spicy stuff and it's frustrating because I do not want to see that.
Please no one be offended, this is just my opinion.
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The fact that Mattheo riddle, who was made up by fans, gets more love than actual hp characters breaks my heart bro. like, Who are you?😔 Where's my Harry, Cedric, Neville and Ron fics?
Hey 👋 can you write a fanfic where reader had an abusive past and later she is arrange married to Cedric and he treats her so well and heals her??
Healing wounds
Intro: Hey everyone! Sorry I disappeared for a long time. I am not one to vent or trauma dump online but I have had a severe mental health struggle since last year and an unexpected tragedy occurred in my life a couple months ago, so I have abandoned writing and posting, which I feel is not fair on the lovely people who support my work and send requests. I am determined to keep writing about what I love, for myself and for whoever finds comfort and happiness in it. :) <3
Warnings: Mentions of abuse and difficult past, arranged marriages, I got too invested and now this is very long. 💀 *Childhood friends trope?*
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The Diggory’s had always been a well respected and prosperous family in the wizarding community. Coming from wealth, and a pureblood lineage, the Diggory line had a reputation of familial perfection and kind hearts in their veins. The only son of Amos and Althea Diggory was no exception to these qualities. Cedric was a gentle boy, with gentle hands and talents exceeding far beyond his age. Since birth he had made his parents proud, and every achievement and natural skill had not gone unnoticed or disregarded by anyone who met him.
The boy seemed to shine, like the way light filters through trees before sundown, and the sound of his voice was like the sweetest honey one could taste. His heart was gold, and there was an undeniable kindness in his eyes that you could not find anywhere else. Each person who knew him also knew the remarkable traits that made him so extraordinary. Even the harshest mind couldn't deny these things, even if not willing to admit it.
As your father shook hands with the Diggory boy many years ago, he saw it. He looked straight into the face of that ten year old boy, and made a decision right then and there. A wise man, he had kept it to himself until the right moment came, and after your thirteenth birthday, he wrote to his acquaintance Amos with a proposition. It made perfect sense. You were both of the same age range, compatible, and of similar background. A union would be beneficial to the two families; social and financial.
Over time, private meetings occurred behind closed doors, letters were sent back and forth; your futures planned and discussed unbeknownst to you both.
As a young girl, you knew of the boy whose father worked with yours. He was two years your elder, tall for his age, and unusually bright. Cedric lived nearby, and you would often play together as your parents talked about whatever grown ups talked about. Cedric was nice, you had decided.
One summer's day, you fled your house, tears blurring your vision as you ran as fast as your legs could take you. The shouts of your father grew more and more distant until you reached the creek, collapsing onto the grass. You sat there curled up against a tree, knees drawn up to your chest as sobs wracked through your small body. He was hurting you again, angry once more for a reason you did not know or understand. Rough bark dug into your back and you ripped out fistfulls of green grass to throw in front of you.
There was a firm thump and a distinct sound of the crunch of dry leaves beneath feet.
A soft voice came.
“Are you crying?”
Your head whipped around, gazing at the boy that seemed to appear out of thin air.
“Where did you come from?” You inquired, hastily wiping your eyes with your sleeve.
“The tree,” Cedric replied, stepping forward and crouching down beside you. “In the branches.”
“What were you up there for?”
He shrugged, giving a polite smile as he looked over at you.
“I like to sit up there,” he said simply.
You let out a soft huff and stared intently at the grass beneath you.
Cedric sat down next to you, listening to the stream of water as it babbled and gurgled quietly.
“Why were you crying just then?” he asked, tilting his head.
You glanced over at him through the corner of your eye, silently debating whether or not to truthfully answer his question. As tempted as you were to confide in someone, you knew you shouldn't.
Your father was cruel. He would shout and often hurt you. Even at a young age you had always been aware that public image and reputation mattered greatly. You did love your parents in a way, though your mother was neglectful and your father was overbearing.
You didn't want to make them look bad.
You shook your head.
“It's nothing,” you mumbled, staring up at the sky.
Cedric’s bright eyes peered at you curiously. He did not believe that nothing was wrong. There had to be a reason for your tears. He frowned slightly, wanting to press a bit more and find out, concerned for your sadness. However he knew better. He was always taught not to pry.
He nodded, watching you as you grabbed a small stone and threw it into the water with a splash. You studied the ripples blooming outward in the water until they fully dissipated and disappeared.
The silence lingered for a second longer until you looked up once more at the tall tree, through the branches and leaves. “How do you get up there?” You wondered.
The boy joined you, craning his neck up as well.
“By climbing them,” Cedric answered kindly, plucking a dandelion from the grass and twirling the flower absentmindedly between his fingers.
“It's really high up. You must be really strong to do that. I couldn't do that,” you remarked, meeting his eyes.
A small dimpled smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, his chest puffing with a hint of pride.
“Well I have to be strong. My dad wants me to play on the quidditch team when I start school.”
“Quidditch?” You echoed, your face twisting in amusement as you repeated the funny word.
He chuckled warmly and pulled a leaf from his hair. “It's a sport. You play on brooms. I bet your father enjoys watching it,” he explained in a light tone.
Your cheeks grew slightly pink, feeling dim witted for not knowing, but you knew he didn't judge you for it.
You nodded, eyeing the faint undertones of red that highlighted his chestnut colored curls.
“When will you go to school?” You inquired, squinting slightly as the sun grew a bit brighter.
“Once my letter arrives. My parents want me to attend Hogwarts just like they did,” he explained cheerfully. “What about you then?”
You thought, focusing on the sounds of the wind rustling the trees, the trickling of steady water. Oh how you longed to go to school too.
A place away from here.
“My father wants to teach me at home.”
Cedric nodded, noticing the distant look in your eyes.
“Are you feeling any better now?”
You were slightly taken aback by his soft inquiry.
You smiled. You had forgotten that you were ever sad to begin with.
“Yes,” you admitted truthfully, turning your head to shoot him a sideways glance.
The boy's heart swelled a bit, beaming at the fact that he was able to cheer you up. He opened his mouth to reply but the faint call of your name quickly caused you to jump up.
“Oh, I need to go back home now,” you said with a sense of urgency, looking over the trees that stood in front of the far off house.
Cedric stood as well, the dandelion dropping from his grasp and onto the ground. “I can walk you home if you'd like,” he offered, trying his best to be chivalrous.
“Oh no, it's okay,” you muttered quickly, giving him one last look. “I'll see you later.”
You ran sprightly back home, leaving him standing there behind you.
Later never came.
A week later you would be moved away to another village, and into a new house. A smaller house in a low populated area. Your father didn't tell you why, but you had a feeling that it had something to do with the housemaids leaving and the stacks of letters on his scattered desk that grew by the day. His anger grew with it, along with the deep violet marks that littered your skin.
You figured that Cedric was sent to off school, and would play Quidditch just like he had wanted.
You didn't think much of it, and the boy you knew turned into a distant childhood memory you thought rarely about.
Your sixteenth birthday arrived quicker than you were ready for.
Bounding down the stairs in your blue dress, you stopped at the bottom step, eyeing the small stack of presents in front of the dining room. Your mother stepped around the corner of the kitchen and gestured towards the table.
“Sit.”
You obeyed, admiring the spread of food and candles set on the dining room table. Your smile faltered slightly once your eyes landed on your father sitting at the head of the table, but you pulled out a chair and sat down anyway.
You cleared your throat as your mother joined you and your father at the table.
“Eat,” said your father, nodding his head in your direction. You picked up your fork, scooping up a bite of food and slipping it into your mouth.
Your parents both watched you, oddly silent as you ate your birthday meal.
“My dear,” your father started, placing his hand over your mothers. “There's something we must discuss.”
You looked up from your plate, a flicker of both fear and intrigue passing through you.
“Such as?” you questioned, bringing your glass to your lips and taking a sip.
“You are arranged to be married.”
You nearly choked on your water and the words sunk in like you were drowning.
“Married?” you sputtered, your eyes wide with fear.
He nodded solemnly.
All sorts of thoughts began to swarm through your mind. You had always imagined marrying for love. Growing up and finding the love of your life against all odds. This was not what you had planned.
“Married? I do not want to get married!” you protested, dropping your fork with a clink.
“I'm afraid you must,” he replied
Your eyes began to water and you looked to your mother for help.
“Father, I refuse!” you exclaimed tearfully, your voice cracking.
His fists slammed on the table and you flinched, recognizing the all too familiar rage in his eyes.
“Enough!” he bellowed.
“This is your duty to this family! This is your responsibility! You will not bring shame to my name!” He snapped urgently, pointing a finger at you.
“You do not have a say in this matter.”
You swallowed, staring blankly at your plate as your gut twisted with dread.
“When?” was all you could manage to weakly whisper.
He cleared his throat, taking a short breath as he picked up his fork and began to eat himself.
“In two years the union will take place,” he murmured, glancing up.
Two years…
Your future. Your dreams. It was all crushed and gone quicker than it took for you to dream them.
You pushed your plate away and closed your eyes.
Your mother took your hands and forced your chin up.
“It is for the greater good.”
Your parents would not tell you who your betrothed was, which angered you to no end that they wouldn’t at least give you an idea of who your husband would be.
What would he be like?
Look like?
Who would this man be?
And you prayed. You prayed to God that he would not be anything like your father.
As the months passed by and your next birthday came and went, the fear of the unknown grew and grew alongside yourself.
You tried to piece together a picture of him in your mind, hoping and dreaming every night that he would be everything you had ever dreamed for yourself. You pleaded for kind eyes, and gentle hands that wouldn't lay a finger on you.
You tried to convince yourself that the situation wasn't as bad as it felt, and that everything would be okay.
Everything would be alright.
You would find happiness.
You would be happy.
On the day of your eighteenth birthday, the knots in your stomach almost hurt.
You sat at your dresser, brushing out your hair as you got ready to meet the man you would marry.
Dipping your fingers into the rouge, you dabbed it on your cheekbones, staring into the mirror at your reflection. You almost didn't recognize yourself. You were now a woman. You sighed, picking up the glass bottle of perfume your grandmother had gifted you and spritzing it onto your collarbones. You didn't feel like a woman. Deep down inside yourself that little girl still remained.
You gave yourself one last glance in the mirror, smoothing out the faint wrinkle in the material of your deep blue velvet dress.
A call of your name from downstairs.
It was time.
The carriage lurched forward, startling you with a jolt as you kept your hands clasped tightly in your lap. It was silent and tense in the atmosphere of the cramped space, and your parents sat across from you with expecting glares.
The ride was long and silent as the hours passed until the carriage stopped. You were here. And God, were you nervous.
You peered out the window at the large manor, surrounded by flowers and trees. It's beautiful. You thought to yourself. Your father gave you a smack on the arm and gestured for you to get out.
You took a deep breath. You were about to meet your husband.
Picking up your skirt you carefully exited the carriage, heels clicking as you lowered yourself onto the stone ground.
As you stood there, you turned your head, attention landing on an older couple and the silhouette of a young man at a near distance. He had dark hair, and his height towered over who was most likely his parents. He stood with his back to you, squared shoulders beneath a suit jacket, nape of his neck disappearing into the raised collar. The afternoon light illuminated his figure, casting a slight shadow on the cobblestone.
You carefully walked forward, your parents on either side of you as you took each step closer and closer.
Then he turned, the golden evening light caught the edge of his profile, shone in his eyes as he casted his gaze upon you. Time seemed to stand still at that moment, and everything was in slow motion. He faced you fully, expression changing into something soft and unspoken as your eyes locked together. Almost instantly, a flicker of recognition went through you the second you saw his face.
His name spilled from your lips.
Cedric diggory.
You almost didn't believe it.
He was no longer the boy you remembered. He was taller, broader, and devastatingly handsome. His face was sharper, slope of his cheekbones higher, baby fat carved away by time. He wasn’t a stranger. You still saw the boy you knew beneath the man he’d become. It was all too familiar.
Both of your parents proceeded with the formalities, introducing you both to each other as if you did not know, or had forgotten who the other one was. But neither of you forgot. You never could.
You didn't register a word they said, not being able to pay attention as you stared at him with a doe-eyed gaze. Neither of you looked away, not taking your eyes off each other. He glanced up at you from beneath his lashes, taking your hand and slowly raising it to his lips to press a kiss to your knuckles.
You smiled bashfully, heart aching as he whispered your name with a nod. He gently lowered your hand and took your arm as his parents led you into the manor. You tried your best to listen to Mr. and Mrs. Diggory explain the history of the manor, and how they inherited it but you couldn't fully focus.
It didn't feel real. It had been so many years. You never would have imagined that it would be him. You had expected the worst. You had dreaded the thought of being introduced to an old man, or someone so boring and dull it would bring you to tears. But this. You never anticipated something as wonderful as this. Relief bloomed deep in your chest.
Everything would be okay.
After dinner both of your parents sat down to quietly converse amongst themselves and you Cedric snuck off to talk and explore.
You strolled down the large and empty hallways of the estate pinkies brushing as you walked so close together. You gazed around in awe of the intricacy and beauty of the furniture, the walls, the paintings.
Cedric finally broke the silence.
“I'd never thought that I'd ever see you again.”
His grey eyes peered down at you. “ It's been years,” he whispered, his voice low and soft as he took in your features, trying to memorize your face all over again
Looking up at him you slightly shook your head in astonishment.
“I had always thought you had forgotten me,” you murmured.
He looked deep into your eyes. “No I… I could never forget about you y/n.”
Color dusted your cheeks, touched and flustered all at once by that revelation. You stole another glance at him, in disbelief that the boy you knew had grown into such a man. He caught your stare and you hastily looked away, your heart racing.
You spent your time together meandering around the estate, roaming the large rooms, and exploring the grande library, reminiscing as you ran your fingers along dusty leather spines.
Reacquainting came more naturally than you had thought.
It turned out that it all had occurred just as Cedric had said.
He had attended Hogwarts, and been sorted into Hufflepuff. He got to play quidditch just like he wanted, even being elected as Quidditch team captain. His school career was everything he hoped for. He had made his father proud. He divulged what he had been up to since graduating and you recounted your life since parting ways.
Cedric led you to the gallery, explaining each family portrait. The story behind it, who they had been.
“That was great, great, uncle Garfield Diggory,” he recounted, gesturing to the painting of a scruffy fat man with a red face. He smiled at you, corners of his lips pulling into a cheeky smile. “He was uh, a raging drunk, and everyone called him stumpy after he drank one too many bottles of whisky and accidentally lopped his own finger off.”
You laughed, pure and genuine as you held onto his arm.
“You cannot be serious,” you giggled, shaking your head.
Cedric grinned back at you, eyes sparkling with mirth as he watched you. He chuckled and dipped his head down to be closer. “As the grave.”
You eventually made your way outside, circling the stately home and admiring the trees surrounding it. Sharing laughter, stories and recalling shared childhood memories, you wondered how you had ever gone so long without one other.
“You know… if I hadn't moved away, I think we would have grown up being best friends,” you mused, daring to look at him.
Cedric turned his face to you, regret and tenderness lingering in his gaze.
He shook his head slightly, reaching down to touch your hand. “I have to agree,” he mumbled, interlacing his fingers with yours. You almost swooned from the warmth of his touch. His hands were large and yet so gentle. You were not used to that.
Hand in hand, you walked into the garden, past the weathered stone walls covered with crawling vines, and moss-kissed marble statues. Every leaf glinted beneath dusk's dim light, and the honeysuckle that clung to the archway and hedges sent a sweet and light aroma your way. Cedric gently led you over to sit down together on an iron bench, under a wisteria draped pergola.
Sitting side by side, knees touching, you cautiously rested your head on his shoulder. He went still, almost afraid of disrupting the moment if he moved even an inch. You stared at the cracked fountain, not wanting to be the one to break the silence.
He tilted your chin up, admiring the glow that the silver moonlight casted onto your face.
“You're beautiful.”
It felt as if all of the breath escaped your lungs.
“You… you can't just say something like that,” you managed to whisper breathlessly.
“And why not?” he challenged gently, leaning his face down so close you could feel his breath on your face.
“It makes me feel things I've never felt before.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
You shrugged, reluctantly tearing your gaze away.
Cedric frowned sympathetically and touched your shoulder. “Hey. It's okay. I know this is all new for you.”
A soft exhale left your lips and you stared up at the twinkling stars above, shimmering like thousands of diamonds scattered across the dark night sky. Cedric turned his face up with you and gently held your hand.
“Thank you.”
He brought his attention back to you once more.
“You don't need to thank me.”
You scoffed lightly and shook your head.
“Well you have treated me better in a day than anyone has in my entire lifetime,” you replied, frowning down at the ground. “I can't just say nothing.”
Cedric's brows drew together with concern and he gently rubbed his thumb over your arm. You suppressed a wince but his perceptive eyes caught it immediately.
“What's wrong?”
Panic immediately flooded through you.
“Nothing,” you insisted quickly, trying to pull your arm away but he held it still with a firm yet gentle grip. He gave you a worried yet earnest look.
“Please... “ he whispered pleadingly. “You can trust me.”
You sighed shakily and nodded, hesitantly allowing him to roll up the sleeve of your dress to reveal the deep purple and indigo hues that stained your flesh. He swallowed, brushing his fingers over the fresh and faded bruises.
“God, I..” muttered, his voice choked up. “If I had ever known-”
You shushed him softly, cutting him off. “It's fine.”
“No it isn't,” he insisted, his voice shaky. “Who's doing this to you? Is it your father?” cedric questioned.
You hesitated, before nodding slowly.
“Y/n I promise… I promise that I will never hurt you. I will never put my hands on you. I will not be your father. I will not treat you like he has. I will take you far away from that place and keep you safe for as long as I live,” Cedric vowed, cupping your cheek. “Do you understand me?”
You nodded, tears stinging your eyes as they dripped down your face. He wiped them tenderly and smiled, soft and devastating.
“I have loved you ever since that day I found you crying by the lake,” he uttered, pressing his forehead to yours. “All these years, all this time, I've been waiting for the moment that I would see you again.”
You trembled, eyes fluttering shut as he gingerly pressed his lips to yours in a kiss, filled with love, longing and desperation. He pulled back and you gaped up at him as if he was the most amazing thing you’d ever seen. And he was.
“I love you too.”
Cedric sniffled, holding you against him in a bone crushing embrace.
You couldn't have been happier.
Your father and mother were thrilled, of course that the match was a success and that they had been right all along.
The wedding was beautiful, simple and small. Everything you had ever wanted was standing right before you.
As soon as that golden band slipped around your finger, you were his.
He held you close, muttering sweet nothings into your hair during the reception and squeezing your hand whenever your father was near. He would protect you, heal your wounds. You looked up into his eyes and and you knew;
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summary: your fourth year starts with the return of the triwizard tournament— and a relationship with cedric diggory that should feel steady, but doesn’t. when harry’s name gets pulled from the goblet, everything shifts. the trio starts to crack, and being with cedric only adds to the tension. you’re sure about how you feel , you love him. but someone else is pulling for your attention, and it’s getting harder to ignore. a slow-burn, character-driven take on goblet of fire, told through your perspective
chapter warnings: SMUT!! (18+ only) including oral sex (f receiving), penetrative sex (m/f), and first time experience . soft dom!cedric, praise kink, light overstimulation, and lots of filthy, romantic language. canon divergence is present (all characters are of age).
authors note: hi friends! so sorry this update took a little longer than expected, i just really wanted to make sure everything was perfect. this chapter has been such a long time coming (slowest burn ever) and since it’s my first time writing smut, i was extra nervous and extra meticulous. i hope you liked it!! and now that the door’s officially been opened… let’s just say this won’t be the last time things get spicy lmao. thank you for reading and for being so patient— i love u guys endlessly. <3
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INSATIABLE MASTERLIST⋆˙⟡
The night wore on, and Cedric and I never once sat down. It became painfully clear that we were dancing to Professor Flitwick's personal playlist, heavy on disco and '80s new wave, but surprisingly, none of the songs were bad.
Cedric would sing along to the corny, sappy lyrics of 'More Than a Woman' by Bee Gees, 'You Sexy Thing' by Hot Chocolate, 'What I Like About You' by The Romantics, and 'Right Down the Line' by Gerry Rafferty.
In return, I would comically sing to him the chorus of 'Whatta Man' by Salt-N-Pepa and smooched his lips to 'Kiss' by Prince.
It was unexpectedly cathartic, watching Cedric let go— watching him be silly and unfiltered and completely himself around me. He’d ditched his dress robes and bowtie early on, leaving him flushed and delicious in his fitted, half-unbuttoned shirt and vest, curls falling into his eyes.
I was having so much fun with him, my entire face ached from smiling so much.
And I just couldn’t keep my hands off him.
My arms stayed looped around his neck as he swayed me from side to side, and I clung to his shoulders when he dipped me low, both of us breathless with laughter, dizzy with joy.
As we twirled, folding in and out of each other’s arms, the world around us blurred— just streaks of color and light, until I caught sight of Cho and Harry a few feet away. They looked relaxed, talking close, smiling like they’d known each other forever.
It made something soft stir in my chest, seeing them comfortable.
When I looked back at Cedric, he was already watching me, grinning like he’d been waiting for me to notice. That soft, knowing smile made my stomach flip. He’d seen it too. Cho and Harry. And not a single flicker of resentment crossed his face.
He looked happy.
At ease in a way that made my heart bloom.
There was no tension, no flicker of jealousy, not even a trace of bitterness.
He wasn’t carrying old feelings. He wasn’t looking back.
There were no games. No second guessing.
Just the kind of steady love that made trust feel easy. Like I could fall into it with my whole heart.
And I already had.
Falling in love is a terrifying thing. It means letting your guard down, allowing someone to see all of you, and hoping they won't take that for granted. It's where you're most exposed. And even though this was my first time being in love, there was no hesitation in giving myself fully to Cedric.
His attention wasn't wavering, and neither was mine. I could continue to allow myself to grow accustomed to his warm, sweet breath, his strong, steady arms embracing me, and his touch that ignited a fire in my entire being. And somehow, I knew that this would be forever.
We fit so naturally. Our senses of humor aligned, and he cared so deeply about the things that mattered to me. Being with him was effortless, like every part of me was seen and understood. I couldn't imagine ever growing bored of him.
I swayed my hips with him as I sighed, unable to believe my luck in finding who I was so sure was my other half.
Then, in a brilliant surprise, The Weird Sisters returned to the stage for an encore, and the crowd erupted into cheers and screams. The energy shifted— brighter, looser, drunk on the high of the night.
As the noise faded into excited murmurs, the lead singer leaned into the mic with a sly grin.
“This one’s going out to all the lovers out there. Hold each other tight, and keep each other warm.”
Before I could even react, Cedric had already pulled me close. His arms wrapped around me like it was second nature, like his body already knew where mine belonged. My heart somersaulted in my chest as I melted into him, my hands finding their place over his heart.
The music shifted into something slower, softer— something that pulled couples together and made the rest of the world fall away.
The crowd around us paired off into couples, the Triwizard Champions among them, all of us slowly swaying to the softness of the ballad.
“Did I mention to you already how fucking happy I am to be here with you?” Cedric asked, his voice sincere.
My eyebrows lifted slightly at the swear, it wasn’t something he did often, but the rawness of it made my heart flutter.
“No, but I know it,” I said, smiling. “I am, too. Tonight might’ve been the best night of my life.”
“The night’s not over yet, angel,” he murmured, and I watched a blush creep across his cheeks.
I thought back to what he’d said the night before, his quiet suggestion, the way it lingered between us even now. I felt a flicker of nerves, but it wasn’t doubt. I knew exactly what I wanted.
“No, it’s not,” I whispered, pressing a kiss to his lips, soft and certain.
My arms looped around his neck as we moved in time with the music, our temples resting together, breathing the same air.
The room felt like it had quieted around us. No whispers, no curious glances, and the lack of attention made the moment feel even more intimate.
Like this moment was meant to be just ours.
There were a few exceptions, of course. One of them being the pair of icy blue eyes a few feet away.
I was surprised to see Draco dancing with Pansy. She looked blissful, her cheek resting on his shoulder, eyes closed with a soft, dreamy smile on her lips. But he couldn’t have looked more uninterested.
He scanned the Hall with visible boredom until his gaze landed on Cedric and me again. And when it did, it stayed, sharpening with something unreadable.
Still, I didn’t give him more than a glance. My focus completely on my Golden Boy, who was looking at me like I was the only thing he saw— his expression open and full of quiet adoration. It made my chest ache in the best way.
We stayed like that through the last few ballads, swaying slowly, wrapped up in each other like the rest of the world had fallen away.
He sang every lyric to me like it meant something, like each word came from somewhere deeper, and with every line, I felt myself sink further into him.
Around us, couples began disappearing— slipping away for some privacy or heading up to get ready for the after-party in the Room of Requirement once they’d had their fill of romantic tunes.
But we stayed.
Cedric and I were among the last still dancing, holding tight to the final notes, clinging to the moment before it faded into memory.
When the last song came to a close, a bittersweet hush swept through the Hall.
For a few seconds, no one moved, then soft applause rippled through the small crowd, all of us thanking Professor Flitwick for his beautiful lineup of love songs.
One by one, we drifted out into the Entrance Hall, doing whatever we could to stretch the evening just a little longer.
Couples lingered, hand in hand, murmuring slow, reluctant goodnights. No one seemed eager to be the first to let the magic end.
I caught sight of Hermione and Krum sitting on the stairs, whispering excitedly to each other, and couldn't help but grin. It was nice to see that Ron didn't manage to spoil their evening.
“Fancy a smoke in the garden?” Cedric asked, his voice low, warm.
I nodded, slipping my hand into his. Together, we stepped out through the open front doors and into the night air, finally getting the chance to admire the grounds we hadn’t yet explored.
The rose garden shimmered under a canopy of fluttering fairy lights, each one twinkling like it was in on the night’s secret. We moved down the steps, the air crisp against our skin, and followed the path lined with thick rosebushes and looming stone statues. Somewhere nearby, a fountain babbled gently, the sound echoing through the stillness.
Here and there, other couples sat tucked together on carved benches, lost in their own little worlds.
Without saying a word, Cedric shrugged off his dress robe and draped it over my shoulders, shielding me from the bite of the crisp December air. Then, hand still in mine, he led us down one of the garden’s winding paths, fishing in his pocket for his cigarette case and lighter.
I watched him in quiet awe as he moved through the familiar routine. Cigarette balanced between his lips, head tipped low to shield the flame from the wind. He lit it, inhaled slow, then leaned his head back, exhaling a long, steady ribbon of smoke into the cold night air.
When he looked down again, he caught me staring—swooning, really—like one of those lovesick fangirls in the corridors who would eye me enviously.
“What?” he grinned, flashing me his pearly whites.
“Nothing. You’re just disgustingly hot,” I said, stealing the cigarette from his fingers and taking a puff myself.
Cedric was about to respond when voices floated over from one of the nearby rosebushes.
Fleur Delacour and Roger Davies stood half-hidden among the petals, completely entangled in a heated makeout session.
Cedric let out a bewildered laugh, which I quickly smothered with a sharp shush, grabbing his hand and pulling him toward the fountain at the center of the garden. I barely held back my own laughter until we were safely out of earshot.
As soon as we rounded the corner, we burst into giggles, our laughter rising into the cold night air as we tried to recover from the shock of catching Fleur and Roger mid-snog.
A cluster of multicolored fairies lifted into the air as we passed, their glow casting soft light across Cedric’s face, highlighting every angle, every detail, like he was something holy.
In the moonlight, he didn’t even look real.
He looked like a Greek God carved from silver.
My own personal Adonis, hands firm on my hips like he never wanted to let go.
“Your face was crafted by the heavens,” he murmured, more to himself than to me, his voice full of something that made my breath catch.
And in that moment, I’d never felt more beautiful in my entire life.
Looking into Cedric’s eyes felt like falling into forever.
Time didn’t tick or pass, it simply paused.
Wrapped around us like something quiet. Something pure.
I didn’t say a word. I couldn’t. I was frozen in the softness of it all, in the overwhelming realization that I was looking at the man I was completely in love with.
And I had never been more certain of anything.
“(Y/N), I’m completely and utterly in love with you,” Cedric professed.
I surprised us both by giggling.
Joy bubbled up inside me, too big to contain, tears stinging my eyes and threatening to spill over from the weight of it.
He looked at me with that signature furrow of his brows— confused, but grinning, his whole face lit with something tender and bright.
I swiped at my cheeks, missing one that he caught with the pad of his thumb, brushing it away so gently it made my heart ache.
“You don’t have to say it back,” he said quietly. “I know it can take some time—”
But I was already shaking my head, already blinking back more tears.
“No, I just... I love you, too. I’m in love with you, too.”
His face lit up with so much pride, so much stunned joy, I thought he might cry right there with me.
It was the look I’d imagined he’d wear if he won the Tournament.
“I think I’ve been in love with you for a while,” I admitted, my voice shaking. “But it hit me during the opening dance. I just didn’t know if you felt the same—”
I didn’t even get to finish.
His hands were soon cradling my face, and then his mouth was on mine.
He kissed me softly. Carefully.
But it wasn’t gentleness I wanted—not now.
Not after everything.
Not after all the build-up. All the longing.
I curled my fists in the fabric of his shirt, tugging him closer with wordless urgency until there was no space left between us.
He groaned, low and primal, the sound rumbling deep in his chest as his arms wrapped around me, lifting me with effortless strength until my legs locked around his waist.
We were exquisitely tangled— and this time, he kissed me like he meant it.
Like he couldn’t stand another second of not doing so.
My thoughts scattered.
Nothing existed beyond the electric slide of his mouth on mine, the delicious scrape of his teeth catching my bottom lip, biting down just enough to pull a helpless sound from the back of my throat.
That sound unhinged something in him.
His grip on me tightened, fingers digging into my thighs with desperate greed, like he couldn’t help himself anymore. Like he didn’t want to.
Then his mouth found my neck.
His lips blazed a trail across my skin, his tongue stroking over the heat of it, and I gasped— arching into him as cold air flooded my lungs, my body writhing under his touch.
My eyes fluttered open for a moment, just long enough to catch the endless sprawl of stars above us, the world reduced to a hush of rustling leaves and glittering fairy lights.
It was dizzying.
He was dizzying.
Cedric was something I could so easily lose myself in.
The sweetest kind of intoxication.
But reality pulled at me through the haze, just enough to remind me we were still outside, exposed, and very much at risk of being interrupted.
He felt it too. The way I stilled in his arms, the subtle shift in my breath.
Gently, he lowered me back to the ground, his hands steady at my waist as I caught my balance.
We both took a moment, eyes scanning the garden around us.
It looked empty. Still. Like we were the only two people left in the world.
But we knew better.
Someone was bound to come by eventually.
"Do you... do you want to go back to my dorm room?" Cedric asked, breathless, his grip on my waist tightening just enough to betray how badly he hoped I'd say yes.
"Yeah, let's go." I grinned, not even pretending to hesitate.
Just like that, we were off, hand-in-hand, heading toward the Hufflepuff dungeons.
When we reached the Entrance Hall, it was completely deserted.
Only the sound of our quick footsteps echoed off the marble floors— until the tower bell above us rang out, loud and thunderous, marking the new hour.
One in the morning.
I yelped, startled by the sudden clang in the stillness, and Cedric laughed, wrapping his arms around me on instinct, shielding me playfully as we descended the staircase.
Down in the lower levels of the castle, everything shifted.
Dozens of students from both Hufflepuff and Slytherin lingered about— already hyped for the after-party everyone had been whispering about all night.
“Diggory! You coming or what?” one of his Quidditch teammates called out, smirking.
Cedric barely turned. “Um, maybe in a bit,” he replied coolly, giving them a nod and the briefest smile before tugging me deeper down the corridor, away from the noise, away from everyone.
I heard snickering behind us, and with the urgency in our steps and the flushed look on both our faces, it didn’t take much to figure out what we were up to.
But I didn’t care.
Whatever trace of embarrassment might’ve flickered there was drowned out by the simple, overwhelming need to be alone with him.
If anything, I was frustrated— at the hallway, at the constant chatter, at how long it was taking to get to anywhere private. My whole body ached for him.
Students continued calling out to Cedric, wanting a glimpse, a word, a moment with one of the Triwizard Champions who were the moguls of the night, but he barely offered anything back. Just tight-lipped smiles as he steered us past them without breaking stride.
Eventually, he led me to a cluster of large barrels, stacked haphazardly along the wall. I hovered behind him, watching with curiosity as he crouched and tapped out a rhythm on the middle barrel in the second row.
Immediately, a hidden door opened beside us, revealing a tunnel sloping downward into the unknown.
"And we just get a lousy, weekly password," I muttered under my breath.
Cedric chuckled, stepping aside to hold the passage open for me.
I followed him in, the earthy scent of the tunnel giving way to warmth and woodsmoke as we entered the Hufflepuff Common Room— a cozy, high-ceilinged space that looked like it had been pulled straight from a storybook.
The room opened up around me, spacious but inviting, bathed in honeyed wood tones and soft golden light. Round doors curved into the walls, leading off to the boys' and girls' dormitories. The tables gleamed with polish, and the familiar, comforting scent of soil and fresh greenery clung to the air like a memory.
But what struck me most were the plants.
They were everywhere.
Potted cacti stood like sentinels on narrow shelves. Lush ferns spilled from copper-bottomed holders hung from the ceiling, their long tendrils curling like green smoke. For a moment, it felt less like a common room and more like a corner of the Hogwarts Greenhouses.
While I took it all in, Cedric rifled through his pockets until his fingers closed around a small brass key. He walked over to a carved wooden door tucked just beside the entryway, slid the key into the lock, and turned it. The soft click echoed louder than it should’ve in the hush between us.
The door creaked open.
He turned back to me, bathed in lamplight, eyes glowing with something quiet and certain.
That smile— playful and devastating, tugged at his lips, the same one that always made my chest tighten.
I lingered on it for a moment, breath caught in my throat.
Then I stepped past him, quiet smile on my lips, and crossed the threshold into his room.
It was warm and soft and familiar.
The room bore a cozy familiarity, quilted bedding and layered rugs like my own dorm, though here they were stitched with rich gold and black, Hufflepuff pride woven into every thread.
By the window, surrounded by yet more greenery, stood a desk in gentle disarray— books stacked, parchment half-filled, ink pots open like they’d just been used. It reminded me of his room back home. A quiet reflection of the boy I knew behind the champion title.
And there, tucked against the wall, stood a four-poster bed like mine... except his stood alone.
One bed.
“No dormmates?” I asked, voice quieter now, my eyes flicking from the bed to Cedric as he shut the door behind us and turned the key again with that same steady, deliberate care.
He cleared his throat. “No, erm... House Boy and House Girl get their own room.”
His voice softened as he stepped closer. One hand lifted to brush my hair aside, exposing the curve of my shoulder. His fingers were warm and featherlight, tracing my skin like he’d dreamed of this moment for longer than he’d ever admit.
“Lucky us,” I whispered, turning to face him fully, my pulse a steady drum beneath my ribs.
The low lamplight cast him in gold and shadow.
His skin was flushed. His eyes, dark and blown wide.
And his lips, still swollen from the garden, were parted, waiting.
He looked at me like he needed this.
Like he’d burn if he didn’t touch me.
His gaze dropped to my mouth. Then lower.
Lingering. Devouring.
My breath hitched.
The air between us so thick with desire, it felt like I could drown.
I let out a quiet, trembling sigh as he raised a knuckle to my cheekbone, barely grazing it. The gentleness of it was ruinous.
My eyes fluttered shut, leaning into the heat of him.
Cedric hesitated, just a heartbeat.
Then I looked up, and whatever he saw in my eyes snapped the last thread of his restraint.
He surged forward, and his mouth crashed into mine in a kiss so deep, so desperate, it stole the air from my lungs.
His hands slid to either side of my face, gripping gently but firmly— grounding me, steadying me, while everything else dissolved around us.
There was nothing else.
It was just him now.
His mouth. His breath. The desperate, unrelenting way he craved me.
Nothing had ever felt more right.
We exhaled into each other— one breath, shared between two hungry mouths. The tension between us unraveled, thread by thread, replaced with something hotter. Something electric.
I wanted more.
Our tongues swirled, a heady mix of his slow seduction and my fevered need. I reached up and slid my dress robes off my shoulders, letting them fall in a soft heap to the floor, leaving only the delicate fabric of my gown clinging to me.
His hands followed instinctively, brushing over my neck, skimming the swell of my breasts. But then he stopped, his fingers stalling like he didn’t want to go further without knowing I was sure.
I leaned into him, pressing my chest against his. The heat of his body bled into mine.
And that look on his face— Gods.
His eyes lit up like a boy unwrapping the one gift he never thought he’d get.
He looked down at me like I was something sacred.
And the moment he knew I wanted this too, something in him shifted.
His hands moved— no longer hesitant, but hungry. They slid up to cup my chest, giving a slow, purposeful squeeze that pulled a shaky breath from my lips. The awe in his expression darkened into something deeper.
Hungrier.
Possessive.
I breathed, legs weakening, nerves sparking like live wires. I reached for him, greedily touching over the fabric of his clothes, desperate to feel more. My palms slid across his chest— firm, warm, all toned muscle wrapped in cotton.
He seemed to revel in it, his restraint thinning with every pass of my hands.
With trembling fingers, I worked open the buttons of his shirt, peeling it from his shoulders with a quiet rustle. Then I tugged at the white tank beneath, dragging it up over his head. It caught for a second, and he laughed softly, wriggling out of it.
I giggled too, the sound slipping out before I could stop it. Something about the moment— his easy confidence, that playful little grin, so unmistakably him— soothed the nerves fluttering in my chest.
And then the shirt was gone, and he was standing in front of me in nothing but his dress pants.
Flushed. Beautiful. Real
He looked like the sculpture of David come to life— athletic, striking, his tousled hair falling perfectly out of place.
I reached out, my fingertips tracing along the defined lines of his torso, slow and reverent. He was lean and strong, built with that quiet kind of grace that didn’t beg to be noticed but demanded it anyway.
“You’re so hot,” I murmured, the awe in my voice shameless.
A smug little smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth, and before I could say another word, his hand slid behind my neck, drawing me in. He dipped his head, his lips pressing warm, open kisses down my collarbone, each one branding heat into my skin.
My mouth parted as I melted into him, every kiss stealing the breath from my lungs. His fingers found the buttons of my dress and began undoing them unhurriedly. Savoring the moment.
And then, with a soft exhale, he unhurriedly slipped the straps from my shoulders.
With the same mannerism as if he were unwrapping something precious.
The dress fell in a hush to the floor, pooling at my feet, leaving me in the silk lingerie I’d picked just for tonight. White. Laced. Barely there.
“Fuck,” Cedric breathed. The word slipped out of him like he didn’t even mean to say it. Like he couldn’t help it.
His eyes drank me in— stunned and starving.
The white bustier hugging my chest, the matching lace low on my hips like a secret meant only for him.
His gaze alone lit something inside me. Hot. Raw. Drenched in desire.
But it also gave me power.
A surprising confidence surged through me. I didn’t feel nervous. I felt wanted. Worshipped. Entirely his.
I stepped closer, slow and sure, guiding his hand to the lace at my hip— the fabric meant to tempt, to be undone.
“I wore it for you,” I whispered, voice low, steady, a smile curling at my lips. “So you could take it off.”
His breath hitched— sharp, almost pained— and for a beat, he just stared, like I’d knocked the world off its axis. His hand tightened at my waist, thumb stroking the lace like he needed to confirm it was real.
Then he moved.
He closed the space between us, hips pressing to mine, the friction sweet and sinful. It dragged a moan from deep in my throat, my nipples hard beneath the lace, nerves igniting everywhere. I arched into him, gasping, pleading silently for more.
Then, finally, his fingers found the clasp of my bra and with a practiced flick, the lace slipped away.
His hands were there in an instant— warm and sure— cupping my tits with a reverence that turned hungry in seconds. I gasped, the contact sent a tremor through my entire body, my mouth falling open in a breathless cry.
And then he put his mouth on me.
He took one nipple between his lips, sucking gently, his tongue swirling with such tender precision it made me whimper. My hips jerked instinctively, desperate and restless beneath him, and my fingers dove into his hair, holding him to me like I couldn’t bear to let go.
He licked and sucked, murmuring soft, broken praise against my skin like he couldn’t believe I was his.
“Fucking hell, you’re perfection,” he groaned against my chest, voice wrecked and breathless, teeth grazing the bud before biting just enough to make me cry out.
His hands moved lower, slow and steady, sliding down my waist to grip the softness of my hips. He lifted me effortlessly, and I wrapped my legs around him without thought, like my body already knew what to do.
We kissed like it was the only thing keeping us alive, falling into a rhythm that made my head spin. One of his hands cupped beneath me, steadying the curve of my spine as he carried us to the bed, his steps slow, confident, measured.
Then he laid me down gently, like I was something precious to be placed, not dropped. My head sank into the plush give of his pillow, and in the next breath, he was over me again, half-naked and burning.
He dipped down without hesitation, picking up right where he left off, tracing a path of kisses over my chest, worshipping every inch of exposed skin with lips that knew exactly what they were doing. When his mouth found my nipple again, I gasped, arching into him. I couldn’t keep still, my hips rolling up into him, desperate for friction.
And then I felt it— the hard press of him through his trousers, nestled perfectly against the slick heat of me.
We both moaned at the contact. The sound tangled between us, raw and shared. His head dropped into the crook of my neck, and we rocked together, instinctive and helpless, letting the sensation take us over.
When he lifted his head again, I couldn’t look away. His eyes were wild, pupils blown wide, nearly swallowing the storm-gray I knew so well. His chestnut hair was a mess— soft, wild, marked by my fingers.
And right then, he looked like everything I’d ever wanted.
He looked fucking beautiful.
My chest rose and fell as I leaned up to kiss him— deep, slow, full of intent. I dragged my teeth along his bottom lip, savoring the way he shivered, before sinking back into the mattress, laid out and open, giving him everything.
Cedric groaned, low and guttural. His hands moved with urgency, sliding beneath me to grip the curve of my ass, fingers digging in as he pulled me against him. His hips ground down harder, rolling in slow, devastating circles that had me gasping, spine arching with each wave of friction.
“Every night,” he rasped, lips brushing my cheek, voice rough and trembling with restraint, “every single night before I’d fall asleep... until my skin burned and my body ached— I thought of you. Just like this.”
A sound broke from me, somewhere between a sob and a moan, and my hands moved down, fumbling with his belt, desperate now.
I undid the buckle, the clink of it sharp in the quiet, then worked at the button beneath. I’d never wanted anyone like this. Not in my entire life.
But before I could free him, he caught my hands in his, his fingers curling around mine like he couldn’t bear to give up control.
“Not yet, darling,” he murmured lowly like velvet dragged across heat. “I need to taste you.”
A gasp tore from my lips as slick heat bloomed between my legs. The words sent a shock of arousal straight through me, my body reacting before my mind could catch up.
I was soaked. Absolutely aching.
He pinned my wrists gently to the mattress, pressing them down like even touching him might shatter the fragile hold he had on control.
Then he kissed me again, hard and fast, before pulling away— beginning his descent with a hunger that bordered on reverent.
He moved lower, lips dragging fire across every curve he passed, taking his time.
His hands followed in tandem, gliding over my ribs, my waist, my hips, like he was learning me by heart.
He kissed down my stomach in warm, open-mouthed devotion, leaving my skin tingling.
And when he glanced up, I caught it— that flicker of restraint beneath the hunger, the silent question hovering in his eyes as he reached the edge of my panties and paused.
“Can I take these off, princess?” he murmured, fingers ghosting along the waistband.
He leaned in, brushing his lips over the silk, then teasing the fabric with his teeth, just enough to make my hips twitch.
A moan escaped me, sharp and breathless.
“Can I?” he asked again, softer this time, his hands steady on my thighs, thumbs stroking soft, soothing circles.
“Please,” I whispered, barely audible.
And he didn’t hesitate.
He sat up, hooked his fingers under the band, and slid them down... slow. Inch by inch. His mouth followed the path, leaving kisses in their wake.
I lifted my hips to help, needing to be bare for him.
With a lazy flick, he tossed the panties over his shoulder. I flinched slightly as the cool air kissed the slick heat between my thighs.
My legs twitched, starting to close, but Cedric gently coaxed them open again.
His hands skimmed up my legs, from ankles to knees, then knees to thighs, until they resettled, firm but careful.
His eyes locked on mine, and his voice dropped to a murmur.
“It’ll feel good,” he promised, warm and sure. “I promise.”
Then he leaned in and kissed the inside of my thigh.
Soft. Slow. Maddening.
Another kiss.
Then another.
Each one hotter. Closer. More devastating than the last.
My skin burned under his mouth. My body arched helplessly off the bed as anticipation coiled tight in my core, so tight I thought I might break.
“Cedric,” I whimpered, voice high and trembling.
“Yes, my love?” he murmured with a knowing smirk, lips ghosting just shy of where I needed them most. His breath fanned against my heat, and I nearly cried from how close he was.
His eyes sparkled with a quiet challenge. He wanted to hear it. He wanted me to say it.
“Please, Ced...” I breathed, my voice nothing more than a desperate, pleading sigh.
His gaze never wavered as his strong hands spread me open, pressing my thighs down into the mattress with deliberate, loving pressure.
The look in his eyes made my heart stutter— tenderness tangled with raw, unfiltered desire.
I flushed, heat rushing to my cheeks as I became acutely aware of how wet I was for him.
Warm, glistening, shamelessly dripping down my thighs.
But he didn’t blink. He didn’t look away. He stared at my pussy like it was the only thing in the world he wanted to taste.
And then he did.
He dove in like a starved man, tongue sliding through my folds with a hungry groan that vibrated against me. My back arched clean off the bed, a broken cry tearing from my throat.
His mouth was hot, open, greedy— licking, sucking, devouring me like I was his first meal after weeks of famine. Like he had nothing else in the world to live for but the taste of me.
His tongue moved with devastating precision, practiced and smooth, licking me in long, deliberate strokes that had me gasping and shaking.
“Fuck, you taste divine,” he groaned into my cunt, voice thick and muffled. His eyes fluttered shut as he buried his face deeper, and I was trembling.
Absolutely wrecked.
The heat between my legs had turned into a wet, pulsing ache, and he was feasting on it.
Every wet, obscene sound— his tongue, his groans, the messy squelch of pleasure— filled the room, turning the moment feral and vivid.
I was already unraveling.
He noticed.
He pulled back just slightly, his hands sliding up the backs of my legs, fingertips dimpling my skin as he spread me even wider.
When his eyes flicked up, dark and ravenous, I watched as his tongue darted out to wet his lips, savoring the taste of me before diving back in.
He flattened his tongue and dragged it through my folds, slow and devastating. I bucked at the contact. His thumb came up to spread me further, circling my clit in maddening, delicate strokes.
My eyes squeezed shut as I writhed beneath him, too gone to care how desperate I sounded.
Then his lips sealed around my clit, sucking gently, then harder, and I cried out— breathless and raw, every nerve unraveling under the weight of his mouth.
“Cedric— oh, fuck—” My fingers clutched at his hair, tugging when his tongue moved in practiced, devastating circles, every flick so perfectly placed it was criminal.
He knew exactly where to touch me.
Exactly how to push me higher.
He groaned in response, low and guttural, and the vibration jolted through me, pleasure curling hot and dizzy up my spine.
He didn’t stop.
He couldn’t.
His mouth was drunk on me— ravenous, insatiable.
I was falling apart, and he knew it.
“Doin’ so good for me,” he murmured against my heat, lifting his head just enough to look at me. His lips were slick, voice wrecked, eyes half-lidded and molten.
I couldn’t form words.
My breath was fast. Uneven.
“You think you can take my fingers?” he asked, and the heat in his gaze pinned me down like a spell.
My breath hitched.
“Yes,” I nodded, my entire body pulsing. “Please.”
He settled deeper between my thighs. One hand traced slow, teasing strokes along my inner leg while the other returned to my center, his thumb brushing over my clit in careful, coaxing circles.
And then I felt it— his finger pressing at my entrance, slipping in slow, stretching me with a tenderness that made my chest bloom with affection and desire all at once.
I gasped. The stretch was unfamiliar, but so good. My body clenched around him, greedy, aching.
He groaned, and just as his finger curled inside me, he sucked my clit into his mouth and I nearly screamed.
“Is that okay?” he asked, his voice quieter now. Still thick with lust, but gentle. Present.
I nodded frantically, barely able to catch my breath. “Yes— y-yes, please don’t stop.”
He nodded once, never breaking eye contact. Then he leaned in again, lips wrapping around my clit at the same moment his finger sank deeper.
The sensation made me shiver.
His rhythm was perfect, mouth and hand working in tandem, a rising tide sweeping me under.
I started to move with him, chasing every flick, every thrust, hips tilting up to meet him.
He adjusted easily, matching me, lips greedy, eyes gleaming.
Then he brought up two fingers, index and middle, and gently drew back the hood of my clit, baring every part of me to his mouth.
The contact was sharp. Intimate. I choked on a breath, my body seizing under the weight of it, pleasure cracking through me like lightning.
He was so in sync with me, it was like his body spoke a language mine had never known it needed.
“Patience, baby,” he murmured against my cunt, a flicker of amusement woven through his hunger. Then he hooked one of my legs over his shoulder, opening me further.
Candlelight danced across his skin, casting his hand in gold— veined, strong, moving between us like he knew exactly what I could take.
His thumb returned to my clit, circling slowly as his finger curled inside me just right.
A gasp tore from me, sharp and ragged.
I wasn't a prude. I’d touched myself before— but nothing had ever gone this deep.
His fingers found places in me I hadn’t even known existed. My body clenched around him as he worked in slow, testing thrusts, studying me. Learning.
I was his. Completely.
His eyes stayed locked on mine, catching every cry, every twitch of need.
“Fuck, you’re really fucking tight, dove,” he groaned, voice wrecked and low.
The sound shattered something inside me.
A moan slipped out— thick, wanton— slick flooding from me in response to the rasp of his voice.
“More. Please, Ced,” I whispered, breath catching.
His eyes softened, even through the haze. “Are you sure?” he asked, still making space for my answer, even now.
I nodded— desperate. Every inch of me begging.
He slid a second finger in, slow, careful, stretching me until I gasped, the pressure just enough to burn in the best way.
“I know,” he whispered, soothing, thumb circling my clit. “I’ve got you.”
He stayed still, giving me time, his tongue soothing the stretch with soft flicks, easing me open.
Once I relaxed beneath him, he started to move again— slow thrusts, deliberate, curling with precision.
His tongue kept pace, licking and sucking my clit like he was made for it.
My back arched. A sob of pleasure ripped from my throat.
My hands flew to his hair, anchoring myself in the thick, sweat-damp curls as he devoured me.
His head moved with purpose, mouth locked to the spot that unraveled me.
I was shaking. Sobbing. A beautiful, desperate mess.
And I couldn’t look away.
Watching Cedric Diggory between my thighs— lips soaked in me, eyes wild with adoration— it was the most erotic thing I’d ever seen.
“I—I’m close,” I gasped, thighs clamping around his head, my whole body trembling.
I sobbed his name, over and over, as the pressure inside me swelled— unbearable, desperate to break.
“Cum on my fingers, love,” he rasped, voice soaked in devotion. “You can do it.”
His fingers moved faster, curling and thrusting, hitting that perfect spot again and again. His thumb circled my clit, steady and precise.
His groan vibrated through me, and everything inside me shattered.
My body locked up, spasming and shaking.
“C-Cedric—fuck—!”
I cried out his name.
A prayer.
A plea.
The orgasm ripped through me like a tidal wave. Violent. Endless.
My thighs locked around him, back arched, toes curling as I broke open in his hands.
My slick coated his fingers, his mouth, dripping down his chin as he held me through it— patient, present, letting me ride every wave.
But he didn’t stop.
He never stopped.
He pressed soft kisses to my overstimulated core, licking me clean through every single aftershock with slow, savoring strokes.
Only when I whimpered did he finally ease off, fingers slipping from me with care.
He sat up slowly, eyes glazed, lips wet with me, chin glinting. The sight of him, filthy and gorgeous, made me feral all over again.
He looked at me like I was a miracle.
And somehow, in his eyes, I believed I was.
Sweat rolled down my neck. My limbs were limp. I could barely move.
Cedric chuckled, voice hoarse, lips shining.
That look— soft, awestruck, in love— made my stomach flip.
It was obscene. It was everything.
I had never come like that before. Never at someone else’s hands.
And I knew, deep in my bones, I would never forget it.
He looked like something divine.
And still, in his eyes, I was the one worth worshipping.
He hadn’t even come yet.
He’d given me everything.
And I wouldn’t stop until he felt as good as he’d made me feel.
I didn’t even think. I just moved.
I climbed into his lap, straddling him, trembling and undone, but ready for more.
I needed him.
I kissed him hard, deep and hungry, tasting myself on his tongue and moaning into the filthy, beautiful mess of it.
His hands tightened around my waist, groaning into my mouth as I rocked against him, grinding down onto the thick heat of his still-clothed cock.
The friction was maddening. Sharp and perfect. It sent shocks through my overstimulated cunt, making me clench around nothing, my body already spiraling again with need.
The kiss broke, but I didn't move far. I hovered there, our foreheads nearly touching, breaths tangled together in the thin space between us.
He looked up at me like I’d cracked the sky open.
And even though I was bare, flushed, undone, shaking— I had never felt more powerful. More seen.
He’d stripped me down to the rawest parts of myself, and yet somehow, I felt invincible on top of him. Worshipped.
I couldn’t believe how easily he’d made me fall apart.
And still... he was steady. Gentle. That quiet strength coiled beneath every breath. His desire never selfish, never rushed. Just him. The boy I loved.
I rolled my hips again, slow and steady, chasing the friction, the burn, the pleasure— but beneath it, something shifted.
A flicker of doubt bloomed deep in my belly. Not from nerves. Not from him.
But from me.
He looked so wrecked beneath me. So beautiful. Chest heaving, eyes glowing, mouth wet from me, and yet, all I could think was can I give him even half of what he gave me?
He felt it.
Of course he did.
His hands stilled my hips with that same careful touch, grounding me. He looked up through his lashes, reading every silent word I hadn’t said yet.
“(Y/N), we don’t have to do anything else, you know,” he said gently, voice like warm velvet as he leaned up and pressed a kiss to my neck.
His tenderness cracked something open in me.
“It’s not that, Ced... I’ve just never—” I began, my voice faltering, heavy with the weight of truth.
But he didn’t let me finish.
“Shh, baby,” he whispered, brushing his lips along my cheek. His hands held me like I was something fragile. “It’s okay. We don’t have to do anything more.”
And the way he said it— so soft, so sure— made my eyes sting.
But the idea of stopping here squeezed something tight in my chest.
I wasn’t afraid of going further. I didn’t want to pull away.
I wanted him. All of him.
The thought of halting now, of leaving this moment unfinished, felt like standing at the edge of something breathtaking... only to step back into the dark.
“...But I want to,” I said quietly, lifting my head just enough to meet his gaze, letting him see the truth in my eyes.
He held my stare, those storm-gray eyes locking to mine with a quiet intensity that always made my breath hitch.
His thumb brushed gently across my cheekbone, like he couldn't believe I was real.
“Are you sure?” he murmured.
I nodded, the movement small but certain.
Then I kissed him— deep, slow— letting him feel the answer on my lips.
My hands trailed down the planes of his chest, tracing every dip and curve until they found the waistband of his boxers. My fingers slipped beneath the fabric, aching to even the playing field, needing to touch him the way he’d touched me.
But before I could move further, Cedric wrapped his arms around me, guiding me gently back down to the mattress, his mouth never far from mine.
I gasped softly as my body met the bed again, legs still curled loosely around his hips, the heat between us simmering.
I reached for him again, but he caught my wrists, lacing our fingers together and pinning them down beside my head— not holding me back, just... pausing. Just being.
I blinked up at him, puzzled by the stillness.
He looked nervous. Something flickered across his face— uncertainty. Vulnerability. His brows knit, like there was something weighing on him.
“Baby...” he started, voice low and unsure. “I want to be honest with you. Cho and I, we’ve—”
I pressed my fingers to his lips before he could say more.
A sharp flicker twisted in my chest. Jealousy, maybe. Or just the ache of knowing someone else had seen him like this. Touched him. Loved him, even.
But I didn’t want it. I didn’t want her name here. Not in this room. Not with us.
“I know,” I whispered. “It’s okay.”
He exhaled, a slow, soft breath, tension melting from his shoulders as I pulled him down for a kiss. This one was gentle. Reassuring. Ours.
I sat up slightly, cupping his face in my hands, my thumb brushing along the curve of his jaw.
That sweet, dazed look returned to his eyes, soft and awestruck, like he was seeing something holy.
His lips parted, like he wanted to say more, but the words didn’t come. Only silence, warm and full, stretched between us in the most loving way.
Then, finally, he whispered, “You’ve no idea how much I wish you were my first...”
His voice was low, tinged with longing and something heavier that sounded like regret and longing.
Something inside me ached and bloomed.
I pressed my forehead to his, breathing him in, my heart fluttering like it had grown wings. He wasn’t rushing. He wasn’t taking.
He was waiting for me.
And I was ready.
I gave him a breathless smile as my hand slid down the hard plane of his abdomen, pausing only briefly before wrapping around the thick, heavy length of him through his boxers.
This time, he didn’t stop me.
His breath hitched, hips twitching in my palm, a low gasp escaping him that lit something wicked and wild inside me.
Even the smallest touch unraveled him. And I loved that.
With a shaky breath, I pushed his pants and boxers down, the fabric dragging over his hips until his cock sprang free— thick, flushed, resting hard against his stomach.
He shifted, rising to his knees just enough to shrug out of the rest of his clothes.
And then he was bare.
Utterly, beautifully bare.
My eyes drank him in— every sculpted line, the soft curves of muscle, the slope of his shoulders, the way candlelight made his skin glow like gold.
He was strength and gentleness, power and softness wound into one breathtaking body.
I felt heat pool low in my belly again.
“You're gorgeous,” I whispered, awe thick in my voice. The words weren’t planned. They just spilled out, helplessly true, like everything else about this night.
He leaned down to kiss me again, and this time it was slower— full of meaning, full of us. Our mouths met with a tender intensity that quickly deepened, melting into something hotter, messier, realer.
His hand slid to the back of my neck, fingers threading through my hair as he pulled me closer, like he couldn't stand even an inch between us.
We sank into the kiss, into each other, completely undone.
My hand found him again, wrapping around the thick heat of him— hard, flushed, already slick at the tip. I glanced down, breath catching at the sight of his cock in my smaller hand. The contrast sent a thrill down my spine, lit something bold inside me.
I stroked him slowly, thumb circling the head, spreading the bead of precum over the velvety skin. Cedric groaned, low and guttural, and the sound curled deep in my belly like fire.
I kissed along his jaw, down his throat, trailing heat over his collarbones as I worked him in my hand. Every twitch, every ragged breath he gave me felt like a reward. Like power and devotion braided together.
But just as my lips reached his chest, his hand moved.
He stilled me gently, fingers wrapping around mine, stopping the motion with quiet insistence.
I looked up, confused, searching.
He shook his head, that familiar soft smile spreading across his lips.
“Tonight’s about you, angel,” Cedric murmured, his voice low and warm, laced with something so full of care.
I hesitated, a blush blooming over my cheeks— embarrassed, just for a second— but then he kissed me again. Sweet. Anchoring. Full of promise.
And I understood.
This wasn’t rejection. It was tenderness. It was him.
As he settled against me again, I melted back into the pillows, parting my thighs to cradle him between them, welcoming him into the space my body had already made for him.
His cock pressed against my center, slick and hot, sliding through my folds with a slow, aching friction that made me gasp— so close, so intimate, I could barely stand it.
Every subtle roll of his hips dragged his length along my soaked pussy, sending sparks up my spine. I couldn’t breathe. I didn’t want to.
I was dizzy from it.
His forehead rested against mine, both of us panting softly, his cock nestled right at my entrance. The tension was unbearable. Perfect.
The sounds he made were quiet, wrecked— little gasps, ragged exhales— like even this was almost too much for him to handle.
And it was undoing me, too.
“(Y/N), are you sure?” he asked again, his voice frayed with need, his whole body holding back.
I bit back a laugh, dazed from affection and lust, and cupped his cheek.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life, Cedric Diggory,” I whispered, low and steady. “I want this.”
He stared at me for one more breathless beat, eyes locked on mine.
And I let him see everything— every flicker of trust, every ounce of love, every thread of want.
He could’ve taken.
He could’ve given in to the pulse between his hips.
But instead, he kissed me.
He kissed me slow. Kissed me everywhere. Every gasp, every desperate sound he pulled from my throat, he answered with the soft brush of his lips. Down my jaw, across my chest, along the curve of my shoulder.
Like his restraint was the only thing keeping him from burning up.
Like he needed to worship me first, before giving in to everything clawing beneath his skin.
And all I could do was whisper his name— half-groaned, barely coherent.
I was soaked. Aching.
My thighs trembled from the effort of holding back, from the heat coiling low in my belly that begged to snap. My hips kept swaying, unable to stay still, seeking more friction, more of him. Pleasure sparked across my skin like embers catching light, stealing my breath, stealing everything.
Then Cedric shifted, his body taut above me, using his strong thighs to nudge mine wider, opening me up with reverent care.
He braced himself, chest heaving, sweat-kissed skin burning against mine. His cock rested against my slick heat, and I could feel how hard he was, how ready.
“This m-may hurt a little,” he murmured, voice shaking, forehead resting against mine. “Tell me if it’s too much. I p-promise you—”
“Ced,” I gasped, threading my fingers through his hair. “Just do it.”
His eyes locked on mine, wide and serious, searching one last time for doubt.
There was none
He nodded, jaw tight, and reached between us to guide himself.
I held tight to his shoulders, breath caught, heart pounding.
And then he pressed forward.
Slow. Careful. Measured.
The head of his cock parted me, and I gasped— the sound loud, involuntary— as slick heat met slow stretch.
It was obscene.
The sound of it, wet and raw, the mix of his spit and my arousal clinging to every inch of him, sent a fresh wave of desire crashing through me.
The stretch was real, but not cruel. My body remembered the prep of his fingers, welcomed the intrusion— but he was thick, and I felt everything.
His eyes never left my face, watching for any flicker of pain. His brow knit, concerned, but I nodded, breathing through it, keeping myself open.
Then he paused. Froze inside me.
His hand slipped between us, thumb circling my clit with that same perfect, practiced touch.
“Baby?” he whispered, low and tender, soothing me through the pressure.
I winced, but only for a second.
Then something shifted.
My body adjusted. My muscles relaxed. I exhaled, slow and deep.
“I’m okay,” I whispered. “Keep going.”
He kissed my jaw and pushed in deeper.
My breath hitched as he filled me further— the stretch no longer sharp, just thick and slow and deep.
I’d imagined this moment so many times, dreamed it, ached for it— but nothing could have prepared me for the intimacy of it.
The warmth. The weight. The way his body pressed into mine like we were meant to fit.
With every slow inhale, every gentle roll of his hips, he sank deeper. And when he bottomed out, when I felt all of him, I moaned— loud, raw— startled by the fullness, the pleasure blooming through me like a slow burn.
And then I looked up.
His face.
He looked at me like I was divine. Like he couldn’t believe this was real.
Like I was the most precious thing he’d ever touched.
Like he couldn't believe he got to have me like this.
My arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him into a kiss that was all tongue and sighs and messy, flowing heat.
When he bottomed out, Cedric groaned, deep and low, his breath catching as he stilled inside me, forehead pressing to my shoulder.
I clung to him, our hearts beating in tandem, the room wrapped in a silence that felt thick with meaning.
We had crossed a threshold. And something about it felt eternal.
I was full. Stretched. A little sore, but not in pain.
Alive in a way I’d never felt before.
And I needed more.
I shifted, hips rolling slightly, wincing at first— but his hand was already there, thumb returning to my clit like instinct, coaxing me through the resistance, soft and steady.
The second I clenched around him, Cedric let out a guttural sound that shook through both of us. His eyes fluttered shut, mouth falling open like he couldn’t believe how good it felt.
I wanted to see him lose control.
“Please move, Ced,” I whispered, voice wrecked.
His eyes opened— stormy, shining. “Are you ready, angel?”
“Yes,” I breathed. My nails dug into his back. “Please.”
He nodded, kissed my cheek, and pulled back— just a few inches.
But even that small motion stole my breath. The drag, the stretch, the slick slide of him leaving me only to push back in deeper, fuck.
I cried out, the sound torn straight from my chest.
Cedric laughed, breathless, voice shaking with joy, like the sound of me unraveling was the greatest relief.
I giggled, dazed and high, until he thrust again.
And I shattered.
His pace was slow and deep, hips rolling in waves, fucking me with the kind of care that came from knowing someone inside and out.
Each thrust dragged across every inch of my walls, his cock thick and perfect, filling me so completely I could barely think.
He held back, even now. Each movement was deliberate, like he wanted me to remember this feeling for the rest of my life.
“Fuck, Ced...” I moaned, hands twisting in his hair, my legs locking tighter around him. “You feel so good.”
“So do you,” he whispered at my throat, voice rough and reverent, hips moving with more purpose now. “You feel like fucking heaven.”
And that was it.
It wasn’t just lust.
It wasn’t just pleasure.
This was love.
Cedric kissed along my neck, murmuring soft praises between each thrust, and I moaned, quiet and breathy, as my fingers threaded through the curls at the base of his neck.
He rocked into me with that same tender precision, pulling out halfway only to sink back in, and I gasped, chasing every movement like it was salvation.
The pleasure was a slow build now, all-consuming, the kind that spread like honey through my limbs. The stretch had melted into heat, and every deep push made me tremble.
He moved like the moment mattered— because I mattered. Each stroke felt like a promise written into my skin. He wasn't rushing. Wasn't chasing a finish line. He was showing me what it meant to be wanted. Devoted to.
And god, he was so good at it.
When he shifted, adjusted his angle, and found that hidden spot inside me, I cried out.
My body clenched around him, hips lifting, breath shattering into fragments. Cedric groaned, his head dropping as he captured my mouth in a kiss— messy, open, full of heat and soft, breaking sighs.
I gasped his name between kisses, half-sobbing from the intensity, and he could feel how close I was. His hand slipped between us again, fingers finding my clit with infuriating accuracy.
He rubbed soft, steady circles, and my moan tore through the air, echoing off the walls.
When I tightened around him again, he stilled, hips twitching, his forehead dropping to my shoulder with a rough, broken curse.
“Fuck... baby...”
Even now, he was gentle. Like I was glass. Like I mattered more than anything.
But every thrust came packed with hunger. Every slide deeper pulled us closer to the edge.
He wanted me to feel all of it.
And I did.
Every inch.
Every wordless promise.
He filled me completely, made me feel whole in a way I never knew I was missing. Our moans tangled with the soft slap of skin on skin, bodies rocking in that sweet, aching rhythm.
“God, I fucking love you,” he groaned, voice cracking open. I gasped, overwhelmed, tightening around him like my whole body had been waiting to hear it all along.
My ankles locked behind his back, pulling him deeper, closer, until I couldn't tell where he ended and I began.
I couldn't speak— I was too full of him, too lost in the heat of his body, but he felt it.
He felt how fiercely I clung to him, how deep my love ran.
His lips trailed fire along my throat, murmuring my name like a prayer, his thrusts just a bit deeper now, enough to stoke the fire curling in my gut.
Our bodies moved together like we’d been made for this. And when his hips stuttered, when he choked on the sound of my name, I knew I wasn’t the only one unraveling.
The golden boy, all charm and poise, undone for me.
It was heady. Addicting.
I arched into him, and he clung tighter, like I was the one holding him together. Every twitch of him inside me, every breathless groan, pushed me higher, faster.
I felt him all the way inside— hard and throbbing, his cock twitching every time I clenched.
He kissed me again, tongue slow, teasing, and when I tried to chase the friction, desperate for more, he gently pressed me down into the sheets, shaking his head.
“Slow, sweetheart,” he gasped, voice shredded. “Want it to last...”
And I nodded, dizzy and aching, trusting him to take me there.
We were a mess of tangled limbs, sweat-slicked and breathless, his forearms braced beneath me as he cradled my body close.
My legs stayed locked around his back, silent in my plea.
Don’t stop, please don’t stop.
“I’ve got you,” he whispered, lips at my jaw. “Gonna make you come again, yeah?... You’re so warm for me... so fucking warm, shit—”
His voice cracked, and I felt him tremble.
His cock twitched again, and I knew he was falling apart and trying not to.
He shifted, found that angle— and fuck, he was deeper.
I bit my lip, eyes wide, the sound trapped in my throat.
“You’re doing so good, darling,” he breathed. “So, so good. Such a good girl, (Y/N).” And my body nearly betrayed me right then.
“Ced...” My voice cracked, thick with tears and need. His fingers threaded through my hair, gripping just enough to make me whimper.
"I'm here, love. I've got you.Gonna take care of you. My sweet girl..."
He kissed my cheek. My temple. My mouth.
His thrusts hit that spot again and again, and his words— soft, filthy— pushed me right to the edge.
“Gonna make you come all over me. God, fuck, you feel so fucking incredible...”
Each word was wrecked, each thrust more desperate.
“Come for me,” he groaned. “Wanna feel you fall apart.”
“Please... Ced, please—” He felt it. Every flutter. Every squeeze. Every shattered gasp.
My hands yanked his hair, hard enough to make him grunt, but I needed him to feel how deep it ran. How real this was.
“That’s it, petal,” Cedric gasped, thrusting hard and deep. “That’s it, my love. That’s right. Come for me, angel, come for me.”
And then, everything stopped.
Our eyes locked.
Nothing but raw, burning love.
I cried out, my body seizing as my orgasm ripped through me. Thighs trembling, nails digging into his back, I held him like he was the only thing keeping me grounded.
I moaned his name.
And then— I screamed it.
He buried his face in my neck, bit down gently, and I broke.
Screaming. Writhing. Clutching him like he was air.
My whole body seized, clenching and fluttering around him as I shattered, crying out with a force I didn’t know I had.
He held me through it.
Murmuring praise.
Kissing my skin.
Letting me break completely.
“You did so good for me, my gorgeous girl,” he whispered.
And with one last thrust— deep, final, full— he groaned and spilled inside me.
His whole body trembled as I felt him pulse deep inside, warmth flooding me, a final wave of pleasure closing over us both.
I kissed his throat, his shoulder, murmuring his name, our bodies twitching with the last aftershocks.
He collapsed over me, face tucked into the curve of my neck, breath ragged.
“Oh, thank you,” he sighed, and something about it, something honest and sweet and overwhelmed, made me giggle.
He started laughing too, quiet and breathless, and we stayed like that— shaking with joy, tangled in the sheets, tangled in each other.
When he finally pulled out, we both whimpered, and I flinched at the emptiness. But he was already pulling me into his arms, wrapping me up like something precious.
His eyes met mine like I’d hung the stars.
Blushing, I kissed his nose. Then his lips.
“I love you so much, Ced.”
“I love you, darling.”
He held me close, our limbs entwined beneath the blankets, and I buried my face in the crook of his neck, breathing him in like he was home.
With him, I felt safe.
Wanted.
Loved in a way I’d never known before.
So I stayed there.
Wrapped in him.
Exactly where I belonged.
♱ 𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 ♱
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hi!! i wanted to ask what happened to “i wanted to be with you” cedric fanfic, such a great fanfic and i wanted to reread! is there a way to read it again? :(
Hi :))
So I'm taking a break from tumblr rn so I privated all my fics for a bit. But I'll unprivate it for you <33
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Hi girl!! i just wanna ask what happened to the "risk" fic ? i was planning to reread it but i cant find it anymore :(( i had the link saved too but when i click on it the page doesn't showw. anyways i lovelove your fics!!
Hi lovely!! I privated all of my fics temporarily because of my own mental health lol. I'm so happy to know how much it really means to you! I will unprivate it just for you and you can always just copy and paste it into a Google doc if u wanna bc I might go private again. Anyways! Have a great day and I hope you don't mind that I'm not really active right now.💞
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The Batman (2022) is real; it is not a figment of my imagination. The Batman (2022) is real; it is not a figment of my imagination. The Batman (2022) is real; it is not a figment of my imagination. Th̭e̠̩̝ ̦̪̥B̺̱͕at̳̙͕m̲an̬̬ (̮̙2̼̲0̯22)̗ ̦̞is re̗̘̣al; ̥̭it i͖s no͔t a̙̜̥ fi̫ͅgme̞n͖̯͔t̬ͅ o̖͎f m̭̙y ̩im͕̱ag͎̺in̪̱͖a͉̫̪t̫̺̦io̤̗n̻̪͙.̠̻͓ ͍ Th̭e̠̩̝ ̦̪̥B̺̱͕at̳̙͕m̲an̬̬ (̮̙2̼̲0̯22)̗ ̦̞is re̗̘̣al; ̥̭it i͖s no͔t a̙̜̥ fi̫ͅgme̞n͖̯͔t̬ͅ o̖͎f m̭̙y ̩im͕̱ag͎̺in̪̱͖a͉̫̪t̫̺̦io̤̗n̻̪͙.̠̻͓ ͍ T̝he ̬̥̯B̯͎̟̥͇̞aṭ͉̣m͇͓̫͕͖a͖n̞̮̭̫ (̞̲̙̥̱̥2̗̜͙̳̹0̬̱͈͔̳͕̥2͈2͔͎̥)̖̱̬͙͍̠̮ ị̟̺̩s̮̗̝ r̻̰̜̪̦̳e̖̬̣̝al;̺̗ͅ iṭ̝̮͍̞̪ i͙̮̖̦͕̺̘s ̫̙͚̯͔no̼̮t̥̼̫̙̼ͅ a ̘f̩̘̝i̭̤̥̱g̳̘̜̗̖̬̪meṇ͓͇̼͇t͖͚͈̥̮ͅ ̮͚̹͎͕o̟͈f̦͕ m̭͚͈̹̲̯̙y̹̭̭ ̭i͙̮̬͚͚͚͖ma̝͉̖ͅg͉̩͚̯ina͔t̤̗͖͖͈i͍̲̻̘̬o̝͓̦̯̰n͕̬͎̪̬̙͙.̹̰̯ T̝he ̬̥̯B̯͎̟̥͇̞aṭ͉̣m͇͓̫͕͖a͖n̞̮̭̫ (̞̲̙̥̱̥2̗̜͙̳̹0̬̱͈͔̳͕̥2͈2͔͎̥)̖̱̬͙͍̠̮ ị̟̺̩s̮̗̝ r̻̰̜̪̦̳e̖̬̣̝al;̺̗ͅ iṭ̝̮͍̞̪ i͙̮̖̦͕̺̘s ̫̙͚̯͔no̼̮t̥̼̫̙̼ͅ a ̘f̩̘̝i̭̤̥̱g̳̘̜̗̖̬̪meṇ͓͇̼͇t͖͚͈̥̮ͅ ̮͚̹͎͕o̟͈f̦͕ m̭͚͈̹̲̯̙y̹̭̭ ̭i͙̮̬͚͚͚͖ma̝͉̖ͅg͉̩͚̯ina͔t̤̗͖͖͈i͍̲̻̘̬o̝͓̦̯̰n͕̬͎̪̬̙͙.̹̰̯ T̞̖̻͖̦̪͈h͇̣̦̖̰͎̙̼̝̟̪͉͕ͅe̙͚͈̲̝̮̱̯̠͓̘̫ ̞͎̲̰͉̳B͉̲̭̙̮̰̮̩̫͖͙͕a͕̯̺̞͓t͕m̖̘̝̞̻̬̙̱̲̤͚͇̤͇̤an̜ (2͎̣̣͈͇̺̱̖̙0̟̰̮̯̺̫͎̰͖̺̞̠̼2̬͎̰̣̺̙͎̗͈̱̻̲͇̼̱2͈̻͈̠̜̻̤̖̫) ̟i͉̩̤͙͎̣̪̫ͅͅs̗̘̞̖̥̺̬̩̜͎̟ ̥̜̬̠̼̫̗̠̻r̲̩͉͔͇̪͈̰͚̻͙͉ͅea͚͔̪̠ḷ͉͙̼̜̤̰; i̻̻̫̭͕̙͖̰͔͕̥͕t ͖̩̭̩̳̰͓͙̬is̰̥̦͓̺̝ n͕̺̫͇̻̫̜͎̖̙̩̟̯̼̻ot͙͕̥̗̳̣̤͍̯̙͙̮͉͇͚ a͍̤͔̹̳̘̼̬̤̭͉̝͖ fi̺̤̱̻̞͍͈̲g̦̗͎̼̬͓̝͔͓̞̫͉̲ͅm̦͚e͔̫̠̗̼̗̼̯͈nt̝̠̖̺̪̖̻̠͕̟͕̦̜͖ of͍ m̱̲̫̳̗̫̩͇͖̹̖̖̱̹͉y ̻̰ima̖̼̰̘̥̦͕̮g̲̹͉̪͉̪̮̞̳̘̯̦̳̤̬i̳͔̥̪̺̪̩̟̪̜̻̱̻̮nat̞̻̮̜̦̪̻̜̜͔̰̰̬̼i͎̺̠̳̥̞̫̥̠on͙̙̤̘̱̠̪.̜͚͓͇̲̤̺̱̹͖͈̣͎̦͔ ͈̯̣ T̞̖̻͖̦̪͈h͇̣̦̖̰͎̙̼̝̟̪͉͕ͅe̙͚͈̲̝̮̱̯̠͓̘̫ ̞͎̲̰͉̳B͉̲̭̙̮̰̮̩̫͖͙͕a͕̯̺̞͓t͕m̖̘̝̞̻̬̙̱̲̤͚͇̤͇̤an̜ (2͎̣̣͈͇̺̱̖̙0̟̰̮̯̺̫͎̰͖̺̞̠̼2̬͎̰̣̺̙͎̗͈̱̻̲͇̼̱2͈̻͈̠̜̻̤̖̫) ̟i͉̩̤͙͎̣̪̫ͅͅs̗̘̞̖̥̺̬̩̜͎̟ ̥̜̬̠̼̫̗̠̻r̲̩͉͔͇̪͈̰͚̻͙͉ͅea͚͔̪̠ḷ͉͙̼̜̤̰; i̻̻̫̭͕̙͖̰͔͕̥͕t ͖̩̭̩̳̰͓͙̬is̰̥̦͓̺̝ n͕̺̫͇̻̫̜͎̖̙̩̟̯̼̻ot͙͕̥̗̳̣̤͍̯̙͙̮͉͇͚ a͍̤͔̹̳̘̼̬̤̭͉̝͖ fi̺̤̱̻̞͍͈̲g̦̗͎̼̬͓̝͔͓̞̫͉̲ͅm̦͚e͔̫̠̗̼̗̼̯͈nt̝̠̖̺̪̖̻̠͕̟͕̦̜͖ of͍ m̱̲̫̳̗̫̩͇͖̹̖̖̱̹͉y ̻̰ima̖̼̰̘̥̦͕̮g̲̹͉̪͉̪̮̞̳̘̯̦̳̤̬i̳͔̥̪̺̪̩̟̪̜̻̱̻̮nat̞̻̮̜̦̪̻̜̜͔̰̰̬̼i͎̺̠̳̥̞̫̥̠on͙̙̤̘̱̠̪.̜͚͓͇̲̤̺̱̹͖͈̣͎̦͔ ͈̯̣ T̫͓̻̩̳͛ͣͯ̋ͦh͌͐̒͂ͦ̈́ͫ̓͌̈́̎̂̍̚e̺̭̼̪͎̣̮͑͗̎͌̑̂͑ ̹̬̞̠̘̯̤̖̯̯̼͙͖̗̞͊̑̐̿̅͂̊͋̽̒̓̿͒̂̚B̓̈́͊͊̽̓ͧ̿ͭͮ͂à̏͊͊̍͆͆ṯ͉͍̫̳͍̮͇̬͉͕͕̻ͅm̃̆͐̎̿͌̽̄ͩͨͯ̆͐ͫa̞̘̐ͣn̓͌̀̏ͪͨ̊̐͐ ͓͙̘͓̙͈̜̪̘̦͆̍́ͥ̂͊̈́̾ͮ̓(̱͉͓̮̱̣͓̖̤̩̿͐ͥͣ̎͋ͥͤ̽̂̐ͅ2͚̤̪ͪ̅̊0̞̼̙̝̹ͨͬ͊̌̀2͕̜̬̋ͩ̓2̟̥̈̒)̯̗͔̙̲̦̦̝̝̭̩̹ͥ̂̃ͤ̉͑͛̏ͪ̇̈́̚ ̥̝̦͇̼͙̩͙̣̺̹̜̾̈̀͐ͬ̋̍̏ͣ̈̋͒ḯ̓ͩ̎s͈̯̦͂ͧ̏ ͊̄ͪ̾͒̌̌͒ͦͥ̽̌̓̔̈r̭̝̘̠̝̈́̿̄ͮ͊eͧ̿̇ͣͥͭa̱̥̙̗̙͕̩͉͇l͉͇̰̜̜̫̪͔̪̭̝̓̋̉͛͛̒͆̌̋̆ͦ;̪̞̦̦͔̖̥͉̹̯̫̘̔̊̌̍͊̉̉ͮ̽͆́̉͑ͅ ̤͍̹̫̟̜͈̹̠̩͇̤͎̞̍́ͧͮͬ́ͥ̒̏͛̉͂̑̈i̯͔t͐ͨ̽̅͊̇̊̿͐̈̀̊ ́̇̋i͖̮̦̩͔͙̼̝̘̰̲̋ͦͥͬ̓̐ͭ͌̾̒̂s͍̬̞̭͔̏̇̈͆̑ ͑́̿͌͂͗͌̑no͇̺͍̮͇̲̮͕̫̯͚̓͂͊͒ͣ̉͒̇͂̇̒ṯ̯̜ a̹̣̘̲̼ ̝̻͔͈͑ͪ̅̑ͯͅf̥͙͈͕͎͉ͤ̃͗͆̓̄i̬̼͍͉̙̫̠̪͙̲͌̿̿̋̈̿̽ͣͯ̄g̦̭̙͕̦͓̮̖͖͓̖̹̮ͯ͋ͥ̅ͦ͂ͧ̓͗̈́ͤ̿̄m̲͒ͥͅen̺̣̹̱͙̔̃ͥ̐̈t̪̪̱͎̣̮̙̺̫ ͈́o͗̉ͥͥͤ̄ͦͤ̂ͧf̯͈͉ͅ ̱̙̬̗̹̤̣̦̖̈́̋̓̓̈͗̉ͧ͊̚ͅm͒͆ͤͣ̊̔͊ͭ͂̑ͩ̀̍͌̚y͙̦̩͇̠̠̙̠̫͙͊̇̓ͨ̓ͪͭͦ̓ͩ ̖̝͓̦̬͈͕͇̩̻ͅi̜̹̭̜ṃ̬̗̫̮̟͉̪̞̝͍̭̄̆͆̆̽ͧ͋͌̏ͫͥͨȁ͔͕̲̲̠͉̠̥̱͓͇ͪ̾ͮ̎̏̒̔̏͊͒ͨͅg̥̯̱̠͉͍̖̬͍in̲̪̦̬͙̝͌ͤ͐͐̑͒ẫ͚̫̞̭̙̼̟̟͈̊̌̔ͧͪ̀͋t͐̐͆ͩ̈̊͒̔i̠̦̳̝̜͈͉̺͇ͅon̻̮̣̳̖̜͒͛̎̎̂ͤ.̣͈̖̱̝̝̳̗̹͍͎̓̀̅͐͗͆͋ͥ͂̇ͤ ̱͖̥̫̼̘͈̖̥̀́̍͑ͥ̈́͗͐̊ T̫͓̻̩̳͛ͣͯ̋ͦh͌͐̒͂ͦ̈́ͫ̓͌̈́̎̂̍̚e̺̭̼̪͎̣̮͑͗̎͌̑̂͑ ̹̬̞̠̘̯̤̖̯̯̼͙͖̗̞͊̑̐̿̅͂̊͋̽̒̓̿͒̂̚B̓̈́͊͊̽̓ͧ̿ͭͮ͂à̏͊͊̍͆͆ṯ͉͍̫̳͍̮͇̬͉͕͕̻ͅm̃̆͐̎̿͌̽̄ͩͨͯ̆͐ͫa̞̘̐ͣn̓͌̀̏ͪͨ̊̐͐ ͓͙̘͓̙͈̜̪̘̦͆̍́ͥ̂͊̈́̾ͮ̓(̱͉͓̮̱̣͓̖̤̩̿͐ͥͣ̎͋ͥͤ̽̂̐ͅ2͚̤̪ͪ̅̊0̞̼̙̝̹ͨͬ͊̌̀2͕̜̬̋ͩ̓2̟̥̈̒)̯̗͔̙̲̦̦̝̝̭̩̹ͥ̂̃ͤ̉͑͛̏ͪ̇̈́̚ ̥̝̦͇̼͙̩͙̣̺̹̜̾̈̀͐ͬ̋̍̏ͣ̈̋͒ḯ̓ͩ̎s͈̯̦͂ͧ̏ ͊̄ͪ̾͒̌̌͒ͦͥ̽̌̓̔̈r̭̝̘̠̝̈́̿̄ͮ͊eͧ̿̇ͣͥͭa̱̥̙̗̙͕̩͉͇l͉͇̰̜̜̫̪͔̪̭̝̓̋̉͛͛̒͆̌̋̆ͦ;̪̞̦̦͔̖̥͉̹̯̫̘̔̊̌̍͊̉̉ͮ̽͆́̉͑ͅ ̤͍̹̫̟̜͈̹̠̩͇̤͎̞̍́ͧͮͬ́ͥ̒̏͛̉͂̑̈i̯͔t͐ͨ̽̅͊̇̊̿͐̈̀̊ ́̇̋i͖̮̦̩͔͙̼̝̘̰̲̋ͦͥͬ̓̐ͭ͌̾̒̂s͍̬̞̭͔̏̇̈͆̑ ͑́̿͌͂͗͌̑no͇̺͍̮͇̲̮͕̫̯͚̓͂͊͒ͣ̉͒̇͂̇̒ṯ̯̜ a̹̣̘̲̼ ̝̻͔͈͑ͪ̅̑ͯͅf̥͙͈͕͎͉ͤ̃͗͆̓̄i̬̼͍͉̙̫̠̪͙̲͌̿̿̋̈̿̽ͣͯ̄g̦̭̙͕̦͓̮̖͖͓̖̹̮ͯ͋ͥ̅ͦ͂ͧ̓͗̈́ͤ̿̄m̲͒ͥͅen̺̣̹̱͙̔̃ͥ̐̈t̪̪̱͎̣̮̙̺̫ ͈́o͗̉ͥͥͤ̄ͦͤ̂ͧf̯͈͉ͅ ̱̙̬̗̹̤̣̦̖̈́̋̓̓̈͗̉ͧ͊̚ͅm͒͆ͤͣ̊̔͊ͭ͂̑ͩ̀̍͌̚y͙̦̩͇̠̠̙̠̫͙͊̇̓ͨ̓ͪͭͦ̓ͩ i̜̹̭̜ṃ̬̗̫̮̟͉̪̞̝͍̭̄̆͆̆̽ͧ͋͌̏ͫͥͨȁ͔͕̲̲̠͉̠̥̱͓͇ͪ̾ͮ̎̏̒̔̏͊͒ͨͅg̥̯̱̠͉͍̖̬͍in̲̪̦̬͙̝͌ͤ͐͐̑͒ẫ͚̫̞̭̙̼̟̟͈̊̌̔ͧͪ̀͋t͐̐͆ͩ̈̊͒̔i̠̦̳̝̜͈͉̺͇ͅon̻̮̣̳̖̜͒͛̎̎̂ͤ.̣͈̖̱̝̝̳̗̹͍͎̓̀̅͐͗͆͋ͥ͂̇ͤ ̱͖̥̫̼̘͈̖̥̀́̍͑ͥ̈́͗͐̊ T͉̗̮̟̥̟̩̦̊̒͛ͮͫ̌̀ͩẖ͓͎̰͚̤̦͍̻̘̉͂̒͛̄̈͋ͩ͛̎ė̸͕̲̼̗̦̗͕̼͔̼̽ͭ̓ͤ̌ͤ͗ͤ̄ ̘͓͚͙͓̘͕̫̘̝̯ͅͅB͚̟͖̰̝̰̲̋͑͂̃ͭͮͭa̶͍̙̯͕͔̺̩͖͇͈͉͚͚͉͡tm͐̎͒a͙ͥn ̻̼͚͉̤̰̰́͆̅ͬ͌ͫ̈(2̷̶̧̰͓̪̺͕̘̋̏̋ͧ̌̏02͎͚̪̩͈̆̽ͪ̀͆2̸̫̣̩͓̘̖͈̻ͨ̔̄̄̔̂̾̃)̨̨͇̞̭̺͇͓͋ͧ̾̅̏̈́̀ ͦ̌ͭ͂ͦ̄̆͛͊̇̄̇͊̚͢͏͔͚̙̯͇̺̭̳̥̺͙͖͚͔î̖̥̦̱̰̯͈̻̬̜̖̌ͦ͆ͭͫ̐ͦ̊͗̀̚͡͠sͨͣ̓̎ͦ̍͑ ̵̢̲̝͚̞̹̱͕̠̻͂̊̉̊̓ͨ̌ͬ͑̚͝ͅr̶͙̘̬̘̗̘̱̖͇̘̪͝e̫͙̦͖̬̗͙̼̬̘͈̠̩̘̯a̲̝̙̘͖͔̪̝͆ͥ̊̍ͩ̈́ͫ̚ļ͘;̝̈́ ̧̥͙͓̟̖̭̹̰̹͉̮̼͙͎̫̅ͩ͊̆ͪ̌ͬ̂ͩ̊̈́̉ͥ̇̆̕̕į̮̬͉̼̲͈̫͓̖̯͍̣͓ͪ̎̽ͬͯ̊͂͋ͯͣͥ̏̒͐̚͝ͅͅt̷͞ ̧̣̟̜̣̞͚̹͈͚̔̋ͩ̔̿̉̈́̎̉̊͘ͅị̖̰̹̞̫͚̗̹ͭͤ͗̓̅̿́ͨ͑̌͢ͅs̩̗̋ͪ ͠҉̖̣̩ń̶ọ̭̹̏͂̒t͊͏̭ ̡̖̼̟̦̝͡a͡͠ ̉
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This was anonymously requested and the original request I already answered to if you want to read it just scroll down on my blog. Thank you anon for requesting and I'm sorry this took so long! I feel like this isn't my best writing but I tried my best! :)
Warnings: probably a few errors, possessiveness, out of character Cedric, use of Y/N, toxic relationship, that is pretty much it lol
Word count: 2436
Prologue:
Cedric Diggory was always seen as a charming, popular and handsome boy. And while all of those things were true to describe him, he had a different side that few knew about. The closest anyone had gotten to understanding his true character was probably Lee Jordan or the Weasley twins, and even then, they didnt know much. No one knew who he was. That was until he met you. Behind that handsome mask was a dark person who could be merciless and manipulative, who wouldn’t hesitate to get back at someone who would cross him, and little did you know, you would be the person to remove that mask and witness who he really was.
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It was the beginning of a new school year and the hallways of Hogwarts were filled with a sea of red, green, yellow and blue as students bustled off to the Great Hall for the sorting hat ceremony. You smiled as the group of anxious and small first years passed you, being lead by the headmistress Mcgonagall. It brought you back to when you were a first year yourself, your stomach fluttering in a mixture of excitment and nervousness as to what house you would be sorted into.It had turned out that you were a Gryffindor, the house of the brave and bold. It surprised many, including yourself because you had never seemed to be one of them.
You walked into the gathering place, your eyes scanning the floods of students being hearded into the right direction by prefects and professors as you made your way to your seat. You then felt yourself being practially bulldozed over as a group of rowdy Slytherin boys tried pushing through the group of you and your fellow Gryffindors. It was loud and chaotic and you were becoming slightly disoriented as you were shoved to the side, accidentally falling into the arms of someone.
It had happened quickly though to you it felt like it was almost in slow motion. The strong arms steadied you, helping you to your feet. You looked up, being met with the face of Cedric Diggory. You internally groaned, your eyes locking with quite literally the most popular boy in school. Sure, he seemed nice and helpful but for some reason you didnt trust him, like something else was going on with that boy. No one could be that perfect.
“Are you alright?” Cedric asked, letting go of you after a moment. You forced a polite smile and nodded.
“Yes, thank you,” you replied, breaking eye contact for a moment. The way his intense eyes seemed to study you made you uncomfortable.
“I haven't seen you around here before, whats your name?” he inquired, letting the other people pass you by as you stood there in the middle of the hall. You had to fight the urge to roll your eyes. Of course you knew who he was, but why hadn’t he noticed you before? You were only a year under him, he shouldve at least known who you were, popular or not.
“Y/N L/N,” you said simply, extending your hand to shake, you didnt want to really, but it was the socially expcted thing to do. “But of course I already know who you are,” you added.
He took your hand, shaking it firmly as he stared into your soul.
“It’s nice to meet you.”
He then gave a nod, returning to leading the younger students to their seats so the ceremony could begin. You made it to your table, feeling his eyes on you still, even across the hall.
From that point on, you had caught Cedric’s interest. You were different. And he had every intention of peeling back all of your layers and finding out everything about you. You drew yourself out of anyone, unlike him, who's still went along with what everyone else wanted him to be.
The weeks went on since your first meeting and Cedric suddenly was everywhere, which you found odd because the years before you scarcely saw him, and of course he had never saw you in return. It had become a habit for him to observe you whenever he saw you, like you would a specimen in a jar, and he had no idea why it had taken him so long to do so.
You noticed this however, how his gaze would linger on you, whether you were in class or the quidditch pitch, or the hallways of the castle. Was he seeking you out? Or was it just fate that you both happened to be in the same place so often?
After a while Cedric had decided he wanted to be with you, to uncover who you really were. You knew this, however and tried your hardest to stay as far away as possible from him, but he wouldnt give it up, he would persist.
It was a chilly autumn morning, the breeze was lightly blowing and the skies were painted a dull light grey. You stood outside, leaning against a tree as other students quiet chatter scattered throughout the courtyard. You let out a sigh of relief, Cedric being nowhere in sight. In fact, you hadn't seen him in days. Maybe he had given up, realized it wasnt worth it, and forgot about you. But you were wrong. It was the opposite. He had spent days holed up in his dorm, thinking about how he would go about with his plan. You would be his; he was sure of it, but he wasnt sure how yet. But today was the perfect day to make you his. You were alone, not using your friends as a way for him to never come up to you.
You let out a breath, your breath visible and swirling in the cold air as you pulled your sweater around you more. You then looked up, seeing the person you had been avoiding for weeks starting to approach you. You groaned, planning your escape exit as he drew nearer, but before you could slip away, he had cornered you.
“Hello,” he greeted casually, shoving his hands into his pockets and smirking down at you.
“What do you want?” you asked in exasperation, looking up at him. His brown hair was tousled and the cold weather had made his pale skin flush, his nose and cheeks slightly pink, giving him even more of the boyish charm that drove you crazy, and not in the good way. You had to admit, he was handsome, even though he had been silently bothering you for weeks.
He chuckled, gazing down at you with a grin.
“I want you to be my girlfriend,” Cedric said, his tone confident as you stood there baffled.
“You what?” you asked, feeling taken aback by how he said it, like it wasnt a request.
“You heard me.”
You stood there in shock, silent for a moment, turning your nose to the ground as you went over his proposition in your mind. He took your chin in his forefinger and thumb, making you look back up at him. The other students had begin to stare, quietly whispering amongst themselves.
“Come on Y/N, you wouldn’t want to cause a scene now would you?” he inquired, his eyes glinting as if daring you to challenge him.
You sighed.
Being with him couldnt be all that bad… could it?
You nodded.
“Alright,” you agreed.
The boy smiled widey, not even trying to hide the victorious pride he felt. He had finally done it. He had you.
“We should get going then, hm darling?” he asked smoothly, wrapping an arm around you.
It turned out being together wasnt all that bad. You two had gotten along quite nicely, and you had to admit, he was a good boyfriend, when he wasnt being possessive. You had noticed that trait of his as your relationship continued, and it caused problems sometimes. He also tended to act childish around you, something that you didnt expect from him. And you weren’t sure why, but you often doted on him, you couldn’t help it. He had sucked you in.
Cedric knocked on your door one day, brows furrowed and a look of anger on his face as he waited for you to come out of your dorm.
“Y/N!” he called out, knocking on your door again.
You sighed, getting up from your desk and walking over to your door, opening it for him.
“What is it now Ced?” you asked, crossing your arms as he pushed past you into your dorm.
“We need to talk,”he growled, looking down at you intensely as he shut the door with a click.
You raised an eyebrow, not planning on backing down.
“About what?” you asked, sitting down on your bed.
He laughed harshly and shook his head.
“About your little friend,” he spat, frowning down at you. You tilted your head in confusion, not knowing what he was on about until it all clicked in your head. “You've been spending quite a bit of time with Neville Longbottom have you not?”
You scoffed and shook your head.
“Cedric I have explained to you so many times, we are just friends-” you tried explaining but he cut you off.
“Friends eh? Rumor has it, he has a little crush on you,” he muttered, brushing his thumb over your lower lip.
“Since when do you believe rumors?” you pressed, jerking your face away from his hand, making him even more irritated.
“Since I see the way that git looks at you whenever your around!” he snapped, raising his voice slightly, his nostrils flaring.
“I cant take this anymore! You are the most possessive person I've ever met and I'm tired of dealing with it day after day!” you exclaimed, slamming your palm down on the mattress angrily.
His jaw clenched and he grabbed your face, pulling it towards his.
“Im possesive because I know whats mine and I’ll die before its ever taken from me,” he snarled, his eyes burning into yours.
You laughed coldly and pushed him away.
“That’s too bad because I'm not yours and I’m done with this!” you retorted, your eyes welling with frustrated tears. “Your behaviour is hurting this relationship and everyone else around us!”
Cedric retreated, fists clenched at his sides and his chest heaving. He couldn’t believe it. You were breaking up with him. Or trying to at least. He was scarily quiet before he turned on his heels and stomped off, slamming the door behind him.
The weeks that followed were miserable. Coldness had grown between you two and it was as if you had ever been together at all.
You walked through the quidditch pitch alone, broom in hand as you looked up at the sky. It was a good day for flying and Merlin, you needed to clear your head. You set off, the wind hitting your face and blowing back your hair as you flew over the castle, admiring the beauty of Hogwarts below you. All was well for a few moments until you noticed three figures in the sky as well on their brooms, you thought nothing of it until they became closer and you realized who exactly it was. In your years of being a Gryffindor you had made some enemies, particularly a group of Slytherin girls who had made your life hell since your first year.
This was the last thing you needed so you took a turn in the opposite direction, hoping they had not yet seen you and you could quickly escape. Unfortunately they had spotted you already and you were their target. You glanced behind you, flying faster as the main girl had a smug sneer on her face, her eyes narrowing as she drew closer, her two friends beginning to circle you on your broom. You were outnumbered. It all happened so quickly, the sound of laughter rang through your ears and you felt yourself being pushed and shoved in multiple directions in the sky.
Before you could do anything, you slipped off your broom, falling through the air.
All you could sense was the rush of air through your hair, hitting your face, your eyes watering as your body prepared to hit the ground. You couldn’t hear anything except for your heartbeat wildly pounding in your chest and you prayed that someone, anyone, would be there to catch you.
Then everything went black.
Cedric was in the hospital wing, sitting down next you as you rested. He had found out about the accident from the swarm of students that had surrounded your unconscious body on the ground as a prefect rushed to alert Madam Pomfrey.
He was angry. Very angry. Not at you, but at the people who had dared to ever hurt you. He stared at your face, brushing a lock of hair behind your ear. His expression softened, realizing the reason why he liked you and how happy you truly made him. It wasn't because of how you could be yourself, but because you had never expected anything of him. Unlike his father, unlike everyone else. You accepted the other side of him despite seeing it enough times that could cause you to push him away.
He thought about taking revenge on the girls who had caused this but he decided against it, knowing that you wouldn’t like that. He stayed there for a long time, waiting for you to wake up.
Your eyes fluttered open ,and you felt slightly disoriented, looking around the hospital in confusion. You then locked eyes with Cedric, feeling your heartbeat quicken in surprise that he was there after everthing that happened between you both.
“You're awake,” he muttured, lightly stroking your hand.
You started crying, causing him to look at you in worry and bewilderment at your sudden outburst of tears.
“Hey, hey hey, whats wrong?” he asked, his eyes searching your face for answers.
“I’m- I’m worried that you won't ever be by m-my side anymore, and I’ll be so lonely if I’m left behind again,” you confessed, tears falling down your face. This shocked him and he pulled you into his arms, whispering words of comfort. Cedric realized you both, in fact, very lonely but in different ways, and this just showed it to him.
“I’ll never leave you,” he promised, hushing your sobs and wiping the salty tears off your face.
You smiled tearfully up at him and nodded.
“I’ll never leave you either.”
You knew you were toxic. You both did. But you didn’t care anymore. You could work on it… right?