serial procastinator

Homosexuality is a developmental condition, not principally about sex, but about gender identity. In short, homosexuals are made, not born.

Gender identity, like personality, is a non-physical trait. It’s a person’s subconscious belief about what sex he is. Though everyone is born biologically either male or female, psychologically their gender identity develops over time, primarily between early childhood and puberty.

Here is the key factor: A person is always attracted to the biological sex that is the opposite of his or her psychological gender identity. A male gender-identified person (either male or female) will be attracted to a female body. Likewise, a female gender-identified person (either female of male) will be attracted to a male body. Opposites always attract.

A person’s psychological gender identity is strongly influenced—though not determined—by his biological sex. Most boys develop a male gender identity and most girls develop a female one.

A heterosexual’s gender identity matches his biological sex. A homosexual’s gender identity is opposite his biological sex.10 Because male homosexuals psychologically identify as female (I’ll explain how later), they’re sexually attracted to other males. They don’t consciously think they’re girls (though some may). Rather, their gender confusion is subconscious.

Conservatives love the trans ideology.

In order to understand the transgender person, it’s critical to understand the relationship between biology and gender identity. Your biological sex is a physical trait that’s determined at conception. Gender identity is a nonphysical trait that develops from birth through young adulthood. It’s the part of your personality that contains your beliefs about whether you are male or female. A person has both a conscious and subconscious gender identity.

They also think SRS is the wrong ‘cure’ for homosexuals and transpeople and believe both should be given therapy and ‘compassion and truth’

One study followed boys who were “reassigned” as girls shortly after birth. Years later, they all engaged in male-typical behaviors including aggressiveness, rough-and-tumble play, and sexual arousal by females. Despite being surgically, socially, and legally reassigned as females, the fact is they were still boys. Most of them who learned later in life that they were genetically male wished to become men again.5 Why? Because gender is not merely a social construct, but innately tied to one’s biological sex.

God the similarities and inconsistencies between conservatives and TRAs is too much for my simple brain.

Anyway if anyone’s interested in like knowing the enemy, or knowing how conservative feel about sexuality and gender, this website is comprehensive as hell.

You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Matthew 5:48 (ESV).

Labeling a person as the opposite sex just because of their personality or sexuality is not just.

Jacob had smooth skin and cooked which is considered a feminine trait but the bible calls him a man rather than a women.

Jacob said to Rebekah his mother, “But my brother Esau is a hairy man while I have smooth skin.

Genesis 27:11 (NIV).

Once when Jacob was cooking some stew, Esau came in from the open country, famished.

Genesis 25:29 (NIV).

And Jael who killed sisera with only a peg and hammer, even though it's not a feminine trait yet she was blessed. And the bible calls her a women.

Sisera ran away to the tent of Jael, the wife of Heber the Kenite, because King Jabin of Hazor was at peace with Heber's family. Jael went out to meet Sisera and said to him, “Come in, sir; come into my tent. Don't be afraid.” So he went in, and she hid him behind a curtain. He said to her, “Please give me a drink of water; I'm thirsty.” She opened a leather bag of milk, gave him a drink, and hid him again. Then he told her, “Stand at the door of the tent, and if anyone comes and asks you if someone is here, say no.” Sisera was so tired that he fell sound asleep. Then Jael took a hammer and a tent peg, went up to him quietly, and killed him by driving the peg right through the side of his head and into the ground.

Judges 4:17-22 (NIV).

Jael was also praised by Deborah(the judge) who leaded the army.

God created us with diverse personalities( which we can see all around us), but the people who wrote that article miss that point.

Having SSA does not mean you are in the wrong body and please don't hate your body which God has made with care and intention.

For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.

Psalms 139:13-14 (ESV).

Did not he who made me in the womb make him? And did not one fashion us in the womb?

Anyway does anyone have good advice on how to throw away your "femininity"? I don't know where to get started and I feel as though I'm in a cage, so like what now radblr, or any other part of tumblr that may help.

Wake up to your phone on the other side of the room so you're forced to get out of bed to grab it and do your morning scroll for social media

Have your meds in a visible area like in the fridge next to the milk or juice that you drink every morning or beside the coffee pot so you take them with your morning coffee

When you want to do homework, tidy your space, get a drink, put shoes on, then start work - do this every time until your brain registers the physicality of that routine of tidy, drink, shoes to equal 'work now'

If you have a pet, feed them around the time you want to have dinner each night - that animal will register the routine and help you stick to it.

Want to remember something but apps, reminders, and notes don't seem to work? Write them on your bathroom mirror or buy a whiteboard and stick it in your kitchen. And dont write in black - write in your favourite colours,or in multiple colours, and don't deny yourself the chance to be silly with the whiteboard. If you designate it a work only space, you'll never use it - so draw on it, write quotes on it, be silly with friends. The more you use your whiteboard, the more likely you are to read the important reminders on it. :)

People with ADHD need routine but neurotypical routines don't work for us because a lot of NT routines inherently rely on having the executive function to get moving - we don't have that. We need mental triggers to spark that, something that grounds us in the moment and helps spark the intention into productivity.

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Also, hack for motivation to clean?

Nah, women took them back.

Psalm 103:17–19 NIV

But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him, and his righteousness to children’s children, to those who keep his covenant and remember to do his commandments. The Lord has established his throne in the heavens, and his kingdom rules over all.

We all heard about the "virgin mary effect" (a name I made up just now), when a girl or woman who has no probability of actually being pregnant, when her period is late still has this thought of what if it happened anyway.

Think about how horrifying the virgin mary myth actually is. It basically tells women that no matter how pure or celibate they are, no matter how little contact they have with men, they are still not safe, they can still get pregnant.

Looking at it more critically, it is a cautionary tale of the levels of expectations men have over us – they expect the pious and passive acceptance of the violation Mary went through.

Here is the excerpt where God ordered Gabriel to ask for consent from Mary.

Six months after Elizabeth had become pregnant, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a city in Galilee. The angel went to a virgin promised in marriage to a descendant of David named Joseph. The virgin’s name was Mary. When the angel entered her home, he greeted her and said, “You are favored by the Lord! The Lord is with you.” She was startled by what the angel said and tried to figure out what this greeting meant. The angel told her, “Don’t be afraid, Mary. You have found favor  with God. You will become pregnant, give birth to a son, and name him Jesus. He will be a great man and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him, the throne of his ancestor David. Your son will be king of Jacob’s people forever, and his kingdom will never end.” Mary asked the angel, “How can this be? I’m a virgin.” The angel answered her, “The Holy Spirit will come to you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. Therefore, the holy child developing inside you will be called the Son of God. “Elizabeth, your relative, is six months pregnant with a son in her old age. People said she couldn’t have a child. But nothing is impossible for God.” Mary answered, “I am the Lord’s servant. Let everything you’ve said happen to me." Then the angel left her.

Luke 1:26-38. (X).

Mary did say yes and gave consent before the angel, there are also incidents where people people didn't consent and God compromised with them example:

But take wheat, barley, beans, lentils, millet, and spelt; put them in a single container and make them into bread for yourself. This is what you are to eat during the 390 days you lie on your side. You are to weigh out twenty shekels of fooda to eat each day, and you are to eat it at set times. You are also to measure out a sixth of a hin of waterb to drink, and you are to drink it at set times. And you shall eat the food as you would a barley cake, after you bake it over dried human excrement in the sight of the people.” Then the LORD said, “This is how the Israelites will eat their defiled bread among the nations to which I will banish them.” “Ah, Lord GOD,” I said, “I have never defiled myself.c From my youth until now I have not eaten anything found dead or mauled by wild beasts. No unclean meat has ever entered my mouth.” “Look,” He replied, “I will let you use cow dung instead of human excrement, and you may bake your bread over that.”

Ezekiel 4:9-15. (x).

Being able to take/ manifest a lot of power from the higher power and control your surroundings and life, being able to read other people's past, being able know others intentions, having forewarning of something bad and good, being prepared to tackle them, being friends with spirits who will help you back for favours or talking with spirit guides, having daemon friends, conversing with your gaurdian angels, being able to see your past pets spirits, being able to astral project and seeing your past lives, having power to see your soulmate and more and more things were part of my life.

I was happy to know that I could be stronger and control my own life or at least that is what I was told so.

I read tarot readings everyday, cleansed my house of evil spirits and negative emotions, talked with a lot of faeries, made ceremonies, and honoured the fire everyday(fire was my element) was and also had my guardian angel to protect me and guide me.

I made sure I did everything correctly and they all worked wonderfully in my favour, I never even thought of using the Ouija board because I would see spirits (my pets and faeries near my house) after a few months and my guardian angel was with me so I had no worries.

But after a few months, things started going bad, I became narcissistic, a lot of fights and manipulating my mom, I thought I was higher than others because I have gained so much insight in life, my guardian angel who helped me acquire my knowledge and deal and read people properly, now told me to stay away from people, telling me I need to learn more and more and so I did. I was told that my trauma and abuse my father did to us was justified because it equated with my past lives karma. I was told to master in black magic which will help me achieve in my present life and doing this would mean I will balance out all my past karma and would reach nirvana.

My GA (guardian angel) told me to pursue black magic so I could help other women in my position ( females who were traumatized by men) I was happy again. I really loved black magic and I thought i would avenge myself and other women who were in need of help, at first it felt to me reasonable and not alien at this point.

Then one day I came across a testimony of a ex new age person on YouTube while going through multiple tarot readings. I didn't much of it but after I finished the video, I felt all the emotions rush back, all my experience suddenly add up, I felt fear after a long time.

I didn't even do my daily night rituals but just went to sleep. And the next day, after having a nightmare where GA and others were trying to coerce me to stay and not leave. I didnt touch my tarot cards or do my morning rituals either.

I started seeing other topics and watched other testimonies etc. And slowing started reading the Bible. I got convicted and gave my self to Christ after going through the Bible.

After a few months, I kept asking for what reason he chose to come into my life at this certain time. He answered me telling that the GA and the God I believed wanted me to be a scapegoat.i remembered the news where one family in another state was killed and no one found out who could have murdered because a large group of people thought they were witches, and the police won't do much for stuff like this.

I felt very betrayed by my GA and all the things I have done and believed in just has to go away. It was a tough transition for me but right now I am doing much much better than before. I felt a huge burden and mental fog lift of from me. I also started sleeping better and am having a better relationship with my mom. I couldn't ask for anything better than this.

I accepted Christ as my saviour after this ordeal. I haven't gone to any church or denomination or do I think I need to attend one. I think I will make more posts on my experience and what I think. If you read through this and it maybe resonated with you and you have any questions feel free to ask!!!

The video I watched way back in December of 2017 I guess.

(Reblogging instead of commenting because I need more room)

Magic is supposed to be a skill that needs to be practiced and studied for a long while before you can even say you’re good. Even if you’re doing banishing rituals, yes there will be spirits stronger than you. There’s so many spirits that exist that there’s always a bigger fish. Besides, using stick incense in a corner can only banish weak negative energy or weak entities, not the strong ones. But even using the more complicated rituals isn’t a sure fire way of dealing with everything that exists. 

Anyway, that ‘Guardian angel’ isn’t who they’ve said they are. That wasn’t an angel. Angels will not convince you to leave everyone you love nor will they give you nightmares. That’s why they’re called angels and not demons. Spirits and demons can pretend to be other entities by shapeshifting into them and forcing you to do bad things. They can even pretend to be deities or saints. They can take on any shape as long as they can feed off of you. The fact that everything changed all of a sudden with your personality in a negative way is an even bigger red flag that it isn’t an angel.

It’s entirely possible that despite the banishing rituals, you’ve trusted the ‘’GA” so much that your ritual didn’t banish them (or the spirit was stronger than you). 

As for you worrying about why Kali didn’t protect you...that’s not a question I can really answer. I don’t know why Gods or Goddesses act the way they do. It’s kind of like something traumatic happens you while you belong to a religion and the first thing you’ll ask is ‘’Why me? Isn’t (Deity) supposed to protect me from this?’’ I can’t speak for any of the Gods on why they do certain things.

“If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them if a large millstone were hung around their neck and they were thrown into the sea. Mark 9:42 NIV

Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?'. Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’ Matthew 7:22-23 NIV

From God's point of view all of man kind is a women including men, take eg. Israel, and other cities are portrayed as a women because women are poetically(not realistically because Deborah and other prophetess are portrayed with strong determination more than their male counterparts) fragile and need protection.( Again this does not represent reality but this is how the Jews who were the audience back then could understand what God is conveying here.)

The Bible is a collection of writings and is also translated a lot of times so yes, there are times were misogynistic, barbaric things were added in like laws of owning slaves and David killing of whole towns and still being praised as a great king and also Elijah cursing the boys who mocked to be murdered by bears, totally all these horrific stories are in Bible because they define the human's fallen nature and God' s patience with humankind.