small bringer of chaos ♡

Im fucking addicted to blanket

you are falling into the void again, aren't you

Pokemon Heritage Post

maybe if you bundled yourself up and went for a walk out in the cold then came back inside with rosy cheeks and cool skin and warmed yourself up with a nice warm cup of herbal tea with honey maybe then you'd calm down

i must not take it personal. taking it personal is the mind killer. taking it personal is the little death that brings total oblivion. i will face taking it personal. i will permit it to pass over and through me. and when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. when the taking it personal has gone there will be nothing. only i will remain

Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

Is anybody else just really scared

i bet positive thinking goes so hard when youre a normal person

unfortunately, i require a lot of reassurance.

sometimes “!!!!!!!!!!!” is a word

I love love and am terrified of it just like everyone else

Absolutely horrid that a 10hr sleep does not cure you of all that ails you

But mayhaps 11 hours will cure me?