i get knocked down

There must be some psychology word for "I would be having so much fun doing this if I was choosing to as a volunteer, but because it is part of my job and I have no choice I am miserable and do not want to be here"

non-optional disposition

i want to see inside other people's brains i want to know how they do it i want to know what recent tragedy has befallen them i want to know who they love i want to know what childhood memory is always in the back of their minds i want to understand their daydreams i want to listen to the song that's stuck in their head. i want to know the rich inner life of the mundane old man at the bus stop

turns out doing cardio everyday makes ur ass look rlly nice.....win for me

bro wallsits make squats so much easier, i do way more now and i s2g i can slowly but surely save lives

i love saturday nights, these nights i just get what the world gives and i cant help but adore the odds of it all

im sick of trying to communicate something incommunicable. they should invent an understanding that is innate

and then we'd all be in agreeance but what would happen then?

constantly feeling like im being eaten alive by my own loneliness. god bless 🙏

god remember in the spring how on sundays you would watch succession and it would make you feel so so so so bad and then you’d log on to tumblr dot com and the succession tag would be like 90 variations in a row on “hey lads how are we all killing ourselves tonight?” best days of my life i’ve never been more alive

i dont watch that but i feel that with hannibal (if ur old u know what i mean)

I ONLY WANT HIM IF HE SAYS IT FIRST TO ME I WANNA UH HIM IN THE BACK OF HIS MOM'S MERCURY

whats this song?