walking to my grave
(or, this is what gender dysphoria feels like)
Drowning
pointless days fitted in a strange kind of pain contorsions, contrusions, contraptions ice cubes pepper up a body frosting it over it is mine? i have jagged teeth coming out of my cheeks everything is in the wrong place it's all deformed the mirror is warped my ears are warped vocal chords lie ripped out on the dirty ground in a pool of blood and they have been stomped out
2. it'sfineit'sokayi'mfine
a congregation of hatred is what ive been reduced to the trees and the breeze hold no sway over me anymore the snow on the ground and the disease on my clothes both pound at me to stay indoors
3. Your Existence is Wrong
bones are breaking and cracking and shaking begging to portrude the weak skin they reside in ugly stupid flesh with disgusting fucking needs im too young to understand it all i dont hold wisdom and i never will because thats what i hear, though the words may differ
4. I Am Far Past Saving
i am jiving my bones are breaking my stomachs shaking my heart is quaking dear god i am aching, please god im not faking, god save me bhagvanji save me oh wont you save me? no one ever saves me wont you save me? oh wont you save me?




















