seduce the rich guy

so you see, few years ago i was really into researching about a president. like full on research and absurd knowledge that i retain to this day. naturally you’d think this is some quiz bee material type of shit right?

my friiend, that’s where you are wrong!

without risking exposing my identity, i used to study in a school in intramuros. im still in intramuros please fucking free me already. but that aside, it is very funny the school i used to study in is literally obssessed with him. probably not as bad as the other school with laurel which is another story for another day. its a different thing tho like dude founded the school while he was really REALLY loved by the friars. he got a statue and everything and we’re one step away from having him as a subject. thankfully we didn’t because it would be awkward as fuck

“but user champoraduh,” you ask “ where does this tie back to?”

my good friend, as you can see, it bit me back in the ass. literally.

like how are you supposed to tell your professor you did absurd research on his grandpa or something? as in, research bc you decided you need to know almost everything?

it's like, college was the time i had to learn how to fly blind because i was kinda a loner. plus, losing d10 was just the first of many losses i had to endure.

nothing is great about losses to be honest. if anything, the world just goes on and won't wait for you to pick yourself up. you just kind of, have to do it yourself.

pros: yay reality check

cons: for a cancer, i've become emotionally constipated until smth is triggered and bam emotional wreck

so far, i'm doing kinda hot. all of my college friends will be graduating earlier than me tbh it's not that bad after all. i've accepted that maybe i'm really a loner by nature.

to be honest i refused to touch anything related ro figure skating for the fear it would open up a lot of pent up emotions. last week, i just watched yuka nagai's final(?) program and felt so relieved. maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

maybe i'm doing better than before. i still have so much to learn and unlearn.

let's hope for brighter days ahead!

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