I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE both the self destructive possibilities with purposely letting out leaks while super desperate to try and maintain control and the sadistic aspact of someone controlling you and making you let out leaks even if it'd make you lose control or youre just too desperate to handle it.
Being super desperate out in public, wearing light trousers and not being anywhere near a bathroom.. Trying to subtly let small leaks into your underwear to keep your bladder from reaching completely full.. It could go so wrong so quickly but it's so addictive 🫠 One leak being particularly difficult to stop, going on for a little longer than intended and all you can feel as you move around is your soaked underwear, not easily being able to check if you have a visible wet spot on your clothes that others can ses 🤭🤭🤭
Someone controlling your bladder (would work in person or over messages) and them knowing you're in public and knowing you're desperate, making you let out leaks of different lengths and of increasing difficulty, not caring if you're embarrassed to be soaking your underwear around people, not caring or giving any leniency when you say you don't think you can do it again, or you don't think you could stop if you tried again, or if you leak for as long as they tell you it'll soak through to your trousers and everyone will see... 🫠🫠🫠🤭🤭🤭
Them making you relax all your muscles and try not to lose it. Making you let out little drips and spurts, and when you're at your absolute limit, making you try to fully let go for a second and then immidately stop. If you succeed then they make you do it again for 3 seconds, then 5.
When you tell them you can feel it starting to drip down the inside of your thighs and you can tell it's soaked through your trousers and everyone can probably see, they make you do it again. And again. Until you can't stop the leaks anymore and you're straight up pissing yourself because they told you to 🫠 (except they pretend they thought you could hold it and tell you you should've had better control despite the way they bullied your bladder and kept you full on drinks the whole time)