Mailman Deer

Do not use the website called Sci-Hub!

It lets people access scientific articles for free. This is dangerous. It helps the free flow of knowledge and reduces the competitive edge of all the people who worked really hard to have been born into a wealth.

Like, it’s literally a website where you can type in the DOI of an article and read it, without ever having to pay the publisher who exploited the author.

Like if you want to read basically any physics, math, or CS paper, arXiv.org will have you covered, because everyone uploads their papers there before submitting to a journal (and generally updates it after peer review). I know all of my papers are on there. This is such common practice that journals have it baked into their licensing agreements that authors retain the right to upload their work to these places.

Yes, I was tearing through books constantly, and talking to this teacher at least weekly. Because even though I always loved reading as a kid, literature was always a very weak subject for me in terms of a teaching-to-standardized-test school setting (I just do awful on "what color were the curtains" type multiple choice questions. Those details don't stick in my memory THEY JUST DON'T). But that didn't matter for this class. I could just read my way out of any bad test score. I have always had fond memories of how I "fudged" my way through that class and "abused' the extra credit policy.

And my manager was like no!!!! If that happened, I would drive to find you guys in my truck and we could eat stuff from my wife's garden and I would make sure everyone I know survived!! I would carry you all on my shoulders away from the zombies!!

MII-58 seems to contain high levels of vasopressin and oxytocin ( two closely related hormones that mess with the behavior of one influenced by it ) , one also being known as " the love hormone " , which causes one to be protective of another in a way that also makes one jealous easily .

A drug that includes these hormones is sertraline , which is mainly used as an antidepressant . ( In the diary , we see MII-58 be used as one by Moka's father after she attempts suicide for the first time . )

In the game we see increase of hostility and aggression after taking MII-58 , which also happens when someone uses a methylphenidate transdermal patch . Methylphenidate is commonly used an ADHD medication and to increase focus in someone . ( Something that Moka's father wanted her to do instead of spending time in the sewing club with Alan . )

To further prove that these could be likely factors in MII-58 , both can be safely mixed together but also have occasional side effects . One that particularly caught my eye was hallucinations being found when taking both drugs together . ( If you go onto the old website , you'll see Alan's logs that take place during WE0 . In it he mentions hearing Moka whisper something under her breath , almost as if she was talking to someone else , which we can infer as an auditorial hallucination of hers or possibly even NULL guiding her words . )

MII-58 seems to contain high levels of vasopressin and oxytocin ( two closely related hormones that mess with the behavior of one influenced by it ) , one also being known as " the love hormone " , which causes one to be protective of another in a way that also makes one jealous easily .

A drug that includes these hormones is sertraline , which is mainly used as an antidepressant . ( In the diary , we see MII-58 be used as one by Moka's father after she attempts suicide for the first time . )

In the game we see increase of hostility and aggression after taking MII-58 , which also happens when someone uses a methylphenidate transdermal patch . Methylphenidate is commonly used an ADHD medication and to increase focus in someone . ( Something that Moka's father wanted her to do instead of spending time in the sewing club with Alan . )

To further prove that these could be likely factors in MII-58 , both can be safely mixed together but also have occasional side effects . One that particularly caught my eye was hallucinations being found when taking both drugs together . ( If you go onto the old website , you'll see Alan's logs that take place during WE0 . In it he mentions hearing Moka whisper something under her breath , almost as if she was talking to someone else , which we can infer as an auditorial hallucination of hers or possibly even NULL guiding her words . )