I've felt very alone today. Very alone. And unwanted. And just... Like a failure. I'm exhausted but I feel like I can't sleep.
I did the dumb thing of hurting myself because I just... I couldn't think of any other way to express how I felt. And how mad at myself I am. Because it's my fault I'm alone all the time. I messed everything up. I annoy people, push people away, I'm the reason people don't want to talk to me or hang out with me.
I'm just. An unwanted mess.























