farewell wanderlust

one of the missiles tonight hit very close to where my grandmother and parents live (their houses are near). won't specify where exactly but I saw a video of an explosion right where I used to walk everyday to take a train to wherever I had to go. for years I took this exact route on my way to school, university, just to ran some errands...luckily my family is alright but this was just another painful reminder of how much this war has intervened with my life and the life's of millions of Ukrainians. my family survived, many others didn't. this is the consequences of continuous russian terrorism

lately I've been thinking to make out some time and take either a culinary or nail tech course because I have a very strong suspicion that these are going to be one of the few jobs that ai will not replace in the next ten-ish years

why does my creativity deteriorate in proportion to my skill growth

had a very weird kuro dream tonight where ciel just kept growing (even his voice changed; I was so sad maya wouldn't voice him anymore) and sebastian was preparing meals for him disney style and that was how manga ended