моя утома

Also thought how when something really bad is happening i feel like a kid searching for an knowledgeable adult who will tell me what to do. Parents, relatives, just anyone older than me. And then you have to face that most of them don't know shit either and are as clueless as you and both of you are standing there stupidly

Whenever I'm really stressed my skin feels like it is burning. really unpleasant 😔

Recently russian bomb landed REALLY close to me. I'm fine physically, but mentally not so much. House started to violently shake, like an earthquake, piece of a doorframe fell down on me, i heard pieces of glass falling somewhere, houseplants fell from the windowsill, car sirens wouldn't shut up, neighbors running in panic, glass from my upstairs neighbor's windows got into my open window. Then russians continued to terrorize us with drones, we stopped cleaning multiple times because of explosions from drones. It was insane. I couldn't calm down from the stress and because I could hear the rubble somewhere being searched for people.