SimonSay Take Me With You.
Stratt doesn't even dignify it with a response, which would make Simon angry, if he didnât know he was one of the most pathetic people on this planet. Willing to beg and cheat and steal to get his way. Not in all things. But for this, heâll do anything.â
âCarl told me youâre starting another mission,â It had been a year and a half since the Maryâs launch. And like hell would he let the opportunity pass. âI know youâre sending a back up team. I want on it.âÂ
âI donât know what youâre talking about-â
âYou can send me up as a pilot- Iâll take every fucking enginerring class you need me to take and I wonât sleep a wink- I swear-â
Stratt needs to have a restriction on what Carl can see. Or maybe send him out with a partner to watch what he says. But she knows heâd tell no one else these things. Probably only let the information slip as a guilty conscience trying to do some good.
âIâll go up as a fucking experiment for christ sake just let me go-â
âYou wonât find him,â Stratt says firmly, looking up from her computer with a blanket expression. âYouâll be two years behind him. Wonât even make it to starve in each other's arms. Do you think heâd want that-â
âOh. Hilarious. Now you care what he wants?âÂ
It doesnât hurt because nothing hurts. Not when youâre the one to pin everything on if the world's secrets come crumbling down around you.Â
âYou want to go to space,âÂ
No. Simon hates space. He hates it as much as he hates the ocean or the sea. But heâs not gonna say that. Because he hates being lightyears away from his husband more. And heâs scared. Heâs a coward. Heâs a coward because he doesnât think he can live much longer with Ryland anyway.
âConvincing.â Stratt tuts looking back to her screen, feeling like a dismissal.
But he wonât be dismissed.
âI die down here with the rest of you, or I live long enough to ensure the planet is safe,â Simon says slowly. âWho knows if heâŚ.. If heâll even make it. Youâre sending a back up for a reason.â
Stratt really needs to stop growing a conscience, because itâs giving men like this the opportunity to do stupid things.
âOur scientist is the leading mind in astrophage right now-â
âOn earth-â
âOur engineer has been with us for over a decade,â She says, resting her hands over her stomach, staring Simon dead on.
âOur Pilot is⌠Qualified enoughâŚâ She says slowly, noting the breath he takes in. Painful hope that will suffocate him in the starvation and endless expanse of space.
âYou have six months. If you can reach higher marks on the exams and tests than he did, weâll send you in place.â
Omg now a third hot new bombshell has entered the SimonSays universe-
Anon this was delicious I had to grab a plate and devour it!
Simon would absolutely hate space but he will go to be Orpheus to Graceâs Eurydice