Hey, Assbutts.

wanna play video games?

I will estimate the fandom reaction to the upcoming episodes I have planned, just to dangle the meat a little lower:The following list is subject to change at any time.Next episode: 

The following one: 

Then you get this one: 

And the one after that: With this the next one: And then this one: Then this one after that: And then this one:And later this one:And the others following:

and you’re to blame

you give loooooove

a bad name

because I can, and you’ll thank me later

because im a perfectionist, the artist’s psychosis

because it matters to me, more than just getting the video out 

because its cathartic, like slowly wittling a trunk into a tiny realistic horse

because its a stress reliever, doing the one thing that i excel at pumps my dopamine most efficiently

because when i get something right, its comparable to something like that of an orgasm

because i want to see your fear translate through your fingertips, into the keyboard, and onto my screen

because i dont want to look back, watch my video, and be reminded of the horrifying horrible terrible no good very bad thing that i neglected to fix in post, sticking out like a black eye that i gave myself, haunting me every time i watch the final product on youtube

because its for my mental well being

because im me

because

BECAUSE

"That thing… It’s not a god, it’s a monster."- Matt, Log Entry #32