To die would be an awfully big adventure

nothing i do is good enough

I could never matter to you. Just like I never mattered to anyone else.

No matter how hard you try, if you're not pretty, you can't make them stay.

I don‘t want to be just an option.. I want to feel loved.. for once

I'm not thin enough for him.

Trapped in the world where no one chooses me. Trapped in the body that no one desires. Cursed with the face that repulses everyone.

Everyone leaves me, replaces me, gets tired of me and I can't even complain because that's all I truly deserve. Someone so ugly and uninteresting will always be abandoned, always alone. But I can't cope with that. Every second of such life is agony. This is hell, never-ending nightmare.

I wish I could be good enough for once in my life