fuck it

Of course I can do it alone. I always do.

Nobody wants to be with me, why do I keep trying when I know the reality? How many times am I going to try again only to have my heart broken? To get ignored and ghosted, to be left hanging. Going through all that pain and self hatred over and over again. I need to stop and accept that I’ll always be alone.

i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

i wish i wasn’t so disposable

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

I just have this overflowing feeling of hopelessness about my future

Constant Overthinking every little thing