callthed0gs0ut

I feel so bored, my routine consists of some of the most mundane shit ever

i feel like i have no hobbies and i only survive for the benefit of others

questioning my life choices like what my next steps are

sometimes i wish the waves would take me away never to be seen again

to ease into darkness and succumb to the lonliness inside my bathtub

sleep forever without regard for consciousness

back to the womb to rely on nutrients provided by the placenta of my mother

i yearn for someone to see

the impossible feeling of treading a slackline of emotions unsure of which side i shall fall off

my first post, i hope i get to rant about everything with no irl consequences lol