My anxiety has been going crazy lately with this move and general era of life changes

My girlfriend officially put down a deposit on a super cute two bedroom apartment that we picked out together in guadalajara, she's gonna move in next month and if all goes as planned with my visa and tefl program I will move in, in approximately 6 months :3

Was heading to work and got almost there, then it started pouring and I slipped in the mud and ruined my clothes, so now I'm home, and I feel silly :/

My pet gecko died this week and between that and getting ready to move, I've just been all over the place emotionally :(

My family is so generationally introverted, it's in our DNA, my grandmother lives six houses from her brother and only sees him twice a year.

Being a budtender is so fucked up because your managers will congratulate you for personally doing $20k is sales that week, and all you can think about is how that's more than 50% of the yearly salary they pay you ugh