Itโs ya boy (she/they but I love saying โitโs ya boyโ), Sara of the Auto Square. If you go back through my posts, please do not judge me by late-20โฒs Saraโs brain. It was ill-informed, unmedicated, and in the closet.
If you are somehow still here from the 2017 days, hallo; thatโs a nice surprise!
I am fucking loquacious so this is probably better for my habitual word-vomming than Twitter is. (Was??)
I am now in my early 30โฒs, dating a lovely fellow with 2 dogs who have not yet met my sweet demon cat. At same job, doing much less music, completely burnt out, but hanging in there. I finally went and did the big Atlanta trip Iโd wanted to do forever...twice! Met a bunch of internet friends and we became very close. Also came out as bi in 2018. I think probably more bi-romantic than -sexual? Gender-wise, I literally donโt care. My body is not really my friend right now; it hurts from standing a lot, and I havenโt been taking very good care of myself.
Went through so much shit emotionally since my last post. Too much to say. Some of it hurts to revisit. But Iโm happy now, I think. I love the incredible people who I know IRL, and Iโm on my way to liking myself.
Fandom has been a bit of a life-raft since the pandemic began. Largely Good Omens and OFMD, although there was a bananas detour into Carisi/Barba SVU fic that we donโt talk about. (I am anti-cop but I still enjoy my copaganda shows. I wonโt talk about them here though!)
Iโve been doing more art. And more writing. Iโm putting together a poetry book. Oh! And I got diagnosed with ADHD; I think Iโm on the autism spectrum as well but thatโs a self-ID. Knowing that about my brain has been super helpful and validating. My partner has ADHD too, so we understand things about each other that have driven previous partners up the wall.
And letโs see, what else...my dad lives in my city now. I love that. We are both depressed but we try.
Thereโs a lot more but whoops; Iโm at work and I donโt think anyone is *actually* here from years ago. But yeah. Hi! I didnโt even start using Twitter until 2020 but now it feels like home, and Iโll be sad to lose it, so please find me here. IMHO itโs gonna hang on for a bit longer, but why risk it?
