It’s ya boy (she/they but I love saying “it’s ya boy”), Sara of the Auto Square. If you go back through my posts, please do not judge me by late-20′s Sara’s brain. It was ill-informed, unmedicated, and in the closet.
If you are somehow still here from the 2017 days, hallo; that’s a nice surprise!
I am fucking loquacious so this is probably better for my habitual word-vomming than Twitter is. (Was??)
I am now in my early 30′s, dating a lovely fellow with 2 dogs who have not yet met my sweet demon cat. At same job, doing much less music, completely burnt out, but hanging in there. I finally went and did the big Atlanta trip I’d wanted to do forever...twice! Met a bunch of internet friends and we became very close. Also came out as bi in 2018. I think probably more bi-romantic than -sexual? Gender-wise, I literally don’t care. My body is not really my friend right now; it hurts from standing a lot, and I haven’t been taking very good care of myself.
Went through so much shit emotionally since my last post. Too much to say. Some of it hurts to revisit. But I’m happy now, I think. I love the incredible people who I know IRL, and I’m on my way to liking myself.
Fandom has been a bit of a life-raft since the pandemic began. Largely Good Omens and OFMD, although there was a bananas detour into Carisi/Barba SVU fic that we don’t talk about. (I am anti-cop but I still enjoy my copaganda shows. I won’t talk about them here though!)
I’ve been doing more art. And more writing. I’m putting together a poetry book. Oh! And I got diagnosed with ADHD; I think I’m on the autism spectrum as well but that’s a self-ID. Knowing that about my brain has been super helpful and validating. My partner has ADHD too, so we understand things about each other that have driven previous partners up the wall.
And let’s see, what else...my dad lives in my city now. I love that. We are both depressed but we try.
There’s a lot more but whoops; I’m at work and I don’t think anyone is *actually* here from years ago. But yeah. Hi! I didn’t even start using Twitter until 2020 but now it feels like home, and I’ll be sad to lose it, so please find me here. IMHO it’s gonna hang on for a bit longer, but why risk it?
