Hello, sweetie.

me:

things do get better

your anxiety/depression is lying to you

you are deeply loved even though you may not think so

you deserve to heal and be happy

you belong somewhere

you will learn to bear the pain better

it won’t be this bad forever

someone out there knows exactly how you’re feeling

you’re not alone

there will be better weeks 

people will help you when you let them know

your problems don’t have to control you

there are good things that can outweigh the bad

you will keep going through the tough times and make a good life for yourself despite everything

you can make it through this

you will become a better, stronger person and make yourself proud

your future self will be happy that you stayed