one of those days i'm feeling like everyone would be better off if i disappeared completely
i keep breaking peoples shit im easily the least functioning person in my family ive permanantly ruined my relationship with my sister i have no job prospects i never have the energy to do anything bur sit around and be useless i cant clean anything fascism is accelarating its targetting the people i love let alone me one of my girlfriends has been missing for over a month my other girlfriends are all suffering and dying with nothing i can do figuring out real and true therapy on a way that hasnt been confusing for me has been a busf i wish someone would just come up to me end me and tell me my suffering is at an end and i dont have to worry anymore i hate everything and i ruin and huet everything i touch
iffnyouknow me you should cutt me off and tell me everything youvee alwayss hated about my i dont deserve peoplee innmylife
















