Vent moods

Spent nearly all of my chirstmas break (only 4 days cause I have a job) online with my BF. Im super thankful to have him in my life as he allows me to be my true unabashed self. Including the super weird noises I randomly make at times and the playful teasing. He's super considerate of me and we know each other incredibly well.

Yo imagine

Omfg I am so fucking happy rn. So for context I work in ophthalmology, which are medical eye doctors. I specifically am a technician, they guy who gets you ready for the doc and assists and takes notes. Anyways, theres these levels of certification you can go thru, COA, COT, COMT (Beginner, intermediate, and advanced). I took my COA test last year the soonest I possibility could, (theres time eligibility requirements) using only my learned work experience and light studying and I passed. It was stressful because I have to drive to a testing center an hour away from home and its in one of those standardized testing places. The soonest I could take my COT was 2k hours (or a year of full time) worked as a COA under an ophthalmologist. To become a COT not only do you need to pass a more advanced 200 question multiple choice exam, but also an electronic performance evaluation, which you can only apply for AFTER you pass the exam. I knew I had to take this test more seriously and I spent my time slowly studying every now and again and rapidly increasing my time spent studying the closer I got to the exam time. I was stressed but from the multiple studying resources I had at my disposal and that one 400 flashcard examzify thing I felt fairly confident.i had spent the last few days studying three areas I had noticed I was constantly failing in on these practices. Thank fucking God I did cause now not only do I have a better concrete understanding of certain ocular aspects but I even got 100% in a category I DEFINITELY would have failed otherwise. I got handed the result paper and I could see how I did individually in each category but I was struggling to find if I passed/failed. I finally found it and it said "Grade: Pass". Fellas. I fucking collapsed leaning up against the wall outside and shed a few tears cause holy shit. I had realized I had placed so much effort personally on this exam and everyone else was confident in my ability to pass but me.

My BF spent the evening at his aunts house, this is what he had to say.

Okay so this is the THIRD time I've tried to post these. Im the autophage and my bf is the Gek.

Also here's the new corvette I built, im running with the default generated name "The Sleep of the Ancients"

Fellas, theres ANOTHER NMS update?!?!?!?! fuck yeah!

Sooooo, im an idiot.

Man I just love taking photos in NMS :3

Newest collection of nms photos i took during last night's session.