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He then flash a small smile, showing his perfect in alignment-symmetrical teeth. They used to be a cute crooked asymmetrical teeth, I guess that was a long ago.

I don’t mind since I like both of them anyway.

He take a few glances at his watch, There is probably few minutes left and he needed to hurry up. I can tell that he’s a bit of restless but didn’t mutter a word about it.  He probably knows I am worried sick and not ready to let him go yet.

Am I in his way? Probably? Even so, I cannot seems to let him go yet.

I hugs him for the millionth times today. He wrapped me closer to his body, to his heart especially. He squeezes me hard. 

“I really like you”  

I smile, while burying my face deep in his chest. His scent is enough to intoxicated my senses.

What if the colours of my life start to fades and eventually turn grey? He said breaking the silences that crept between us.

“You’d paint them back more delicately,” I said without looking to him. 

“How can you be so sure? I might not able to start over” 

He said, I can hear his voice is trembling and unstable.

“You will” I said while my eyes fixed at the sight of the moon. There was this slight change in my tone as I was flooded with my own emotions. 

“Your soft heart will find a way.” I said after a moment’s of pause.

Hitam, Putih.

Panik memandang awan yang biru hilang warnanya, Kelabu bangun dari tempat pembaringannya. Entah bila dia melelapkan matanya, dia juga tidak pasti. Mata yang tadinya berat kini dibuka luas, sesekali dia gosok untuk memastikan visual yang dia saksikan itu adalah benar. Bukan sekadar ilusi atau bayangannya.

Masih tiada warna. Apa langit ada tarikh luputnya juga? soal Kelabu sendiri. Buntu, matanya meliar melihat kawasan sekeliling. Mana tahu ada yang dapat membantunya.

Tiada langsung kelibat manusia.

Kosong.

‘Eh?’ bisiknya kecil.

I could never let you go,