armchair anesthesiologist

there is still time. there is still time. until your bones are in the fucking ground there is still time.

“For nearly two centuries, everyone but trans women have monopolized the meaning of trans femininity. Fearful of interdependence, many have tried to violently wish trans femininity away. The non-trans woman has become gender critical, willing to dispose of her trans sister to secure her claim on womanhood. The gay man celebrates queens as iconic but separates himself anxiously from faggotry’s intimacy with trans femininity, claiming he is only on the side of sexuality, not gender. The straight man acts out in violence to disavow his desire for the girls he watches in porn, the girls he cheats on his wife with, and the girls from whom he buys sex. The state has used trans femininity most of all to generate the pretense it needs to expand its sovereignty as a monopoly on violence. And even queer and trans people, whether as cultural producers, activists, or scholars, have used the symbolic value of trans femininity to guarantee their political authenticity. But this is only to tell half of the story. The anxious and angry rejection of everyone’s interdependence with trans women is an attempt to refuse a social debt accrued, to refuse the power trans femininity holds.” ― Jules Gill-Peterson, A Short History of Trans Misogyny(Affiliate link)

Smiles fondly at my memories

Deletes them all

I’m glad I wasn’t born in mid evil times bc I’d be all like aaaaaaa I want to listen to Blue Monday by New Order but all I have is this stupid lute

TIL J. Edgar Hoover have had hundreds of ghostreaders monitoring, stalking and reviewing African-American literature to the point that the FBI's in-house writers could simulate Black literature on their own. And this is many decades before LLM is even a thing. Very sinister.

At the club checkin my tumblr notes

fresno nightslurpler

Women are expected to be delicate and considerate towards men at all times including in liberal feminist circles and the moment you stop coddling men or, worse, treat them with disdain, you get treated like you have committed some grave sin. Like sorry, my feminism is for the liberation of women and I could not care less what men think of it.

all art is goofs

mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately

she let me hit it because...ghhhh....she let me- *pants* ughhh my head.... Why can't I remember?? Graaah [cursed pussy begins to throb]