dont trace reference images. dont even LOOK at reference images. in fact, don't ever look at anything that exists in the world, in person or in photos or in videos, even when you're not drawing, because you will still be able to use the memories of what something looks like as a reference when you're drawing it later. yes that includes yourself. destroy all the mirrors in your house. don't look down at your hands or feet. don't look. close your eyes. close them tight. forget everything. it's okay, embrace the darkness. just forget.

i cant focus on anything other when sufficiently cat-brained because i am afflicted with lake territory dysphoria

I am going to [remembers that suicide jokes are detrimental to the mental health of myself and others] [but I'm evil] kill myself

if i was a celebrity i would want people to speculate on my sexuality and disorders because maybe it would help me out

every night I used to pray I deadass got down on my knees and prayed to the government to pay me to pretend to be a pedophile on bluesky and get into flame wars God I prayed and I prayed and sent hella Emails and it got to the point where a higherup must have sighed and made one of his interns viggle.ai my likeness over some Mr. Hands B-roll and effectively start blackmailing me into doing it for free

can yearning make you sick

can desire kill you

for april fools today lets all smile