Dear Future Wife...

😁

My summer is going alright! Really all I've been doing is work. How's yours?

My current status is not really looking. I think if someone comes along then great, if not, great. I am a Christian.

Hey you too!

I hope that one day when I lay my head on my pillow to fall asleep, I'll feel your warmth snuggled against me. I hope one day when life is kicking me down, that I'll experience your grace and kindness.

Well I'm going to reply to my #1 fan! :) I appreciate that. I do take long breaks, no reason really, other than sometimes I lose hope and find it a waste of time posting these. I keep telling myself ill come back on and write more, but it hasn't happened ***yet***. Don't be anonymous :)

At the end of the day, in the quietness of our home, our kids will be asleep and the dishes put away, there we will take time to do the precious work of rekindling the fire of our love.

Contemplating going to bed at 7:30 tonight. Depressed, tired and bothered. Yeah, 7:30 it is.

I hope that we meet in an antique shop, doing what we love: looking at antiques. Grace me with your presence soon would ya? I have a lot of awesome things planned that I would love your help with.

I'm going to a rodeo with my family tonight here in Texas. Wish you were here to tag along.

Planning and building a life for myself has been incredible, but you know what will be even better? You in it.

Purging my phone and apartment of everything that was my last relationship feels so good.

Coming home to you, what a sweet thing.

Tonight I’ve spent a total of 2 hours trying to log into my Gmail account. It was agonizing. I’m still not logged into it. Please bear with me in times of struggle and defeat ;)

My dream of a life with you still exists. Whoever you are, wherever you are, I am praying for your growth, wellbeing and happiness.