Actual Shit Show

Wisdom teeth out today and i still can’t feel my face close to 12 hours later sos

One more month til i live in my car

This partnership has really shown me “ if they wanted to they would” and the extent that is actually true. I love it.

Also very ready to live out of my car with my dog in national parks. Ready to be away from real society for a bit. July can’t come soon enough

Well i leave the state in two months and just put myself into an open relationship with a man who lives between Texas and Oregon so that’s WILD. Regardless of what we do with the distance doesn’t matter because i haven’t felt so secure and trusted and loved equally in a long time. Like there hasn’t been a day that has gone by since we started seeing each other before we left that he hasn’t affirmed me in some fashion. It’s incredible to feel this way so suredly and know i have someone that is willing to be open and accept me for wholly who i am and what i need. Holy cow.

Very disconnected and good at masking it so people don’t believe me lololol lit