i do feel somewhat ruined forever. but it’s okay we stay silly

umm kind of just need to be held or I will descend deeper into madness

i understand why people go legit insane like i get it

​i’m such a fake idgafer everything bothers me tbh

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

not to be political on main but i think we should probably be making things easier for people

I am very tired and I want to be held by someone who loves me

regret is rotting me from the inside out

want my life to have magic in it, how do i find it, how do i put the magic in it, im just so so sad

*completely ruins myself to the point I don't recognise myself* am I good enough now?

so it turns out that time actually does go by faster as you get older. just like how adults told me it would when i was younger. pisses me off

i bet positive thinking goes so hard when youre a normal person

I don't deserve someone who loves me.