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me (cleaning up): holds knife
intrusive thoughts: what if-
me: ok edgelord we get it what if i slit my wrists right now can we please just focus
Things someone with BPD deals with:
Calling out sick from work/school and convinsing yourself that everyone is now against you because you left them hanging.
If someone crosses you the wrong way, you will never forget the feeling they gave you- no matter what they say/do afterwards.
Putting everyone in your life on trial for not living up to your expectations.
Watching someone across the room talking to a mutual friend- and then becoming paranoid its about you. Especially when one of them looks over at you.
Sitting in a corner spot of a public place because you dont want to take up space/ dont feel worthy enough to take up space.
Talking in a group conversation- feeling like they are too good/ righteous for your input.
Yelling at a Family member, then having flashbacks for all that person has done for you. Wishing you were never born because you just hurt people with your words/actions.
Seeing a bill come in the mail with your name on it, then blaming yourself for all of the things your family couldnt afford because youre mentally ill.
Wishing you just lived under the stairs like Harry Potter, because you dont feel normal enough to be apart of your family.
Feeling on top of the world, feeling better then your peers. And then in a split second someone could say something and your world crashes and burns..
Needing constant attention. Feeling like a piece of shit unless people are constantly acknowledging you/praising you.
Needing to constantly tell someone you love them..
Craving validation, needing to be understood.
Addiction is your middle name, becoming addicted to the smallest things. But cant grasp any self control.
Feeling like the world is out to get you, and your fighting a battle by yourself.
Anyone/everyone that talks to you/ tries to be your friend knows your secrets/ feels sorry for you.
i set myself up for abandonment and then cry about it online
Have you been diagnosed with bpd yet? I want to be evaluated for bpd but I don't know how to go about it.
Yes, but I was diagnosed in the hospital so I’m not sure if I can help you very much unfortunately

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if you’ve ever said anything nice to me there’s a 112% chance i’ve screenshotted it and look at it every half hour
me: he's allowed to have friends and spend time with other people
my shit brain: ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT
Gotta love when you make your fp mad so you just keep on saying you’re sorry because you’re so anxious and then you feel like you’re manipulating them into feeling sorry for you and so you say you’re sorry more and then you feel like you’re manipulating them so you say you’re sorry-
me: i want to die so bad i’ve never been in so much pain
fp: enters the room
me: ☙♡ ☆ hello ☀☼sunshine!!!!☼☀!!!! ☆ ♡ ☆
☆ ☆ ☆ what’s ❀✿✲up✲✿❀ !!!!!♡ ツツツ❧
me: *expresses affection for someone*
someone: *does not respond to affection in the exact way I wanted them to*
me: welp I am never doing that again ever in my life

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fp: hi!! im so sorry i didnt text you goodnight last night, i fell asleep while reading!! im sorry if i worried u!
me, lying: haha dont worry i figured it was something like that!! im fine dont worry about it :)
what actually happened: *had 3 panic attacks, almost relapsed, had reoccurring suicidal thoughts, kept thinking fp would leave me, still has an overwhelming amount of anxiety*
nothin makes me wanna die more than seeing my favourite person find someone else funny or interesting
me: i love you!!!
fp: ✔✔
me, throwing my phone at a wall: WHATEVER!!! i am INDEPENDENT now. i have NO fps. today is a ME day. dont talk to me EVER AGAIN
if you’re an fp! here’s some useful phrases to say to ur bpd pal/partner!
+ “i still love and care about you, but at the moment i am angry right now and i’m not talking to you for a certain time period, and i will talk to you again at ________”
+ “i’m going away for a while/i might not have internet connection, so i’m not going to talk to you for [time period], and i want you to know that i’m not ignoring you”
+ “my connection is bad right now, so i might not see your message, but i promise i’m not ignoring you!”
+ “i’m vagueing someone on [blog/site] right now, but i want you to know that it’s not about you”
+ “you’ve done [something they’ve done wrong], and that makes me uncomfortable/that’s not right. i still love you/care about you, but i need you not to do it again because [state a reason why].
+ “if i suddenly go offline, that means i’ve gone to sleep/my internet got cut off, and i wasn’t trying to avoid you”
+ “i’ve made a new friend/met someone new today, but i want you to know that you’re still my [best friend? number one? beloved partner? you can choose!]
+ “daily reminder that i love you and i care about you!”
That bpd feel when your fp jokes about you being annoying
a: SPLIT
b: Suicide
c: D i s s o c i a t e

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fp: *slightly changes tone*
me: wow wow wow wow wow you're leaving me
Me with fp