Angel

*through tears* I love. being cringe. *sniffles* and I am unashamed of my interests

i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything i ruin everything

i was taught at a very young age that i am unlovable, that my feelings are too big. that never went away.

i know im constantly too much for everyone but sometimes i just want to be enough for someone

am i really that hard to love ?

"it's fine" = you really disappointed me but I'm used to it

it’s not even a fear of abandonment anymore, it’s anticipated. it’s practically backed by science with the amount of times it’s happened.