i feel free when i see no one

If I could be born again and start over I would do the fucking same things and amke the same mistakes because I am. Stupid

today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern today I’m going to break the pattern

you will never guess what I’ll be doing today

no one ever understands what it's like for your life to only exist away from itself

If self abuse ever did any good you would have flourished many moons ago.

came back wrong trope with the character watching as their family tries to reconcile who they were with what they are now and failing. their loved ones unable to accept that they are different now, that the person they once were is dead. the character never being able to mend bridges with their family because they want who they were back, not them.

living with OCD is constantly finding ways to shut your mind down so you can simply feel free to exist. i don't care if all the meds turn me into a zombie as long as i'm not in fucking hell. i don't care if i'm frying my brain as long as the thoughts go away like omg

hate when im talking to someone and we get onto the topic of still living at home and i see the glint of like patronising superiority in their eyes as soon as they realise i am doing horribly in life. lol

We’re doomed oh I mean good morning. I guess

mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately