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my wrist started hurting again so i gave up halfway urghhh

I'm so normal about this movie that I did this in 3 days with a total of 10 hours of sleep. If you know this song you know it s time to bring out the tissues.

The Cave - Project Hail Mary Music Video

I'm so normal about this movie that I did an entire animatic in 3 days and with 10 hours of sleep in total.

You know- the Punch Flambae gives Mecha Man at the house party if you revealed who you are.

Anyway let’s chat about it.

But… at the point of the punch, I’ve always read that it’s not so much about the fingers and jail thing. If it was, Flambae would have been that angry with Mecha Man at the Bar. Instead dude was just throwing around his weight to one up Mecha Man in a petty way, and doesnt try to punch him until Mecha Man flings a drink at him. (Still dumb and bully behavior, but it’s a far cry from trying to burn someone alive).

At that point it’s a mix of things, but I read that punch as waaaaay more about all the taunting post SDN Dispatcher Robert did, and the perceived betrayal.

Like even if you are nice and picking the good options this man embarrasses Flambae *multiple* times. Robert tosses Spaghetti / a protein shake at him embarrassing him in front of his boss, one of the best heroes in the world. Robert, after being saved by him from the weights, even if you select the ‘thanks for being my babysitter’- still will taunt him about his eyebrows and/or tooth. And Flambae is legit trying to be nice in these scene- In a condescending dickish way, absolutely, but still.

There is a dialogue on the first day where Robert, the little shit (affectionate), jokes about ‘oh I heard about that!’ With Flambae getting his ass kicked by Mecha Man.

This isn’t even going into the not-nicest options you can take! Like if you select one of the negative Phoenix Speech options Robert points and calls Flambae out *specifcially*. (I believe it’s the burnt shit one, could be wrong).

And despite all that, Flambae was obviously growing to like Robert. How much is up for interpretation, but even the “I’m a Bitch my name is Robert” seems like pigtail pulling/semi-friendly ribbing rather than really wanting to be mean. Flambae’s whole vibe isn’t malicious, more playful and excited. Which is hilarious. Like before that he joins in on everyone asking Robert to join them at the bar, and genuinely asks his opinion if he can pull off Whitney Houston.

And then to find this guy who was your supervisor, who you started to like and felt was on the Z-Team’s side? But who has been taunting you about your lost Mecha Man fight, about your lost tooth/eyebrows, who threw food at you, IS Mecha Man? Suddenly that isn’t an equal jabbing back and forth but someone *holding something over you that you didn’t know*. Like Robert was taunting him with the knowledge he was Mecha Man.

Trying to set Robert on fire that night was a mix of everything (the way he stands in front of Prism, gets between her and Mecha Man, and holds his hand out in front of her protectively - the same hand with missing fingers-lives rent free in my head) and Flambae making a REALLY bad choice (obviously) which luckily he was saved from by Golem and Robert’s presumable low self-worth and infinite capacity to be chill and forgiving about life threatening situations.

(Like Robert pls at least ask for a legit apology good lord).

The punch? At least mostly about Robert being a little shit about taunting him. And we all know Flambae pulled that punch, Robert didn’t even have a bruise when talking to Chase later. (Like this man can lift a car come on, he could’ve easily broken Robert’s jaw.)

So this is why I had a good laugh at the punch because yeah, Robert HAD been a little shit to him as a dispatcher. (But once a month may be a bit much bro).

This made big numbers on Twitter

Me and @flambabess are collaborating on drag queen names (right now, we're settled on ✨️Glambae✨️) And I had to share the progress on that, including some sketches of this BEAUTIFUL MAN. (Bonus Sonar, because why not use his tie as a prop)

More to come!! ❤️‍🔥✨️💅

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.