🖤Piper🤍

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

One thing nobody tells you about eating disorders is how boring it is to have one, it's just constant waiting, waiting for my next meal, waiting to see the scale go down, waiting to see results, waiting to hit my next gw, it never ends

Gotta love going from “i love life and life is good” to “i should be dead, i want to die, no one loves me and i should kms” and then back to “life is so good right now”

trying to express how you feel and just ruining their mood

sorry for being distant all of a sudden, it was either that or screaming and crying and saying irreversibly damaging things to you after you ignored my feelings in favour of yours once again (I can't tell if I'm overreacting or not)

bpd is drinking wine, screaming, self h@rm!ng, masturbating, crying, dancing and punching walls all in the span of 30 minutes

Oop..

bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse

Trying really fucking hard not to take all this out on someone