Borderline Personality Disorder

In hindsight being a “gifted kid” is so funny. You have substantial difficulties with socializing and fine motor skills, but we’re going to ignore that because you’re really good at reading chapter books

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

late discovered autistics are all "yeah i'm good but if i truly relax for a moment i think the world or i might collapse also i don't think i know what it means to truly relax"

being autistic is like using google translate for emotions. like, yeah, its right sometimes, but a lot of the time its a little bit off and sometimes its completely fucking wrong

a key part of being in your twenties is reverting your interests back to books, films and music that someone once gave your teenage self judgment for enjoying

“you’ll feel better after a good night’s rest” do i look like someone who has had one of those in the last two decades

look. Look into my eyes

You have to understand that you are an observer. You are not the thoughts