My Random Crap 👍

Last song: evergreen soldier

Favorite color: in general? tie between red and green. in specific? burgundy.

Currently watching: in theory it's wha but um. i only get the watch show urge once a year so ive only watched one episode...ill get to it eventually!

Sweet, savory, or spicy? savory and spicy i have two hands

Current obsession: very much in the oc trenches currently

Last thing you searched: "bell sleeves with scalloped dagging"

Last song: She is my sin by Nightwish

Favourite colour: green

Currently watching: absolutely nothing

Sweet, savory or spicy: savoury

Current obsession: symphonic metal and Metal Gear V

Last thing you searched: my university's website

Last Song: Hold My Hand by HAN from Stray Kids

Favourite Colour: Navy blue

Currently watching: Tale of the Nine Tailed

Sweet, savoury, or spicy: savoury but sometimes spicy

Current obsession: I've been very into looking up fanart from my favourite books lately... and also fanfiction

Last thing you searched: "rely" synonyms

One note = One day I don’t try to commit/seriously consider committing s**cide.

I hate to bother you, but I need help with this.

@ibvs-nerdo @starlypenguins @lowkeyjustvibing @asphalts-garbage-or-something @ups3tti @kit-kit-kat @shippin-my-sanses @aureillia404 @ANYONE.

I will come back and add more

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16 embroidery patches for the following pride flags: asexual, aromantic, rainbow, bisexual, lesbian, gay, non-binary, transgender, demisexual, pansexual and genderfluid.

Okay probably my last ACOWAR update but like…I could write an essay about all I’d want to discuss from this passage alone 😩

That moment when you realize that Nesta loves Cassian so much that she's willing to tolerate being around the IC - despite the fact that they hate her, insult her, disrespect her boundaries, and treat her like dirt - for Cassian. All for Cassian.

Currently Reading: A Master of Djinn by P. Djèlí Clark, The Wise Man's Fear by Patrick Rothfuss

Last Read: Bone of My Bone by Johanna van Veen (ARC provided by NetGalley and Poisoned Pen Press 🙂‍↕️)

Last Series:

Book - Sworn Soldier by T. Kingfisher

TV - What We Do In The Shadows (a rewatch because I'm bored to death with everything else)

Last Movie: The Conjuring: Last Rites (what the fuck was that, honestly)

Last Song: Dreadful Leap by One of Nine ft. Hulder

Sweet or Salty: both, it definitely depends on my mood tho.

Coffee or Tea: I don't drink coffee anymore, so tea 🫡

Working on: finishing my 2025 book reviews. I've been preoccupied with a lot of things, so it's been a bit of a struggle to complete them

Currently reading: Wind and Truth by Brandon Sanderson

Last reading: if manga count, Cardcaptor Sakura: Clear Card vol. 2

Last series: The Stormlight Archive (book); Wolf's Rain (show)

Last movie: This island Earth

Last song: Where is the edge by Within Temptation

Sweet or salty: both

Coffee or tea: tea

Working on: revising the articles I'm about to publish :)

Currently Reading: Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky and Un hiver pour te résister by Morgane Moncomble

Last Reading: Circe by Madeline Miller

Last series: Emily Wilde series (books); Bridgerton (show)

Last Movie: Athlete A

Last Song: Hold my Hand by HAN from Stray Kids

Sweet or Salty: Both

Coffee or tea: Tea <3

Working on: Finishing my 2025 book journal and finishing my short story for a competition

Tips for Writing Emotional Breakdowns

✧  Crying isn’t pretty. It’s snot, blotchy faces, gasping for air, and red-rimmed eyes. Forget the single tear rolling down like in Hollywood.

✧  Anger often hides hurt. People lash out, slam doors, shout, not always because they’re just mad, but because they’re covering up fear or pain.

✧ Shaking is common. Stress dumps adrenaline into the system. Hands tremble, voices break, knees won’t stay steady.

✧ People go quiet, too. Not all breakdowns are screaming and sobbing. Some are dead silence, staring off, numb responses. Equally devastating.

✧ Exhaustion hits after. The “post-breakdown crash” is real ... headaches, sore eyes, complete emotional hangover. They’ll want to sleep for hours.

✧ Words get messy. Rambling, repeating the same sentence, stuttering, saying things they don’t mean. Emotions trip over themselves on the way out.

✧ Breathing changes. Short, shallow breaths, hiccupping gasps, or holding their breath without realizing. Sometimes it even feels like they’re choking.

✧ Embarrassment creeps in. Once the wave passes, a lot of people feel ashamed, apologizing or avoiding eye contact. Vulnerability often leaves guilt in its wake.